"He didn't agree, right, uncle, don't tell you, I'm just his subordinate, and the weight of my words is naturally limited, since he rejects you, then he must have his own judgment, I really ...... There's really nothing you can do. I smiled bitterly and said, if Shi Si had made up his mind, then how could his mind be changed by me in three or two sentences.

"Xiao Su, you have to help me, Longwu Mountain has not been peaceful these years, there is no impermeable wall, the dead are resurrected, no one believes it when it is said, or it is just a false rumor, it is almost impossible to operate here, I have been here for twenty or thirty years, I can't just look at it and no one cares about it, besides, more importantly, what is going on with these corpses, I still haven't figured it out, I can't treat it as if I didn't see it, it's just like that, people should have a due destination when they die, what is this life!" Uncle Pan sighed with emotion, and sat on the chair as if he had lost his strength after speaking, shaking his head gently, as if he was powerless about the incident and dissatisfied with himself.

His words still touched me a lot, at least from his words I didn't see a person's selfishness, but between the lines is all about thinking about others, he has been dealing with corpses for most of his life, maybe his understanding is very different from mine, although I may not understand, but from the words he revealed, I can feel a sense of his attitude towards himself, but also a responsibility.

"Uncle Pan, it seems that you said that you have a few words to say to me, this is your real intention, you said that the death gas on my body is probably also nothing?" I sighed, and now I understand the original purpose of Uncle Pan looking for me.

"Xiao Su, if you want to say that I don't shy away from my intentions, there is indeed a reason, but I really didn't talk nonsense about the dead air and nightmares on your body, and I do have a way to solve them completely, otherwise why don't I find that woman and that middle-aged man."

He was referring to Lin Xiyu and the explosion, and Uncle Pan could be regarded as saying it, he regarded the problem on me and the problem he wanted to solve as a transaction, this is what he relied on, but I don't mind much, and it is understandable to think about it carefully.

"Uncle Pan, then tell me, is what you said before true? I'm referring to corpses hurting people, and video materials and the like, I hope you can say it objectively, don't think about exaggeration, so I can react to Shi sir. "Although I can't change Shi Sir's mind, at least I can fight for it, and it's better to leave a glimmer of hope than to give up trying.

When Uncle Pan heard my words, his cold face finally rippled, and he patted his chest and promised: "I'm so old, I won't be idle enough to talk nonsense to you." ”

"By the way, why are you thinking about looking for Shi Sir? Didn't you call the police? The first reaction to this kind of thing is to go directly to the police to deal with it. I asked.

"As soon as the incident came out two years ago, we called the police, and the police stayed here for five days, but after some investigation, they said that there were no useful clues, and then they warned us not to spread rumors, and finally it passed."

"Five days of investigation without clues? I sound so hanging. ”

Uncle Pan shook his head: "I kept them for observation, I thought that there would be changes in the corpse, but I didn't expect that the next few days would be safe, so ...... They thought I was lying and warned me back. ”

"Oh, I see," I sat down on another stool, and Uncle Pan was probably a bit self-defeating in doing so.

"Xiaoshi and you are both policemen, right? I'm sure you're the right one. ”

"Huh? You don't know that Shi sir is a policeman? Didn't you call him Xiaoshi? Don't you know each other? I wondered.

"I don't know, I'm just guessing, I talked to him about meeting a lot of times, maybe more than ten times, but it's all a few face-to-face efforts, and I haven't talked in depth."

"I've met more than ten times and you haven't had a deep conversation, uncle, what is your relationship?" I asked.

"I'm a corpse refiner in the crematorium, what can I do with him, Xiaoshi is a big man, don't you know?"

"Uncle, I understand, according to your train of thought, you may really find the wrong person, Shi sir is not the head of a large department, he is a policeman, but he is just the leader of the anti-pornography team, and I am just one of the team members, no wonder Shi sir didn't agree to you, this is not the scope of his responsibility." I explained.

"Xiao Su, have you only been in their department for a few days?" Uncle Pan asked rhetorically.

"yes, what's wrong?"

"No wonder, then you don't know Xiao Shi yet, no matter what department he is, but I know he must be a big man."

Uncle Pan seemed to know something, so I asked, "Uncle, since you don't have a deep relationship with him, how can you see it?" ”

"Didn't I say I've met him more than ten times, and each time I only met today."

"Today's situation?" I thought about it for a moment and asked, "You mean, Shi Sir brought more than a dozen people to be cremated before and after?!" ”

"That's not it, about ten years before and after, those corpses are all through my hands, all of them are scarred, as if they have participated in the war, in peacetime can suffer so many gunshot wounds and knife wounds, either criminals or heroes, Xiaoshi has legal documents, naturally he is a good person, and these sacrificed people are Xiaoshi's subordinates, you say, can this not be a big shot?" Uncle Pan analyzed.

Uncle Pan's words made me fall into deep thought, but I didn't expect that an outsider corpse refiner knew Shi Sir better than me. The sacrifice of more than ten people, that is to say, the previous department was much stronger than now, but the casualties were too great, there were not many people in the department, I guess there were only about a dozen at the peak, but calculated that an average of one or two died every year, which is simply unacceptable to ordinary people. I've never heard Shi Sir mention this, and now I'm slowly beginning to understand some of the precipitation in Shi Sir's heart, and he may have endured much more than all of us.

In other words, if you put it on yourself, if you one day are also the end of sacrifice, you are a little scared to think about, but it is also glorious. We are silently fighting, shouldering the struggle against sin, but this glory, not many people know, but sometimes it can also be irrelevant, this is a belief.

To be able to fight for a long time in our department, the belief required is really incomparably strong, maybe this is what Shi sir has always asked me, emotional, often become a burden.

I used to think he was using me, but now I would say that he is growing up with me, and what he wants to hand over to me is not ruthlessness, but fearlessness!

Fearless silence, fearless sin, fearless sacrifice!