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Every time I think of Tuyin, I feel guilty, and I try to expel her shadow in my mind, but her voice and smile are getting clearer and clearer. On the stone road of the Night Hades Palace, there is no longer Tu Yin's happy back after gently swiping a flower, and there is no sweat on the training ground after she has worked hard to practice the spell, Si Yi said that Tu Yin has been locking herself in the room and no one has seen her, and the remorse in my heart has deepened. Maybe I should have listened to Si Yi's words at that time and cut it off early, but we all knew the hardships of this relationship, so we still chose to go on, and as a result, there was one more negative person in the world.

I turned around to go and see Tuyin.

"Stop. Si Yi's tone is calm, as if the snow in June can't move him, I sometimes really admire Si Yi's reason, but often there is no such casualness in the rationality, and you can't live as you like, it's really not happy.

"What?" I didn't look back, stopping and turning my back to him.

"I know you're worried about Tuyin, but you also have to remember who you are! The day of succession is approaching, Tuyin is good to have me to take care of, the only thing you can do now is to keep your distance from her and prevent her from losing her life because of you. Si Yi's voice became stern, like a father reprimanding his child.

Si Yi is calmer than me after all.

I made up my mind to avoid the sound and spend my days in the library looking at the dusty ancient books. I suddenly became interested in ghosts, and I always felt that it was inextricably linked with the strange death of Nanmo, and the things around me continued one after another, like a big net that contracted unconsciously, so I couldn't shirk it.

The ancient books in the deepest part of the library were already in tatters, and I gently picked up a page and turned it over, as if I was afraid that I would crush it. With a light breath, dust fluttered in the air, and I couldn't help but cough a few times and squint my eyes to look at the somewhat vague words.

Ghosts... Formless and incorporeal, it is an extremely evil existence... As the opposite of God, it has the power to destroy..... It's just that the requirements for the host are very high, and the host must have a strong hatred to be able to withstand the evil aura of ghosts... When the ghost appears, it will surely be ruined....

Seeing this, the expressionless appearance of the girl next to Nanmo appeared in my mind again, and I suddenly felt a chill on my back. Could she be the host of ghosts?

The night palace is full of people preparing for the succession ceremony and the wedding ceremony, but my state of mind is no longer the only one I used to know about a comfortable life, and the fiery red flowers on the other side add to its sorrow. I still have a few dried white mandalas in my purse, which is Tuyin's favorite color, and I have put flowers in my purse to treasure, but it is no longer of much use.

A few days ago, I wanted to bring this to her, as a small gift, but Tuyin returned it intact. "Tuyin wants me to tell you that since you have no chance, don't see each other again, and leaving things behind is just a futile thought. "I could think of Tu Yin's tone and state of mind, it was a cold stinging pain in my heart, I had hurt her.

Alas, I thought I had found my way home, but I didn't know that it was just a beautiful scenery on the side of the road, and I didn't know how far I had to go.