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Cold, every inch of the skin of the body touched by the fingers is revealing coldness, and the heart that was originally slightly hot is also invaded by the cold at the moment, this body is not like what humans should have, and this heart is even more so when only the cold heart remains. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The most important part of the heart is lost, as if it left it by itself, as if it left it by itself, perhaps it can no longer tolerate the imaginary abode, or perhaps it should have returned to nothingness.

The core is the original self, this is his original self, this is his self, this is his most primitive and true state, he does not deserve to have feelings, because his heart has never been moved for anyone.

There is no sadness in his heart, no sadness, no urge to shed tears, no hysterical shouting, no sadness to himself.

No, none at all.

Jerry is just a fragment of his memory, a passerby in his life, because the ripples he stirs up are false, the last cry and the last madness of the fictional personality.

After the madness passed, all that remained in my heart was deep incomprehension and confusion. Deep in my heart is a dead silence with no edge in sight, and the cold emanates from within, freezing the body and even the heart.

The reflection on the surface of the lake is a face that is both familiar and unfamiliar, familiar because it is his original face, strange because this face has never appeared such an expression, as sluggish and cold as a pool of stagnant water, the pupils have lost their original color, and the cheeks seem to be frozen and frozen because of the cold.

The face was so perfect, matching the ice-blue pupils and hair, like it was meant to be, and the coldness belonged to him.

"Why revenge? The other party is far stronger than me, and doing so is tantamount to death. Besides, even if he does get revenge, Jerry won't come back. ”

Li Zhi couldn't understand, he had an inexplicable emotion in his heart, but he shouldn't have emotions, this emotion didn't belong to him. There was a voice in his head that drove him to take revenge, to kill them all.

"There's nothing to be gained by doing this, it's just going to cost you. But I can promise you that I will come back again when I am greatly strengthened, and I will kill everyone at that time. ”

Li Zhi frowned slightly, the obsession in his heart did not want to disappear, and it buzzed in his ears like a mosquito, "Why do you have to pick time for revenge?" Is there a difference between taking revenge earlier and later? Why do you have to fight for your life? ”

"You're an idiot, illogical, chaotic. You have to know that you are not supposed to exist, no, you don't exist at all, you are just a nihilistic personality, a hypocritical personality who deceives itself with lies. ”

"Think about what you've done before!"

"On the first mission, you were indifferent to Jiuli's death, even if you later deceived yourself with a short time of acquaintance, but you should understand that this is not the case, you just have no feelings."

"On the second mission, you think you're in love with Jerry, in love with Fils Hill Village, and in love with those fools who are obviously weak but have to be strong, but is that really the case? What about your anger after seeing them brutally slaughtered by the orcs of the Wildfire Tribe? No, you don't, your anger is fake, you don't care about them at all, you're just pretending to be a normal person. ”

"You went to destroy the Wildfire Tribe in order to cover it up, but because of their few words, you changed your attitude and thought they were innocent pawns, so you fought him to the death in a ridiculous way, and you intended to spare his people. Have you ever wondered if this is a normal human reaction? Nope! It is impossible for normal people to be so rational, they will be blinded by hatred, whether they are chess pieces or not, they kill the people you value, they all deserve to die, and they must be brutally tortured, this is normal people. ”

"Why didn't you? Because you don't love them, if you really care about them, you will think from their point of view, not from a neutral point of view, and your perspective is the best proof of your indifference. ”

"The third mission, do you remember Hua Jiang? You decided to create a new world because of him, a world where the mew and the human race coexist peacefully, but is that really the case? Are you for him? No, how could it be. You actually hate him, his gentleness is based on the premise of self-sacrifice, he doesn't care about himself, he is dedicated to others. You say you like him yourself? But you let him let Jason take him away, and let him be humiliated. After he was taken away by CCG, you just pretended to be sad for a while, like a hero to fulfill his will, but you didn't even think about saving him later, and you didn't take him to heart at all. Because you subconsciously don't like him, because he and you are two extremes. ”

"On the fourth mission, your companion Zora was killed by Heaven, and Dark Lisa was almost killed. But you don't hate him at all afterwards and take it for granted. Think about things with a cruel rationality, because from the standpoint of 'heaven', he is not wrong, so you can turn a blind eye to all this and not care at all about the murder of your companions. ”

"Do you understand now? You are imaginary, you are what you are, and you use the other side of falsehood to deal with people and things that come your way. You feel that you are thinking emotionally, that you are really in love with them, but this is not the case, your nature makes you unintentionally make the most correct choice, think about problems from an absolutely neutral position again and again, make your own choices, never put yourself on any side, and look at everything in the world from the perspective of a god. But you don't realize that your subconscious mind is controlling your behavior. What is false is false, and no matter how much you pretend, you can't hide your indifference from the bottom of your bones. ”

"The only thing you get...... It's hypocrisy. It is to deliberately hide in the extreme contradictions, and use one big truth to explain one's behavior, so as to make one's logic clear and one's hypocrisy reasonable. ”

"How hypocritical and stupid is this......"

Li Zhi could feel that the distraction was disappearing, but there was still the last trace lingering in his heart, making him feel irritable.

"The last struggle? Even if he understands everything about himself, he still wants to add a touch of truth to his hypocrisy, and he really refuses to give up. ”

"Forget it, if this can make you disappear, then it's all worth it."

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