Chapter 180: On the Butterfly of the Cocoon
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A familiar and unfamiliar voice came to Xiao Lian's ears from a distant place.
"Master?"
Subconsciously wanted to reply, but Xiao Lian felt that his mouth just trembled and made a buzzing sound. Trying to open his eyes, he could only see a picture that was darker than black. It's like sleeping in the depths of the ocean, oppressed by infinite darkness, and even if you use all your strength, you can't escape.
"Do you resent the world?"
Fang Wuwei's voice flickered far and near, as if he was very old, but very young. It was as if the voices of countless ages were mixed together and asked this sentence together. Although the voice was so strange, Xiao Lian didn't know why, and felt that it was Fang Wuwei's voice.
Xiao Lian, who seemed to be floating in the deep sea, trembled slightly and did not speak.
If there is a single word "resentment", Xiao Lian understands it very well. The word "hate" alone, he also understands it very well, even if it is a feeling that "resentment" almost does not appear in his heart, he can clearly feel the weight. But do you resent the world? Xiao Lian couldn't understand it at all at this moment. If he had been, or if he had gone to Wantang Gate, he would definitely not hesitate.
"There is no resentment in vain."
Even when Fang Wuwei was in danger with the Congxin Sect, he fled with the big and small immortals to nowhere. Even when he was alone in the mountains for decades, boring and boring to cultivate. Even when his family was ruined, when his legs were broken, he might say.
"No resentment in vain.。。?"
However, the current Xiao Lian couldn't answer. lost Shangguan Rou, lost Mr. Yun, lost the nameless Taoist, and lost his own disciple. At this time when he had lost almost everything, when he was obviously unwilling to recall anything, Xiao Lian finally found that he might not be able to face so much misery.
"Master. . . In vain should. Resentment, right? ”
Xiao Lian only felt that the cold and biting sea water was like a pair of big hands, constantly moving himself into the darker depths, an indescribable feeling of suffocation, almost devouring himself completely.
"Xiao Lian!"
Fang Wuwei's anxious voice suddenly sounded at the moment when Xiao Lian seemed to be suffocating. A familiar hand gently patted on Xiao Lian's back, and the warm feeling was like the spring sun, raising the temperature of the cold sea water a little.
At this moment, in front of Pangu No. 2, Fang Wuwei was beside Xiao Lian, patting Xiao Lian's back with a worried face and asking:
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
Hearing Fang Wuwei's words, Xiao Lian blinked his eyes twice, and looked around with a slight hint of doubt, it was still a familiar scene, a familiar person, Xiao Lian realized that the deep sea just now was just his own imagination.
"Master. . . It's okay in vain. ”
Fang Wuwei frowned, looking at Xiao Lian, who didn't look like he was okay at all, and had a bad premonition in his heart, and that premonition was all related to Xiao Lian's emotions.
"Xiao Lian, do you have something you have to say, don't hold it in your heart?"
Fang Wuwei looked at Xiao Lian worriedly and said in a low voice.
Xiao Lian nodded, then looked up at Xiao Qi next to Pangu No. 2, and asked with a hint of tiredness:
"Mr. Seven, where did you talk about it before?"
Just now, Xiao Qi mentioned that when his brother was doing the test of Pangu 2, he was seriously injured by the powerful impact of Pangu 2. At that time, Xiao Qi's mood was also very low, but after seeing Xiao Lian's strange state, Xiao Qi's mood also stabilized because he was worried about Xiao Lian.
At this time, Xiao Qi was also the same as Fang Wuwei, looking at Xiao Lian with a worried face, seeing that Xiao Lian seemed to have recovered a little, Xiao Qi breathed a sigh of relief and continued to speak:
"Mr. Xiao, my brother is also doing well in his hometown, you don't have to think too much."
Xiao Qi thought that Xiao Lian was worried about his brother, so he explained first, and then said:
"The reason I became a deserter was not only because my brother had unknowingly tested such dangerous equipment. It was after my brother was injured that the engineers of the country decided.
In the case of my brother, the national engineers did not stop the testing of Pangea-2. Instead, a new testing process was developed, known as segmented testing. They split Pangu 2 into different components, and then assigned each component to different special forces. ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Qi smiled again with a helpless look.
"Ridiculous, right? Knowing that Pangu-2's test would harm humans, he still pulled Pangu-2 out to continue testing. It's just that they chose a way that was the least damaging in their eyes.
During the time of the test, in the test field outside, in the cavity when you walked in, you could hear the sound of flesh tearing every day, and you could see red blood every day.
To be honest, the better special forces can indeed withstand the damage caused by some components once or twice. But once tested, a second time is required. After testing it for the second time, there will be a third. Always.. The test is carried out until the body can barely bear it. ”
Xiao Qi lowered his head and sighed, and after slightly alleviating the depression in his heart, he raised his head and continued:
"Isn't such a test fundamentally inhuman? So I refused. Merely.. For us soldiers, refusal is just desertion. ”
Wang Qiang, who had been standing on the side, slowly walked to Xiao Qi's side. Gently patted Xiao Qi's shoulder, as if to enlighten Xiao Qi, and muttered:
"Little Seven. Without a country, the people lose everything. And without sacrifice, the country will eventually perish. ”
Xiao Qi looked at the floor in silence and stopped talking. Although Xiao Qi did not refute Wang Qiang, Xiao Qi did not agree either.
Wang Qiang sighed slightly, turned to look at Fang Wuwei and Xiao Lian who were standing together, and asked slowly:
"Well, now you know better, right? Are you still willing to do the test? ”
Wang Qiang paused, sighed again and continued:
"Originally, I didn't plan to say so much, and I didn't want to give you another chance, but if you want to choose to leave, I won't stop you. It's just that.. I still hope you guys can give it a try. Maybe it's for the country. Maybe it's for my heart's desire. Or, for the sake of those of us who have paid countless special forces for it, don't leave regrets in our hearts. Alas.. ”
After finishing speaking, Wang Qiang no longer looked at Fang Wuwei and Xiao Lian, but just turned around, with a trace of loneliness, and debugged the Pangu No. 2 placed on the base of the nuclear bomb.
Fang Wuwei glanced at Xiao Lian, Xiao Lian's eyes no longer had the previous light, as if hope had been erased, and it became extremely dim.
"Xiao Lian, what do you think?" Fang Wuwei asked in a low voice.
To be honest, after learning about this dangerous situation, Fang Wuwei didn't want Xiao Lian to try, but it was better to ask Xiao Lian.
Xiao Lian looked at the Pangu No. 2 that exuded a dark black luster, thinking back to what Xiao Qi said, and the feeling of being wrapped in cold sea water suddenly appeared in his heart, and the helplessness of being dragged into the abyss kept stimulating Xiao Lian's brain. One after another, like a pinprick prick, pricked Xiao Lian's nerves.
"Xiao Lian."
The strange Fang Wuwei voice suddenly came from the depths of the sea. Xiao Lian only felt that a pair of huge hands appeared, pulling himself into the bottomless abyss again.
And in the depths of the incomparably dark abyss, there was a deep voice again, slowly echoing, echoing, never stopping.
"Do you resent the world?" (To be continued.) )