Chapter 657: Deep Hatred

I threw away the dagger in my hand, ignored Ling Ran anymore, and walked to the river outside the town to sit alone, I don't know when Ye Zhiqiu sat next to me. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"What are you thinking?" Ye Zhiqiu looked at me with a worried look. "Is it that when you see Gu Yuanshan, you are still a little unrelieved? I've been so low since I saw you come out. ”

"Gu Yuanshan?" I smiled faintly and shook my head. "It has nothing to do with him, but it has something to do with you."

"And me?" Ye Zhiqiu looked dazed. "What does it have to do with me?"

"Zhiqiu, we grew up together, I never asked you for anything, I have something to ask you for today."

"I don't even know how to take what you say, why do you look solemn, what do you say directly." Ye Zhiqiu said with a smile.

"After the location of the dragon's eye is determined, you will respond to the regret Yuan, this time you will go to Qinling, you will not go."

"No, you promised me that you would never leave me anywhere from now on."

"Yes, that's why I beg you, just don't make an example of this one."

"Why? You've got to give me a reason. ”

I was speechless for a while, I didn't know how to explain to Ye Zhiqiu, Ling Xuan may have found the location of the dragon's eye now, it won't be long before there will be a life-and-death fight between me and Ling Xuan, I haven't even thought about the consequences, but I am Long Bo's last hope, no matter what, I can't let Ling Xuan get the Nirvana Wheel.

Ling Xuan is the ancestor of the Ling family, I don't want Ye Zhiqiu to see me kill Ling Xuan, this is not what makes me the most entangled, once I find the remains of the dragon's eye location, the ancestor of the Peng family must be buried there for a long time, this person is the same as Ling Xuan, I have to kill them.

But these two people have a very close relationship with Ye Zhiqiu, and I really don't want Ye Zhiqiu to witness all this.

"You're worried about Ling Xuan." A voice came from behind him.

Gong Jue also sat next to me, and Ye Zhiqiu asked a little dazedly, "Why worry about Ling Xuan?" ”

"When he was in the East China Sea, he was almost killed by Ling Xuan."

"Ling Xuan killed you? Why? Ye Zhiqiu was taken aback.

"Why don't you understand, he has lived for almost a thousand years, and he has been doing the same thing all along, that is, to track down the whereabouts of the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, there must be a deep relationship between him and that ship, judging from Ling Xuan's reaction to him, he should be very hateful, and it has reached the point of life and death." The palace lord's voice was calm, and then he looked at me and said. "Are you worried that when you go to Qinling to see Ling Xuan, you don't know how to deal with it?"

"Of course I know how to deal with it, and I know it." I took a deep breath and looked at the palace lord. "I'm supposed to ask you this question, have you figured out how to deal with it?"

"I have this." Gong Jue took out the necklace and replied. "The spar inside should be able to control Ling Xuan, and I have the ability to prevent her from hurting you."

"You know that's not what I'm asking."

The palace lord hesitated for a moment, and slowly put the necklace back, she was so clever that she couldn't have known what I was asking.

"Actually, I really thought about it." The palace lord was silent for a long time, and said very gently as he looked at the flowing river. "I'm also on that ship, and I don't know what this ship has to do with you to keep you chasing for so long, but there must be a very important reason."

"When Ling Xuan was in the East China Sea, how much hatred she had for me, you should also be able to see clearly, she and you both belong to the Nine Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, that is, you should be the same as her, but you have lost your memory." My voice was very low, and there were some things that I had to face sooner or later, and it seemed that I could say it when I and the palace lord had no memories of it, at least everyone could talk calmly and put everything away.

"And you." I turned my head to look at Ye Zhiqiu, trying to squeeze a wry smile out of the corner of my mouth. "Your ancestors are also from that ship, we became friends at the wrong time, but neither of you can change the nature of things, you and I are hostile......"

This sentence was told to me by Xie Tianhui, he once said to me that I and these people around me will never be friends, at the time I didn't think it was true or even scoffed, but now I understand that what he said is actually right.

"Then what do you want, do you have to get to the bottom of the matter, right and wrong?" Ye Zhiqiu said to me seriously. "If you really want this, then I should kill you now to avenge my mother, what my uncle said is not wrong at all, if you have to go online, you are really the enemy of the three generations of the Ling family."

I was speechless, what Ye Zhiqiu said was not wrong, it stands to reason that she should be inseparable from me, instead of sitting next to me, worrying about why I am so depressed, if she can be like Ling Ran, I will feel better, but the more Ye Zhiqiu avoids me, the more uneasy she is to deceive herself.

"But right and wrong are really so important, you have forgotten everything before, and now you have saved my Ming, my father and you are both people with clear grievances, you teach me, am I kind or hateful to me?" Ye Zhiqiu looked at me intently and asked. “

"Just because I've forgotten the past doesn't mean that everything in the past hasn't happened."

"If you have to force me to choose, according to what my father taught, revenge will be avenged, I should kill you, but my father taught me that the grace of dripping water gushes in return, you have a life-saving grace for me, and it is disloyal and unrighteous if I kill you, shouldn't I kill myself in front of you to finish the matter."

"......" I was speechless when Ye Zhiqiu asked.

"You are Gu Chaoge now, I can let it go, why can't you let it go, even if I want to get justice for my mother, I have to wait until the day you remember who you are, before that, you are still Gu Chaoge!" Ye Zhiqiu said.

"When I get back my lost memories, I'm afraid you won't have a chance to take revenge." I sighed.

"What about you recovering your memories, you said that what happened is impossible to erase, then we are your friends now, could it be that after you recover your memories, we will not be your friends?"

Friends should be honest and trusting, but unfortunately I can't do these two things, I can't tell the truth I know, let alone forget my mission, what I want to do is destined to be unacceptable to these friends around me today.

Actually, I don't want to be Gu Chaoge, if I could, I would rather not know anything, but I watched the guards continue the last hope of the race at the cost of their own lives for my mistakes, and I still clearly remember the promise of being in front of the Longbo Protoss in the snowy region.

I can only choose one between Gu Chaoge and the lord of Longbo, in fact, it is not a matter of choice at all, I have never been Gu Chaoge, it is just a fragment of my memory, Gu Yuanshan is right, Gu Chaoge is just a code name, just like the code name of the lord and the number one chief.

For thousands of years, I don't know how many of these names I have, but none of them have been the same for me, and I have always been clear about who I am and what my mission is.

Gu Chaoge was an accident, as Ye Jiuqing said, I just rewrote myself on a blank piece of paper.

"How much hatred there is, it can't be erased for so long." The palace lord looked at the river and muttered to himself.

I turned my head to look at her, the corners of my mouth twitching a few times, but I couldn't say it, or I didn't think of how to tell her, I remembered how I slaughtered her subjects, how I cut off her father's head, and how I pierced the banner with my own hands.

"Actually, losing my memory is not a bad thing, at least I can look at everything from another perspective, the past can never be changed, why keep thinking about it since it has happened." Gong Jue and I looked at each other, and their voices were very sincere. "Maybe that ship has an inextricable enmity with you, Ling Xuan still hates you after a thousand years, you are right, I should actually be the same as Ling Xuan, but now I have become your friend in life and death."

I didn't interrupt her, and the palace lord continued to say to me very calmly, which shows that anything can be changed, that is, because of the loss of memory, she can get rid of hatred, and it is better to learn to let go than to repay wrongs.

"I actually feel good to be friends with you, why do you have to be hostile to each other and vendetta against each other, I have thought about it, this time I went to Qinling to see Ling Xuan, I will try to persuade her to let go, saying that time can dilute everything, this is thousands of years, no matter how big the feud is, it should end here."

I looked at the palace lord with some distraction, and for a very short moment, I was also moved by the palace lord's words, but soon sobered up, I avoided the palace lord's gaze, and subconsciously touched my chest, I used to think so, so I thought I was going to Lop Nur, where I saw the palace lord who had not lost his memory.

At that time, I said the same thing to her, hoping to settle the grievances, which was probably the biggest mistake I had ever made in my life, overestimating myself and underestimating the irresolvable blood feud between the two races.

I had the opportunity to put an end to it, but because of that mistake, I lost my guards and my chance to save my people, at the cost of the wounds that still linger in my chest, and I still ache when I think about it.

Sooner or later, the palace lord will regain her memory, and she will surely be as ridiculous as I am about what she has said.

"Have you ever thought that some hatreds may never be resolved and erased, and you lose your memory now, so you will forget hatred, but what if you remember it one day?" I asked calmly.

"Didn't Zhiqiu already answer your question, if you have to get to the bottom of it, you can't escape the blame for her mother's death, but Zhiqiu chose to believe in you now, even if she kills you now, her mother can be resurrected?" The palace lord replied with a grim face. "Even if I recover my memory, I won't forget the bits and pieces with you, you have saved me many times, and every time you are desperate, even if you have a deep hatred with me, you can laugh at it, what the hell is going on with you, Zhiqiu and I don't think much about it, why do you keep thinking about it?"

I smiled miserably, rubbing my face vigorously, it turns out that the most liberating way is to completely forget, I really envy the palace lord, she can forget so completely, I really want to tell her, in fact, she did not let go, but she chose her current identity.

I looked into the distance and said no more, slowly took a deep breath, it should not be far away, I felt that I was getting closer and closer to the ship, I didn't think about running away, one day I and the palace lord will get to know each other again, but when that day comes, she and I are destined to have one of them fall......

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