I've experienced a lot during this time, let's talk about my previous story, which can be regarded as a self-summary of myself, but it's actually a little bit of miscellaneous talk. If you're interested, just read it as a story.,I'm not interested in skipping it.,Resume the update tomorrow.。

I have loved reading since I was a child, especially novels, when I was a child, others watched animation, I held a thick copy of Zheng Chunhua's "Big Head Son Little Head Dad" and read it, and it was interesting to read. Primary school has always liked to read Thomas Brzeziner's detective series of books, "Brave Little Tigers", "Adventure Little Tigers", "Horror Club" these books, presumably the post-90s should have read, at that time I was particularly addicted to these novels, nap without sleeping and secretly read, read on the way to school, and even eat, go to the toilet are also reading, because there is not enough money to buy books, always take a copy of "Super Adventure Little Tigers: Capture the Stealth Thief" and friends in exchange, even Thomas several series of books are almost read. That kind of book with a little suspense and exploration, I was completely conquered at the beginning.

When I was in the third grade of elementary school, I read "Clam Potter and the Membrane Mage" for the first time, and I was very impressed at the time, so I went to the library to borrow books and read books such as the secret room and the prisoner. I still remember that New Year's party in the fifth grade, when other friends were playing, I was holding a Goblet of Fire from home across countless dangerous roads to the class, other people were performing and playing, and I was completely immersed in the world of books. At that time, the stupid Chinese teacher criticized me and said that I was not social, and it was really I'm. Angry at that time. And that year, I remember that it was when the Goblet of Fire movie came out, and I had a lot of fun searching for pirated copies on the Internet, but Cho Zhang was really ugly.

Later, I watched the Order of the Phoenix, this episode of Clam Potter showed his weakness, and broke up with Cho Zhang (a little scheming), to be honest, this one is a bit dark, Luna is a good highlight. It's just that Clam Potter never dared to resist the old woman of the Defense Against the Dark Arts professor and a group of people from the Ministry of Magic, which is really a little infuriating, after all, it's still too.young.

I didn't watch the half-blood prince and the Deathly Hallows, on the one hand, because I felt that the plot was a little uncontrollable, and on the other hand, because of the forced matchmaking of Hermione, Ron and Ginny Clam were unhappy, not to mention how a narrow-minded person like Ron could be favored by Hermione, just Ginny Clam became a match for Lalang.

And because I like to read, I also love to write, of course, not to write the kind of essay assigned by the teacher to limit the dead topic, I prefer to write things freely. One of the things that impressed me the most in primary school was that once the Chinese teacher assigned a topic, the subject matter and style are not limited, and the topic is self-designed, which means that you are free to play. I caught the clams, so I wrote a short story of more than 1,500 words.

What is the content of this novel?,Didn't there be an animation called "Little Tiger Returns Home" at the time?,I feel unpleasant when I watch it.,It's too much of a cartoon of radio and television.,So I changed it.。

I directly changed it to a revenge story, Xiaohu's parents were all killed by humans, and his heart was full of murderous intent, so Xiaohu led the donkey, snow leopard and a series of other people to fight against humans. In the end, Xiaohu pressed the nuclear bomb launch button, killing himself and humans together, and the earth was razed to the ground.

Clam, the Chinese teacher who criticized me is probably quite helpless, after all, the content of what she wrote made her helpless, but there are a lot of words, and in the end she has to give a decent score. Of course, I was quite disappointed, and I thought I would give a full score.

Then it was junior high school, when I was in junior high school, I was fascinated by Jin Yong's martial arts novels, and I often like to read, the first one I remember was "Snow Mountain Flying Fox", then "Flying Fox Gaiden" and "Smiling Proud Jianghu", and then "Dragon Babu". In addition, there is a history book that is somewhat similar to the style of "Those Things in the Ming Dynasty", called "Chinese History for Children", I loved to read it at the time, I remember that I never listened to history class at that time, just read this book, history is often ninety. At that time, I was still obsessed with Yu-Gi-Oh GX's animation and Yu-Gi-Oh cards, and I often liked to "duel" with my friends. And at that time, I felt sorry for the ten generations of Yucheng, and I thought that if I were the ten generations, how would I and the heavenly house Asuka Ba La Ba La, how would I defeat the last Muto game Ba La Ba La.

I can say that YY is the beginning of all my desire to write novels, and the idea of writing is to read the many movies, TV series, and animations I watched as a child, as well as the novel itself, and I am unhappy with the ending or the fate of the characters in it, and then I want to write a novel to change their fate. It can be said that many people write novels with fanjin or ideas about doujin.

For example, the Terminator movie, John.Conner can indeed write about the battle with Skynet in the future, but then I didn't have time to write it, and I came across a novel written by a foreigner called "The Terminator: Born for War", which is very well written, and most of it is the content of the Terminator Gaiden, and I only knew that the Terminator has a Gaiden at that time.

It wasn't until my freshman year of high school that I first started working with online novels. The first time I read an online novel, I remember reading "The Legend of the Evil God" from my cousin's mobile phone, and the content written in front of the book like an online game was very attractive to me, of course, I didn't have time to finish reading the phone and was asked back by my cousin. And since then, I have embarked on the road of no return.

At that time, I had a backgammon learning machine, so I downloaded all the novels on the official website of the learning machine and read them. As a result, there happened to be an online novel, which was Sanshao's "Child of Light", and it was the first time I came into contact with the whole web novel that I could read, so I read it hungrily.

It can be said that "Children of Light" has many shortcomings, but it is still amazing for me, who had not been exposed to anything at that time. For example, magic, the use of your own light magic, the Chosen One, and so on. There is also flirting with Muzi Mo, which is more attractive to teenagers than the elegant style of emotional drama written by Jin Yong. At that time, Sanshao should have just finished writing "Only I am the Only Immortal" and was writing "Airspeed Star Trace". In addition to "Children of Light", there are also some novels by Huang Yi, such as "Lingqin Killer", and Ni Kuang's Wesley series, which made me very happy to watch, like a fish in the sea.

But there are also some regrets, a very good friend because of my drive to indulge in online novels all day long, and as a result, he dropped out of school, he was originally in the top three in the class, and I feel very sorry for him.

And then there is "Zhu Xian", I really didn't expect that the official website of backgammon would have a download of this novel. At that time, I remember reading this book and reading it document by document, and I was attracted by the style in it that was a bit like classical Chinese, but it was a bit abusive, and I was a little unhappy. In addition, the Xianjian III TV series was on the air at that time (in fact, it was more exaggerated), and I always liked to play the ancient artifact (a small game of Xuanyuan Sword Traces changed by Guigu Studio, the heroine is Yu Xiaoxue), so I started writing it in my sophomore year of high school.

I typed little by little with a backgammon learning machine and wrote the first novel of my life. It was a hodgepodge of Xuanyuan Sword and Fairy Sword, and since it was written for the first time, it was directly written as Long Aotian and Xiaobai Hou &&* Gongliu. I haven't finished writing it yet, and I can't stand it myself, so I promulgated the ending in advance, and then I became a eunuch.

And during this period of writing books, I also read a lot of online novels, all of which were downloaded from the Internet and read in the backgammon learning machine. What is the Suzaku Chronicle, the Legend of Xiaoxing, the Legend of Beamon, the Tomb of the Gods, the Emperor Qin, etc., etc., it is refreshing to watch. At that time, I remember the happiest thing is to secretly turn on the computer on the weekend while my parents are away, or go to the Internet café, and download a lot of free novels from the Yunxuan Pavilion Novel Network to read in the learning machine. Of course, it seems that the webmaster of Yunxuange Novel Network was arrested for piracy, and the current Yunxuange can be said to be actually a pirated website that pirated the name of the original pirated website (233). And because I have to take care of my studies, I often stay up late to read until three or four o'clock, which also causes my health to be relatively poor.

Then came the third year of high school, and the first book at that time could be said to be barely finished (after all, there was an ending), but when it was time to take the college entrance examination, there was little time, but I still spent two or three hours a day writing, typing with the small keyboard of the learning machine little by little.

The second book is a variety of comics.,Actually, I didn't watch a lot of anime at the time.,On the contrary, I watched more books with the same people.,So the characters and plots in it,A lot of it refers to other books.。 This anime fandom.,It's definitely an improvement over the original one.,But I accidentally wrote it again as Long Aotian.。 And the more I write about the plot in the back, the more dull and boring it becomes, and there are word-counting and meaningless repetitive daily plots, so I simply wrote some memoirs and sequels, which can make the characters fuller.

Writing and writing like this, because the second book was not accessible to the Internet in the third year of high school, I could only save the manuscript and not publish it, until the college entrance examination almost saved 600,000 words.

Until a week before the college entrance examination, I knew that I had to be serious about simulation, and I didn't write any more books in the past few days, and then I calmly went to the classroom every day to mock the exam papers, and sometimes I simulated it at home, so until the college entrance examination I was relatively calm.

However, the results of the college entrance examination are four points higher than the first line. Sometimes I think that if I hadn't been writing novels in my junior year of high school, I would have been admitted to 211 or 985 University, but I don't regret it, because I found my true interest and the path I want to take.

In my freshman year, I sent the book in one semester and ended it hastily because I couldn't think of anything to write about later. Later, I opened another book of the same people whose protagonists traveled through several worlds.,But that book also feels boring.,So later the eunuch.。

This is the whole black history of eunuchs.,And then I wanted to break away from the main station of the same people.,So then there was this book.。

It was the winter vacation before the second semester of my sophomore year, and because I usually have some brains, I like whimsy, and I also have conjectures about three-dimensional and four-dimensional space, so I am going to write a science fiction genre.

What kind of science fiction is it?,Originally, I was going to write about mecha streams.,But after writing a chapter or two, I feel that mecha streams are too blown-mecha.,And I've seen those Gundam mecha blows in Japan and feel a little unpleasant.,Mecha can't do tanks at all, okay.,So I just wrote about future war.。

Of course, I didn't write about mecha as badly, but I wrote it as a low-level weapon unit, which is definitely not as good as fighters, aircraft, and warships. I wrote about its mobility very well, and then there were special forces infiltration and other weapons of special operations. Of course, there are also the highest level of mecha (ace level), which can compete with aircraft, but automatic driving is limited, and an ace pilot is required.

Because I've played many, many Fps and Tps games, such as Call of Duty, Battlefield, Far Crysis, Far Cry, Ghost Recon, Fallout, Metro 2033, Survival Road, Half-Life, Alien vs. Predator, and so on, as well as Sniper Elite, Black *&* Saints, GTA, Resident Evil, Dead Space, League of Assassins, and so on. So when I was writing a book, I naturally wanted to bring the perspective of the game and the experience of the game into the book.

So there is the death space of the first volume, but it is written in too much detail, and readers who like horror or survival themes may read it, but I think most people can't stand such detailed descriptions. And I didn't fully refer to Dead Space, the weapons are all 21st century weapons, the monsters have also innovated, and the Witch of the survival path has been added.

In the second volume of the Vein Star War, Ike's solo action in front of me is my reverie and intuitive description of Fps all along, especially the infiltration class. The character of T'Aquila is a reference to the woman in the Alien vs. Predator game, and the codename is "Tequila", and in this book I have made her personality more detached and chatty than before. The name of the aura quoted by Cortana, I think this name is very good, of course, I re-set the character design, set it to be a Slavic cold beauty, and of course, there is also a cute point that is always called a code name. And this cold talk of the two flight pilots and observers seems a little interesting.

The plot of the later Vein Star War is based on games such as the Sun Empire's Original Sin and EVE, and on the basis of these games, he adds his own imagination and understanding of cosmic warfare. In fact, it's the first time I've written about this kind of interstellar war, and it's not very good.

Then there's the plot of the Arms Dealer and the Borderlands, but this one is the best I think I've ever written, because I feel like I've written that laid-back, busy, Wild West feel of the Borderlands, with its undisciplined and tricky tricks, but unfortunately it was deleted a lot from the starting point for some reason.

After that, I put it on the shelves, and I really appreciate the smile of the editor in charge at the time, Aoyama, who comforted me and put it on the shelves. Of course, now the editor in charge has also changed, but there has been no contact because of the postgraduate entrance examination.

The first VIP volume on the shelves I wrote is the lone gunner,This is a more bloody and refreshing 45-degree third-person shooter game that I have always liked.,And the monsters and types in it.、And the plot.,It's actually very suitable for writing a novel.。 I made the whole volume a lone gunslinger novel, and of course, because it is set in a futuristic world, some details have been slightly changed. And at the end of this volume, I wanted to change the map, and I wanted Ike to break through alone, so I simply wrote that he and the alien boss "died together".

And then there's the Crysis volume.,I simply integrated all the plot characters of the Crysis and the warhead together.,And directly create another plot.,And then lead to the "cold energy" that I've been thinking about before.,And hint at the four-dimensional space or something.。

In the end, it has been the current Call of Duty volume, which has written about the conflict between humans and aliens and humans, and it is currently written that Zhen Wuyu and Ike are reunited here.

Speaking of heroines, the heroine of my institute was Kadonsha, a three-free Slavic cold beauty who is colder than Cortana. In addition, there is also a character of the second queen Katyusha in the fire, or I am simply going to write multiple heroines. But Zhen Wuyu, a strong, sensible, and intelligent female character, feels that the more I write, the more I like it, so later the original heroine and some female characters were simply deleted by me, and I plan to use them again in future books.

Let's talk about the protagonist of Ike, this protagonist does not have any prototype, and it can be said that it is completely original to me. However, the original protagonist was based on Makarov, but it was not called Makarov, and this book originally had a wedge, and this wedge was directly "not allowed to speak Japanese", but it was later deleted by me. Later, I felt that if it was based on Makarov, I wouldn't be able to write those adventure stories, because Makarov was a team action leader, not a high-quality lone ranger like the protagonist, so I used Ike as the protagonist later.

Ike's personality is cold and confused, and I assume that this is because of the hardships he experienced as a child and the influence of exposure to the four-dimensional space. Ike, on the other hand, is not emotional, killing people and doing anything else is very direct, and does not drag on the water. I'm very disgusted with the kind of novel that grabs an enemy and doesn't kill it directly, but instead makes him jump for a dozen or even dozens of chapters. As for the strength of the main character, I have always disliked the upgrade stream, and instead focused on the world view and plot. So I directly set up that Ike's enemies can almost be directly knocked down by him, just like playing Fps (233).

In addition, "Saike", the long river of time and space, the boundary zone of dimensions, and the ascending and lowering of dimensions are all my imaginations since I was a child, so I used them directly in the book, which may be the most direct reason why I wrote this book. (I admire Da Liu very much, I can't imitate the kind of proper nouns and the forced taste of the description of technology, I don't know how high it is higher than me).

The university also wrote this novel, and it is not finished yet. It is worth mentioning that when I was a freshman, I was a little troublesome, and I hung up four courses, and then I slowly made up for it, these are all black history......

But in college, I didn't have the energy to write in my sophomore and junior years, and I wasted a lot of time on games, maybe I suffered more temptations, and because college life was a bit deserted, I didn't be able to play my own code speed (3000 an hour), and I often cardined. I regret this very much, if I had worked hard during that time, the book would have been written, and I would have been working on a second or even a third book, and it is possible that I could already write full-time, that is, write to support myself, and there would be no such thing as the latter.

In the second semester of my junior year, my parents asked me to take the graduate school entrance examination, but the graduate school entrance examination had to be interrupted, and I was quite opposed. But then I thought about it carefully, I really had no way out if I didn't go to graduate school in this major, and I couldn't support myself from novels, so I just took the exam. But I originally wanted to take the civil service exam, because I had a lot of time at my disposal, and I could write novels, but then I went to graduate school, and now I regret it, if I had taken the civil service exam, maybe I would have been admitted, and it just so happened that there were some connections at home that might be able to cope with the interview.

Then I went to graduate school, I wanted to take a 211 exam, but my parents insisted on letting me take the 985 exam, and my goal was directly set at Nanjing University. As a result, the more I reviewed, the more weak I became, and I changed to another 985 halfway, but I still didn't get in. Among them, of course, there are reasons why I am not confident and have a poor mentality, but also because I often desert to think about the plot, but people's hearts are not in front of the book, and I also often play games (Isaac's union, you really killed me).

On the day I got my graduate school entrance examination results, I cried all night and regretted it. If I had known that this would be the result, I might have been writing novels all the time, and maybe it would have been different from what I am doing now.

As a result, because math is too difficult this year, the score line has dropped a lot, and graduate students are still able to get in. But I have to adjust, I transferred to a second school in a distant area, but it is one in my major, and there are master's or doctoral supervisors of Sun Yat-sen University and Nankai University to lead the team in it, which is not satisfactory.

But because of the distance and some emotional setbacks, I didn't want to go. As a result, I went to look for a job and wanted to write a novel while working.

I looked for a job for three months, but most of them stopped at a superficial level, and I often changed companies immediately when I felt that it was not suitable for me, and I didn't find any suitable job, and even if there was a suitable one, I gave up because I didn't have time to write novels.

For example, the other day I got a job as a teacher in a well-known education group. The three-month salary of the internship period is almost 4,000 yuan for various subsidies, and the various subsidies add up to almost 10,000 yuan for one month after becoming a regular, as well as five insurances and one housing fund. It can be said that it is a very good job.

But I did my internship for 5 days, less than a week, and I still felt that it was not suitable for me, so I resolutely chose to resign. Because this job always locks you up in a small dark room for training (don't get me wrong, it's not a pyramid scheme!). And then I ran around the country to go to class, and it felt like a waste of time, and I didn't have time to write novels. And the fuse that made me resign was the computer issued by the company, I didn't know that I installed 360 and Rising at the same time for the intellectual retard, but I used 360 to delete Rising, and the computer was directly blue screen, and it has not been repaired. When it's over, I don't even have the opportunity to write a novel every night (phone?). I really can't stand that speed).

After quitting my job, I felt in a bad mood, so I went to the beach for a few laps and had a look. Looking at the sea, I feel my insignificance, and I feel that my life should not be too routine, but should be different and live my own style. So I don't regret resigning, what I really regret is that I didn't refuse to go to graduate school in the first place, if I had chosen to continue writing novels or taking the civil service exam, maybe it would be different now.

So everything went back to square one, and I had to go back to graduate school and continue to write novels while trying to learn professional knowledge in case I needed it. If I can write something in the three years of graduate school, I will continue to write novels after graduating from graduate school, and if not, I will take my graduate knowledge and academic qualifications to work in this major and write while working.

Therefore, I must choose my own direction in life, I may be a little too idealistic and hypocritical, and my parents also say that I can toss, but I am sure that everything I give up is not what I need.

I hope that everyone can find their own direction and go on firmly. I hope that everyone can stick to their ideals, not be obsessed with others, and not become people who they don't want to be, not extraordinary.

I hate the word "ordinary" very much, and I don't want to be a screw in the construction of socialism, although I write about it in this book.

My family background is quite good, so in fact, there is not much pressure and burden (the real burden is still my psychological burden), and it has become like this. Now that I think about it, I was too glassy. And people like Half Moon Waltz who have persevered through many setbacks really admire him.

That's my story, not as grand as Ike's, but I'm just as painful and heart-wrenching as he is at times.

Haha, having said so much, those who can stick to it are true love book lovers. Update tomorrow, this time seriously, explode early to finish this book! (To be continued.) )