She ran out in a panic, and went out of nowhere from the back door, where San Baoleng was because everyone only paid attention to her strange whispers before the meal and her clothes that were always plain and uninspired, and because of her youth, she always walked alone with her back, but she never looked at her beautiful and faint eyes, her hair hung down on her cheeks like silver pigeon wings, and her eyes were brightened by the natural shadows on the subtle dark circles, obviously just a turn of her head, but with the determination of farewell, and her own compassion that came from it was simply ridiculous, She doesn't need it at all, maybe being hated and ignored is what she wants, and the immature he reveals the truth but refuses to admit defeat, he who discovered the girl's charm first, is the real source of all mistakes, the young Sanbao was dominated by the heartbeat that he never had, and the torrent of fate swept away. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Sanbao now looks at the empty classroom, there are discarded plastic cups on the ground, gray feathers fall on the window, adding to the sense of ruin in the class, the white ash on the blackboard is still fluttering between the visible, looking at the hand he raised, it is rougher and bigger than in the past, there are raised yellowish calluses between the palm and the fingers, time flows from the fingers, but the clear touch seems to be still flowing at the fingertips, grabbing the air, the body of Chunxia curled up on the chair and preparing to sleep between the gaps is still faintly visible, but it drifts away as soon as it is grabbed, Like crushing graceful dreams with his bare hands, he couldn't help but pat his head, in order to get close to her who became Julie, to live in her city, to work in her company, time to pull the memories of the elder, maybe she had forgotten everything unpleasant and gloomy in this town, because Sanbao, who had just arrived at the company, stood in front of her and bumped into the deer, her eyes didn't know where to look, and she just tilted her head in confusion, and then walked around the new employees as if she didn't know, no, the smell of heather perfume covered Sanbao, It's no longer a good smell of soap, and it also makes Sambo clear that she no longer remembers herself, she doesn't remember at all that this is a man who wants to protect her for the rest of her life, and the man who has almost dedicated his life to him all these years, the circle of friends can wake up the self who has lost her memories and soul, but it can't wake her who closes her memory, it seems that if it is a god, it is not omnipotent.

The fragments of memory stayed at the moment when Chunxia ran out, and what happened after that may have to wait for the stingy circle of friends to slowly give, and the wisps will appear in front of specific events and things to see, at this time Chopin's melody sounded in the teaching building, the sound almost made the glass tremble, it was the bell of the end of class, because of the summer vacation, the school did not make a noise, the students who made up the class had already left, and the bell did not send the students away but pulled Sanbao's thoughts back, he looked at the time It was almost four o'clock, and it happened that Li Fa should be almost there, and he should have rushed over on the way, Sanbao walked outside without looking back, without disturbing anyone, paused in front of the large mirror in the central hall that had not been moved for more than ten years, wiped away a trace of panic in his eyes, sorted out the clothes that Zhou Zhang dressed up, and adjusted the whole person to the best state (after all, it was a long-lost gathering of friends) Sanbao didn't expect this in his heart, but his body was very honest in the comparison, and after feeling satisfied, he was a little embarrassed to go out, because he thought that he had stopped in front of the mirror in front of the public for some time to seem too self-loving.

When he walked to the old tree opposite the school gate, Li Fa just arrived, the hair on the front of his forehead was scattered, panting, his pupils were focused and excited, and it seemed that he would volatilize the vitality of these rare youthful tails, stimulating his enthusiastic nature, and he decided to talk about it in the interval between eating Yangchun noodles at noon, and this almost fanatical eye made Sanbao shout in his heart that it seemed that he was going to fight a loud battle, and with a smile he was going to put down everything and listen to his bitterness, and he didn't have anything worth mentioning, just respond to what he said, and there are also curious things to ask him.

The two talked first, nothing more than deciding where to eat, Li Fa hesitated between the down-to-earth skewer stall and the restaurant with the identity, Sanbao asked No matter which one it is, where is it closer, after some thinking and comparison, or the string is closer, from the Ximen Road around the two paths to Li Fa's fist slapped on the palm of his hand, and decided to come down, he let go completely, his arms around Sanbao's neck, the two are of similar height, such an action is not very hindering walking, Sanbao has not been physically touched for a long time, and there is a little resistance in his heart, But I'm not good at interpersonal relationships.,Inevitably, I'm not familiar with how to make each other not embarrassed to refuse.,Maybe it's the breath of the campus that affects him to varying degrees.,Find back a trace of school friendship.,Or,Follow away with a bitter face.。

Keep thinking about the world, keep doubting, in order to be calm, and if you are careful about everything, don't live as you like, it's too old-fashioned, Sanbao has a hot-blooded appearance in the memory, and also take the young Sanbao and the shadow of the three treasures under the bridge to run-in, and find that his back has been so staggering, and the essence of the soul respect for life and the incomparable desire for daily life, there is no difference, so that anyone who chooses will not hesitate to choose the life facing the sun now, Instead of being despicable and contrary to the crowd, no one can ask Sambo to deny himself, and he himself needs time to adapt to the life of a good person.

The sun drilled into a small town that was not too shallow and briefly entered a precious rest time, and the creatures who originally lived in the shadows breathed deeply the fresh air that only belonged to them in the dark night, the iron sliding door of the school gate slowly closed with the sound of rust, the middle-aged security guard walked out of the room with a small finch cage with his hands crossed his waist, the gray sparrow's beak pecked on the wooden cage, it seemed that he wanted to break through the cage from the beginning of his birth, as a bird he is not a smart bird, after all, the habit of cage is also their racial characteristic, San Bao was startled by the sound of the iron door in the slightly dark gap of the sky, he looked back as if fascinated, the campus was quiet and peaceful without the warm sunlight, and his attention turned sharply to see the sparrow that almost hit the hard wooden cage with his head, his body suffered great pain but his eyes were still resolute, and his fluttering wings were already weak but still supported him to charge again and again. The bird and the man are far enough away, but the sound of hitting the cage still seems to be in the ears, this bird with only bloody obsession seems to have reached a commonality with the Three Treasures at this moment, he remembered him who rushed into the crowd to protect Julie under him, they crossed the race of the brief heart-to-heart sympathy, in the bloodshot but not desperate eyes, looked at each other and smiled, and continued to stubbornly insist on their cruel battle.

The thin clouds are out of the direct sunlight, and the sunlight is refracted in the school building full of mirrors, showing off like stimulating the eyes of Sanbao, and the shaking pain is just taken to the corner by Li Fa, and there is no school and sparrow in his eyes for a moment, and whether it is remembered or not, only Sanbao knows it.

He once watched Garcia's "One Hundred Years of Solitude", there is a sentence in it that is used to describe the third generation of Arcatio's farewell before death, and it can also be applied to this sparrow: in fact, he does not care about death, but life, so when facing the death sentence, he has no fear in his heart, only nostalgia.

This sparrow has an innumerable and awe-inspiring attachment to life. It is impressive, and it is quietly engraved in my heart.

Called a taxi, sat for five minutes to the destination, this distance made Sanbao absolutely choose to walk, the sky has not darkened, and so on at night here will be extremely lively, Sanbao and Li Fa found a shop that has opened the door, and shirtless, armpit hair abundant shop to talk to a few words and go to the box, when they sat there, they remembered that the green dragon tattoo on the boss's arm is very familiar, it is the school period, often wandering at the school gate of the gangsters, these people almost all have cheap tattoos, Riding a loud and disturbing motorcycle, more diligent than Lao Ye at the school gate, unfortunately the person who was targeted was a little smarter to give money, it is best to express fear with awe, the bullying cells in their hearts will be satisfied, because there is no culture to have an inferiority complex is distorted into an ugly bridge, and those who are not good at acting or have a bright head will be intimidated or even violent by them as if they are angry and relieved.

It's just that the years go by, he has a huge power to sharpen a person's edges and corners, and in the end Qinglong is only left with this dilapidated shop and tattoos wrinkled due to atrophy of body muscles, whether I remember or not is a one-sided thing, after they sat down, Qinglong was very familiar with arranging dishes and chopsticks for them, and shouted at the back kitchen to drink peanuts, shoot Huang Guang first, he hoped that the two of them could order beer, because mixing water and beer was the biggest way for him to make money, and his face was full of eyes and wings rubbing his hands and standing there hunched back and asking what kind of wine he wanted. Li Fa has not had a good impression of him since he went to school, feng shui takes turns, the era of the big fist is the boss in the past has passed, and now the money can straighten his waist, of course, he is a vulgar person and does not know that there is talent and cultivation in this world worthy of respect, from the level of a certain philistine, it is indeed Li Fa who is dressed in foreign style to be more confident, he said that the beer is too strong, and he wants to have some strong liquor, and he gave two big hundred as a tip, so that Qinglong, who was a little disappointed when he heard that there was no oil and water to fish, saw the money and opened his eyes, and his eyes lit up.

Sanbao didn't care about this wine overture, he didn't often watch the news, wine sauce, water and beer, he was not familiar with these words, think about it carefully, he didn't remember much over the years, he saw a more familiar figure in the back kitchen, the woman's hair roots were slightly yellow and a little purple, indicating that she had dyed her hair in the past, and she was scattered to say that she hadn't taken care of it for a long time, carrying a little girl who was playing gongs and drums by herself, and she had to bend over and cut cucumbers hard, mix garlic, he and Li Fa, who was complacent in his heart, said: " Is she our contemporary, Zhao Zi? You look like it. ”

Li Fa's eyes widened when he heard this, and he sat down in the position of Sanbao and looked inside, eager to stick it over to see, but he didn't see what he wanted to see, it was just an ordinary thirty-year-old woman, her skin was yellow, her hair was full of sweat beads, she needed to wipe her sweat with her sleeves while chopping vegetables, and she had to prevent the children on her back from playing too much and fading, next to it was the rusty sink, the ground full of sewage overlapped with her rickety figure, Ying He looked so embarrassed for a long time, she occasionally turned back and looked carefully in the direction of Li Fa, It seems that she has already noticed that the former "acquaintance" Jinyi has returned to the place where she is still breathing, gritting her teeth and focusing on the things in front of her, she saw that she noticed each other, and hurriedly closed the door, making the dilapidated kitchen with no ventilation equipment even more depressed.

From her facial features, it can still be seen that she is Zhao Zi, but the original protein-like skin and delicate figure have changed, they know what the other party is thinking at a glance, and they quietly talk without words, this woman who has made Sanbao suffer is now in a very bad situation, married to a gangster who has no interest, and gave birth to his child, in charge of so many mouths waiting to be fed, naturally she can't take care of the precocious pretty charm,

Peanuts and cucumbers were given priority by Qinglong, and they scolded Zhao Zi in the kitchen, saying ugly swearing, because they didn't know the specific situation when the door was closed, but when they heard it outside the green onion, they were sprayed with saliva for no reason, these foul words were like daily greetings and were a tool for the couple to communicate, Zhao Zi didn't fight back, just bear it silently, ignoring her husband as if she had something on her mind, I don't know if she usually fights, but she seems to be in the same memory as Sanbao and them, It's as easy to overthink as any inactive woman in her thirties.