The evening breeze is slightly cool, with the scorching heat of the summer day to leave, gently blowing. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoThere was silence all around.

I smoked the cigarette Uncle Yang gave me, learned him to spit out a circle in the air, and then quietly watched the smoke disperse in the air and finally drift away in the wind. If I really don't see her, then what's the use of me coming here?

I only know that I should avenge my master, and I should see if Chu Xurong is doing well, but now that I know that she hates and is happy when she sees her, then it is only left to avenge my master. It's just that what awaits me is to cultivate to the highest realm and then go to Situ Kong, how should this process be completed?

Uncle Yang saw me looking at the sky blankly, and sighed softly: "Actually, you don't have to be too depressed, aren't you still young, work hard, and go to her when you are developed, so that you can tell others that you are her friend, and she also has face, right?" ”

"Uncle Yang, is face really that important? Isn't it money that the rich have more than the poor, so why can't they be friends? ”

"Is it really just more money?" Uncle Yang looked at me, this gaze seemed to overwhelm me, he seemed to see a lot, and even knew the things I didn't dare to admit.

"Rich people are confident, they are out of the house, they have the confidence to communicate with others, but we are poor, sometimes because we are poor, we are not confident, and even often cringe when negotiating with others! It's not that others look down on you, it's you who look down on yourself! ”

It's not that others look down on you, it's you who look down on yourself!

Every word Uncle Yang said seemed to be reflected in my heart, like a heavy hammer, hitting the fragility hidden with indifference in my heart.

Over the years, even now that I have the skills, my first fondest memory is the kind of charity that I have when I sat on the ground and watched others give me change, and they could walk in front of me at a superior level, drop a few cents and feel sorry for others as if they had done a great good deed. They may really want to do their part for us poor beggars, but how much is it to show their superiority?

I have never had the kind of self-confidence that can override others, even in the face of the approachable Chu Xuan, I am like this, I have always thought that she is an angel and the place where she lives is heaven, I can only keep looking up, even if I tell myself countless times in my heart that friendship does not distinguish between rich and poor, but this kind of looking up has been deeply rooted in my heart.

"Okay, Uncle Yang, let's talk about you! Do you work so hard for your family? "I diverted the topic, maybe I was still so cowardly, I only knew how to escape.

"Yes, I came to Shanghai in my early years, and at the beginning, the neon here was so startled that I couldn't speak for a long time, the building is so high, I am so curious about everything. At that time, my wife and I thought about how great it would be if we could have a house of our own here. At that time, I secretly vowed that I must let my wife and children live in such a high-rise building, and then install beautiful neon on the windows. ”

"Then you can eat whatever you want, like those coffees that you couldn't afford at that time, you must buy three cups at once, one for yourself, one for watering the flowers, and one for playing upside down."

"I didn't expect that when I was young, I was so enthusiastic and full of hope, but I lived half my life in disgrace." Uncle Yang's eyes were a little moist as he spoke, and the cigarette he lit again had burned out again, turning into pieces of smoke and scattering.

"We have been fighting for several years, and we haven't made a difference, so my wife persuaded me, go home, our farming is also better than this. But I stubbornly didn't listen, so she ran back in a fit of rage, saying that she was going back to farming. You say, we finally got out of that village and finally came to the big city, why should we go back? I work a lot, every time I go home, I just stay in a hurry for a few days and come back, that summer, I suddenly went back early, but suddenly saw my wife's diagnosis, she is terminal lung cancer! ”

"You say, if I go back to farming with her early, will she not be so tired, will she not die?"

"It's all me, these unsettled dreams, big cities, what way out can I have as a part-time worker? As a result, I hit the south wall, but she was killed! ”

Uncle Yang was also a little choked up when he mentioned his wife who died of illness, he blamed himself for those things back then, but he didn't expect it, but it's a pity that everything can't be done again.

"Uncle Yang, I'm sorry ......"

"What did you say I'm sorry?" Uncle Yang interrupted me and said to himself again: "It's all my own fault, why do you say I'm talking to a child of yours about this?" Scold! ”

"My child is also a son, as handsome and handsome as you." Speaking of this, his expression was a little gloomy, and he didn't know why, he stopped, and said slowly: "He is also as sensible as you!" He used to study well and is doing well now! He is very filial, and he has always felt sorry for his parents at home! He is very simple and frugal, and every time he gives him living expenses, he doesn't want it......"

Uncle Yang talked about his son, he said that he was very sensible, he told me about his son when he was a child, and praised his son for being smart. A father, talking about his son, with a face full of love, suddenly thought, if someone asked that person what his son was like, what would he do?

"Okay, it's not too early, don't let's go back, rest early and have the strength to work tomorrow." Uncle Yang stood up and walked towards the accommodation area.

"Ah......" Suddenly, a girl's scream came from a separate house not far from the accommodation area.

This house belongs to the foreman.

I looked for the voice, but was pulled by Uncle Yang.

"Don't go over, you can't control this! I know you're young and hot-blooded, but don't mix it up! ”

What the? I looked at Uncle Yang blankly, in fact, I didn't want to get involved in anything, what did they have to do with me, I just wanted to see what was going on!

But since Uncle Yang told me not to go over, I can't go over, this kind of good habit of hanging high on my own has long been cultivated, just like in the past, even if I saw those dirty transactions or torture paths on some street corners, I would try to avoid them. I can't avoid it and be stopped, but the side of the beast is often silently erased from this world by me, and then the memory of the innocent person is cleared. Or when, I will leave indifferently and think that they are tyrannical, but those really have nothing to do with me. You don't want to be humiliated, so why do you have to walk through such a beastly street? It's good to go around and make things convenient for others, and these are their own gains and losses, and they have nothing to do with it.

"Alright, go back to sleep!" Uncle Yang didn't say much, and dragged me back to the accommodation area.