Chapter 274: I can't help myself
When Ye Jiuqing was next to me, he interrupted my chaotic thoughts, walked around the yard, and came back to me, Ye Jiuqing was not drunk yet, I was used to seeing his pride, but I had never seen him so unrestrained as tonight, drinking was like drinking water, I guess he wanted to get drunk, but no matter how you look at him, he seems more sober. ww.Ige.cOM
"What are you thinking?" Ye Jiuqing put a wine glass in front of me, hesitated, threw it on the ground with a clatter, pushed a bowl in front of me again, poured wine into the bowl while asking, and splashed it on the table, I couldn't see his composure.
Xue Xinrou is a student of archaeology, and all the adults in this courtyard are her peers in a sense, but the skills of these people, Xue Xinrou don't want to talk about learning, it is estimated that it is rare to see, she is very interested in letting Tian Ji and Gong Jue take her to the banquet, listening to the words of these people after drinking, it is of great interest to her.
Ye Jiuqing and I were left at the banquet, looking at the wine overflowing from the bowl, I tried to dissuade me: "Don't drink it, Zhiqiu has explained, let me keep an eye on you." ”
"Don't talk about ruining the fun, I guess I won't have the opportunity to drink like this in the future, so leave me alone tonight." Ye Jiuqing brought the wine bowl to me, his hands trembling a little. "Drink."
The first time I saw Ye Jiuqing, he also took the wine for me to drink, it was more than 20 years, and he was shrewd and sophisticated in his memory, but now the wine was served to me on the other side, but it was an old man with white frost on his temples.
I have never refused Ye Jiuqing, it was because I respected him before, and like everyone in the Sifang pawnshop, what Ye Jiuqing said was death, and now I will not refuse him either, but it is no longer because I don't dare, but I can't bear it.
I took the bowl and drank it all, the spicy wine churned in my stomach, I frowned a little uncomfortably, wiped the wine stains on the corners of my mouth with my cuffs, and Ye Jiuqing looked up and laughed beside me.
"I like you." Ye Jiuqing slapped me on the shoulder, and he actually began to say vulgar swearing. "I have done three things in my life, and they are the only three things that make Ye Jiuqing proud."
"Why didn't you make three things, last time Du Yi took a thick stack of files, each one is enough for you to lose your head once, speaking of pride, what you committed in those files, each one is enough to convince the people in this courtyard." I laughed and pushed the bowl aside.
"What's so convincing about digging graves and digging graves, it's not honorable to say it, the first thing that makes me proud is that I met Ling Xi." Ye Jiuqing took the bowl I pushed away again, and poured it again as he spoke. "Ling Xi gave up everything and went away with me, just because of my words, I stayed together, but who knew that in the end, it was ten years of life and death, and it was I who harmed Ling Xi......"
"It's no wonder that you, no one in the Vientiane Shrine knew that there would be an attack at that time, knowing that you are a long-term person, since some things can't be made up, it's better to let go." I was worried that Ye Jiuqing would get into a sad stomach when he mentioned Ling Xi, so I drank the full wine without saying a word.
"The second thing is Zhiqiu, I, Ye Jiuqing, have dug graves all my life, which can be regarded as hurting the heavens and reason, and there can still be such a well-behaved wrongdoer, everyone knows that my Ye Jiuqing's daughter is an archaeologist, and these grandsons are laughing at me behind my back." Ye Jiuqing mentioned that Ye Zhiqiu smiled happily. "Actually, they're jealous of me."
"What Zhiqiu wants to see most is that you collect the mountain, and she is also for your good, and when she comes back from Jiangxi, I don't know how happy she will be."
"Then should you be happy for me?" Ye Jiuqing asked seriously.
As soon as I nodded, Ye Jiuqing pushed a bowl full of wine in front of me: "Drink." ”
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I squirmed my Adam's apple, feeling that Ye Jiuqing was pit me, but I couldn't find a reason to shirk it, so I drank it hard, I didn't drink badly, but I couldn't bear it like this, I was dizzy and even a little unconscious.
"The third thing is you, I'm glad I met you." Ye Jiuqing continued to pour wine as he spoke. "Sometimes looking at you, it's like seeing me in the past, although I don't want to admit it, but I know in my heart that you are much better than me, but no matter how good you are, I Ye Jiuqing taught me, so in the final analysis, it is also my pride."
Ye Jiuqing laughed loudly, and at the same time, the filled wine bowl was handed to me again.
"I can't drink it, I can't drink it anymore." I smiled wryly and shook my head.
"Then I'll help you drink." Ye Jiuqing was full of pride.
I pressed his hand, knowing that he was happy today, but if I continued to drink like this, I was really worried that something would happen to him, so I sighed, gritted my teeth and drank it, and then saw the smile on the corner of Ye Jiuqing's mouth.
"It's not more than three things, and I'll have to lie down if I drink it again." I pushed the wine bowl aside, obviously calculated by Ye Jiuqing again.
"Do you know why I suddenly washed my hands?" Ye Jiuqing looked at me seriously.
"I've always wanted to ask you about this." I rubbed my groggy forehead. "Why do you suddenly wash your hands?"
"Because of you."
"Me?"
"After you went to Jinxi, I have been relieved, worried that if you have any mistakes, I don't know what to do." Ye Jiuqing smiled faintly. "Maybe I'm really old, and I think about more things than before, and I don't know when I started, worrying about gains and losses."
"Didn't I come back safely?" My heart warmed and said with a smile to Ye Jiuqing. "Don't worry, my life is hard, and I won't be accepted for a while."
"You've always listened to what I say." Ye Jiuqing suddenly became serious. "Now that you've grown up, I want to ask you, is what I said useful in front of you?"
"What are you doing here?" I was a little overwhelmed by Ye Jiuqing's words. "My life is saved by you, if you want to speak, I grew up in a pawnshop in the four directions, in my heart, you will always be the shopkeeper, and the shopkeeper's words are to go to the soup and fire."
"Okay." Ye Jiuqing made a loud noise and poured me another bowl of wine. "Drink."
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"You, you ......" I was stunned for a long time, I really had no choice but to drink again. You're not satisfied until you're here drunk tonight? ”
"It's good to be drunk, but forget what you're drunk." Ye Jiuqing directly put the wine bottle in front of me. "Since you still listen to me, wash your hands with me tomorrow."
"Ahh I looked at Ye Jiuqing dumbfounded. "I, I'm washing my hands with you?"
"I said that the golden basin is for you, since I can stop it, why can't you." Ye Jiuqing nodded with a serious expression. "I said that you were like me, when I was young, I was like you, constantly chasing the truth, but as a result, look at me, I am the future you, I would rather see you safe, this is more important than anything else."
I was stunned, I didn't expect Ye Jiuqing's good intentions to be for me, his words were sincere and not the slightest pretentious, he really hoped that I could stay out of the matter, and suddenly I was a little impulsive, to be honest, I was indeed a little tired of this kind of life, and I almost agreed.
I can no longer track down the truth of my father, nor can I care about the Nine Dragons of the Moon Palace, let alone the twelve ancestral gods who have nothing to do with me, compared to all this, it is the life I have always dreamed of.
Pity......
I can not care about everything, but I can't not care about myself.
At least I need to know who I am.
I don't want to be calm and stable, but even if I can let go, can the palace lord let go? Gong Yu died in front of his eyes, and he would hold this revenge no matter what, but in fact, I don't know if he can solve Tianhui with his hand, but Xie Tianhui wants his life easily, just because Xie Tianhui doesn't care, or he doesn't care now.
There is also Tian Ji, he shoulders the burden of breaking the curse of the Ying family, which is not only related to himself, but also related to the life and death of Ying Penitent, with Tian Ji's temperament, he will not give up no matter what.
If I leave everything alone and don't ask, what will happen to them, what will happen to these friends who have been with me from birth to death.
"It's not that I don't let go, you should know what it means to be involuntarily." I looked gloomy and took the bottle and drank most of it. "Things are not as simple as you think, even if I follow you to wash my hands, I am willing to let go of everything, but after all, someone will force me to return to my old business, as for what methods these people will use, I don't want to know, and I dare not know."
"If you don't continue, there is no way back, the general is gone, Gong Yu is gone, and Zhihan is also ......" Ye Jiuqing's voice was low. If this continues, there will be fewer and fewer people around you. ”
"I know, but you can't hide, and you have dodged, but as a result, you think you can hide seamlessly, but you are also known clearly." I sighed heavily. "So many people have fallen, I'm sorry for them now, and I really want to be peaceful, the only way is to uncover the truth, and only when all the truth is revealed can it be the end, I promise you, when the dust settles, I will retire and no longer ask about the former Lin Yuan."
Ye Jiuqing sat next to him, without any further persuasion, and took a deep breath after smiling faintly, I have seen his expression in the house, and I always feel that he is deciding something.
"Now that you have made up your mind, I will not persuade you any more." Ye Jiuqing smiled very strangely and looked very heavy.
"It's not that I don't listen to you, I came in from outside, and the yard called me Gu Shopkeeper, but you pushed me to the cusp, and from now on, everyone knows that I am the shopkeeper of the Sifang pawnshop, and I can't retreat even if I want to." I smiled at Ye Jiuqing with relief. "Don't worry about me, no matter how dangerous things are, I've encountered them, it's not like living well, you can retire to me, it's the best news, I don't have to worry about your safety anymore."
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