Why did she do it in the first place, why was it for He Yuguang......

The thoughts behind hadn't climbed into Ji Yi's brain, and all the thoughts that were going on in her mind stopped instantly.

She stared fixedly at the floor in front of her toes, stunned for a long time, and then slowly squatted on the ground as if she had lost her strength, against the door panel.

He Yuguang ...... Brother Yu Guang, who gave her many times of warmth last year, when she was most helpless; The one who appeared in her hospital room every month during the four years she was in a coma, the only brother in the world who did not forget her; Brother Yu Guang, who she ruthlessly chose to give up because she was attracted to He Jichen and had a relationship with He Jichen again in Shanghai, faced with his confession...... Why did she forget about him?

At the beginning, she refused He Jichen's responsibility and proposed a divorce from Brother Yu Guang, just because she lived with two men at the same time in her heart, and she felt that she was not worthy of being with either of them, so she simply didn't want the two of them.

She knew that she was indispensable to have follow-up contact with He Jichen because of work, and she kept telling herself that her feelings for He Jichen could not be deepened, but how could things develop and develop, and in the end, she remembered that only He Jichen was there, and completely forgot He Yuguang, who was so resolutely abandoned by her?

The strong guilt, at the fastest speed, instantly devoured Ji Yi.

But He Yuguang was really good to her at the beginning, she really liked him, he was He Jichen's brother, and more importantly, she had a marriage with He Yuguang...... Even if He Jichen is not married, she can't marry her brother again on the premise that she has been married to her brother!

With these thoughts, little by little cruel flashed through Ji Yi's brain, self-blame, pain, confusion, helplessness, all kinds of complex emotions, one after another, exploded in her body.

The distance between her and He Jichen was not only the two red marriage certificates she saw in the office in the afternoon, but also his biological brother, Brother Yu Guang, whom she once liked.

This is not a chasm, but two chasms, fiercely straddling between him and her, so that he and her life are destined to have no future and results.

It hurts, it hurts, the kind of pain that is deep in the bone marrow...... But no matter how painful it is, what can she do? All she could do was endure it, like ...... She loves He Jichen, she loves so much that she can't extricate herself, and she goes deep into her bone marrow, and she can only love quietly and passionately alone.

Ji Yi slowly buried his head in his knees.

She felt as if her heart was being clutched and ravaged by a large hand, and the pain made her breathless, and the hands that made her fists begin to tremble slightly.

She knows that she deserves it, who made her like her brother and fall in love with her brother, this is all her own sin!

She wasn't qualified to cry, but she still cried out loud......

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How long Ji Yi has been gone, He Jichen doesn't know at all.

He only knew that by the time he came back to his senses, the sky outside the window, which was originally full of sunset, had become pitch black.

His chest was heavy, as if he had pressed a stone, and his breathing was extremely difficult.

He stood up, walked to his desk, scooped up the cigarette case and lighter, smoked a cigarette, lit it, and took a big gulp.