One hundred and ninety-six ashes of embers

"Father, you seem to be much happier since you came to this plane. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”

A faint voice sounded in the ears of the dragon boy, and the sound of the bell and drum of the son of the candle dragon was full of joy and worry.

"It's not that I'm happier, it's that I've awakened some of my nature." The dragon boy walked slowly on the land of suffering, silently answering the question of the bell and drum far away: "This is not something to be happy about, because these natures come from my other half, the invasion of half of my body, and the return from the past. ”

"I don't quite understand, father." The sound of the bell and drum was extremely weak, but the tenacious and immortal dragon soul brought him infinite vitality, and he asked, "Ever since you went to the covenant of the rebel son, you have often recited your other half. What happened to the covenant of the rebel son, so serious that you lost half of your body, such a tragic price? ”

"It's not a covenant against the Son." The dragon boy replied with a smile, "Half of my life has been missing since I was born when the light of the distant stars and the full moon met at the first rays of sunlight in the morning, when I was born with the light of the three stars. It's just that at that time, the light that symbolizes the heavens has completed my life and completely suppressed my nature, making me an incarnation like Haotian. Just like Haotian's almost selfless me, naturally I will not be in my other half. I believe that my half-body condition is still the same, and what happened to me is not much different from mine. ”

The dragon boy comforted, "If it weren't for the fact that my Heavenly Radiance had lost too much and caused the loss of life, I wouldn't have been willing to pay attention to my other half. ”

"Father." Zhong Gu said a little sadly: "It's all our fault, if it weren't for our willfulness, you wouldn't be where you are now." ”

"It doesn't matter." The dragon boy said, "That's fine. After all, I and my half body come from oneness, from our predecessors. Whether I devour him or he devours me in the future, it is a predestined fate, and we will eventually return to wholeness. Even if we don't want to, the brilliance of our lives will eventually run out. ”

"Father's other half, on this plane?" Zhong Gu asked curiously.

"Well, how do you say that? When I came to this plane, I realized that my half of my body was much bigger than you think. The dragon boy groaned and said, "His posture is much more complicated than all the evil gods you have ever seen. He has no substance, no power, not even in any latitude, and is hidden in the consciousness of all the beings in all planes whose source this affliction is the inhibiting force of the consciousness of all living beings in these planes, not all beings themselves. ”

"I don't understand." Zhong Gu smiled and said, "This posture, your half body is really special. ”

"Special? No, this kind of existence exists in almost every world, but it is rarely possible to form a unified aggregate. The young man of the dragon clan made a fuss in distress and said, "If you know a little bit about Buddhism, you will know that Buddhism divides all life consciousness into eight consciousnesses. Alayya consciousness is the first consciousness, the first consciousness, and the innate consciousness, and the transcendent consciousness is the source of consciousness. The half of my body is the aggregate of innate consciousness, or the source of primordial awareness. In many other planes, this being is called an alayya. Of course, if you wish, you can also call it the ultimate Buddha, the ultimate existence of the Buddha's path, and the ultimate path of all Buddhas. ”

"Alayah? That is, the father's half body is the original source of all life in these planes? Zhong Gu muttered a few words, and then suddenly said: "So, you came to this world through a dream and launched the Dragon Plague to suppress half of your body by turning all living beings into dragons. ”

"The original source of all life is Gaia, the latter earth." The dragon boy said with some doting: "Gaia and Alaya are almost the same in nature, but they are diametrically opposite. Gaia is an innate inhibition and Alaya is an acquired force. There is a consciousness of life before the formation of alayya. ”

"Dragonization does not suppress Alaya as a restraining force, and even makes his essence stronger." The dragon boy said helplessly: "Unless I completely destroy all the beings in these planes, half of my body will not be able to be suppressed in the slightest. But this gesture is not without harm, he wants to deal with me, only a little bit to weaken my strength, to kill me completely. But if I want to deal with Him, I only need to change His essence, change the 'specific gravity' of His existence, and the real function of Dragon Dye is to render half of my body, gradually dye it into Dragon Nature, and make Him closer to my essence. ”

"When he gradually becomes infected with your essence, it also means that in the end, no matter who you devour whom, the essence is higher than his, you will have the upper hand in the fusion and become the dominant part." Zhong Drum said excitedly.

The dragon boy looked at Zhong Gu's excited expression, and showed a warm smile slightly, but he didn't tell himself that there would be no win or loss in the battle between himself and the half-body, and there would be no one who was strong and who was weak. Because no matter who wins, no matter who devours whom, the final return is only and must be the original land, the real land.

This is also the reason why for tens of thousands of years, the dragon boy and his own half of his body have rather endured their own shortcomings, and have never fought each other.

But if you haven't worked hard, it doesn't mean that you won't work hard, as the dragon boy said, devouring each other and returning to the beginning is the inevitable fate of the two. When the dragon boy smelled the first wisp of familiarity, when his indifferent heart flashed the first wisp of warmth, when he suddenly began to miss his sister, it also means that fate has begun and return has arrived.

Between the dragon boy and his own half of his body, naturally only each other was left to hurt.

But there is no need to let the bell drum know all this, the dragon boy changed the subject with a smile and said, "I projected to this plane through my dreams, in addition to avenging you, it is also for you. ”

"This time, your injuries are too serious, far more than the battle of the ancients, and it is no longer possible to heal by falling into weakness with my strength." The dragon boy sighed and said, "Bell and drum, I'm sorry. My half of my body went too far this time. ”

"Father, you don't need to apologize." Zhong Gu comforted: "He's not prepared to kill me, is he?" ”

"yes!" The dragon boy stomped his foot angrily and said, "His purpose is to get you." ”

"Get me?" Zhong Gu looked at the dragon boy a little blankly, and the dragon boy groaned before he said, "He is the most prepared for our return." Bells and drums, half of your life is given by me, it comes from my blood, born from my blood. Even though I am the same person as my half, your essence has nothing to do with my other half's essence. That is to say, you are only half of me, not half of Him. ”

"Then he found someone to kill me...... Zhong Gu was a little overwhelmed, obviously unable to imagine that the answer was so unexpected: "Is it so that the child can also become half of his son?" ”

"Not bad." The dragon clan boy snorted coldly and said, "You have been extremely seriously injured this time, so serious that it is beyond the cure. If you want to heal, if you want to resurrect you completely, you have to be more pure essence as nourishment. Having lost the brilliance of the sky, I have naturally lost this pure essence. The only thing I can do is to bring you to His land and have Him resurrect you. ”

"But...... It's mine...... Uncle wanted more than just healing and resurrecting me. Zhong Gu said with some clarity: "He wants to take me away from my father." Because family affection is also an essence. Because my father, who has affection for me, will have more 'weight' when merging, and only the 'weight' that belongs to my father's part. ”

"Half of my body doesn't deprive you of connection with me." The dragon boy said, "This is an act that does not outweigh the losses. You are my half-son, and the future is also our half-son, and it is meaningless to simply take you away. What He does is use His own power to erode your bloodline, to reshape your bloodline, so that your dragon veins are also stained with His essence, and have half of Him. ”

"I don't quite understand." The bell and drum said, "Father, what should I do?" ”

"You don't need to understand." The dragon boy said, "This is my business with Him, you don't need to care. Also, He is not your uncle, and you need to call Him Father as well. ”

"Father?" Zhong Gu reluctantly said, "Father, please forgive Zhong Gu for refusing." My father is only you, and you are the only one. ”

"Bells and drums." The dragon boy said helplessly: "You seem to have misunderstood, of course, it may be that I misled you." Let's put it this way! My relationship with my half-body is much more complicated than you think, and it is also so close that you can't imagine it. We are not in the relationship where life is divided into two, as you might imagine, but in the relationship of the Trinity. ”

"Trinity?" The bell and drum were very confused, and without divinity, the bell and drum obviously could not understand a lot of knowledge by nature, so they could only listen to the explanation of the dragon boy.

"The Trinity is the symbolic posture of higher life, and it is also the symbol that must be used to become higher life." Su Ze said: "The so-called trinity refers to the combination of the self, id, and superego of higher beings with the essence of life, forming an essence and three appearances. ”

"This is also the practice of all our cultivators, to a certain extent, resulting in the three treasures that symbolize essence, qi, and god gradually taking on different appearances, automatically giving birth to the sublimation of the life essence of one qi and three purities, and finally forming three completely different natures, similar to the relationship between our dragon's unique true body, original body, and manifest body, and the nature is closer and more complex than that between the three bodies of the dragon race."

"Bells and drums." The dragon boy groaned a little and decided to tell himself more about himself, that is, he said, "You know that my name is Lu Li, but you don't know that I am only a part of the real Lu Li. ”

"I belong to the positive side called the essence of Lu Li, which symbolizes the absolute 'god', symbolizes bearing, and also symbolizes the acquired self, so the completion of my life belongs to the heavenly brilliance that symbolizes the innate nature, and my half body belongs to the opposite side of the essence called Lu Li, which symbolizes the absolute 'essence', symbolizes the vitality and also symbolizes the innate superego, so the completion of half life belongs to the Alayya, which symbolizes the acquired god." The dragon boy said solemnly: "Me and my half body are part of the essence and spirit called Lu Li, and they are absolutely inseparable. ”

"Father, you still have a half-body?" Zhong Gu was stunned, and hurriedly asked, "The half of the body that belongs to the 'qi'?" ”

"No, it belongs to Lu Li, the 'qi' that symbolizes his will, his self, and the immortal spiritual light is dead." The dragon boy said without hesitation: "Lu Li has already fallen, and half of my body and I are the 'corpses' of the remnants of Lu Li who have fallen in this world, the ashes after the flames are burned out, and the afterglow of a trace of light left in the night. ”

"It's the dregs of the name Lu Li."