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Zhong Xian fell asleep. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Unconsciously, I suddenly fell asleep, and the sky was full of yellow flying leaves.

He had just experienced a painful memory, but there was no trace of pain in his dream. Relaxed, pleasant and warm.

He slept heavily.

In a state that he didn't quite understand, without warning, he confided a lot to Deng Yi. After that, he was so peaceful that he had never been before. It is like resting on the top of the morning dew mountain, facing the first glow that has just emerged.

Maybe he's been wrong all along. He didn't look back, trying to forget the giant thorn embedded in the early days of his life. But the thorn won't go away on its own, it will be there forever, and those wounds won't heal. The wound eventually turned into a beast. Fed by his paranoia, unconsciously raised to a huge. He could no longer keep it in a cage. It will be bitten every night.

What a mysterious place the human psyche is. It can hold such a huge beast.

He slept very comfortably.

He knew that he had received the mercy and care of the other party.

Being pitied is not something he likes. But some people's mercy is exceptional.

Sometimes you can use this to close the distance and get the other person's heartfelt feelings. If a person has affection, everything can be broken.

There was a moment of consciousness in the middle, and the other party had been moved by what happened to him, and he could no longer remain indifferent.

57

I woke up again, and it was half past six the next morning. The nurse woke him up during a routine check-up.

Zhong Xian rubbed his sleepy eyes and looked at the ward, but did not see Deng Yi.

"Are you angry to get up?" The female nurse stared at him. Smiling. Zhong Xian has seen doctors with a cold attitude. If the enthusiastic nurse is the first time to see it.

"Is there a painless way to die?" He asked as if he had nothing to love.

"How are you? You have depression. ”

Deng Yi walked into the ward at this time and looked at his watch. Say:

"There is a small park outside the hospital. A lot of people who exercise in the morning. You hang the hanging bottle at eight o'clock. How about an hour to go out for a walk?"

That's a good idea.

Ten minutes later, Zhong Xian followed Deng Yi out of the inpatient building, through the north gate of the hospital, and into the LU Cultural Park. This is a very historic park. The area is not large, and the planning is relatively poor. There are several buildings in the green trees of the park that are very old. But there are a lot of people exercising in the morning.

The morning air and sunshine are so comfortable and beautiful that people overlook all the unsatisfactory aspects.

They chose a tree-lined path with fewer people to walk.

"What kind of exercise do you usually do?" Deng Yi said.

Zhong Xian thought for a moment: "I don't really like to do anything. Swimming occasionally. I don't seem to like anything for a long time. I prefer sports with a sense of adventure. ”

"Do you have a regular workout? It's not like you're too fit to be thin like this. ”

Zhong Xian stopped and glanced at Deng Yi: "You teach me to play." How?"

Seeing that Deng Yi was noncommittal, Zhong Xian said, "I can pay the tuition." ”

Deng Yi continued to walk forward. "I play tennis a lot, not because I like to play."

"What's the reason for that?"

"I'll tell you later. Let's go and walk in the green space over there, where there are fewer people. ”

They took a shortcut, through the trees, to a green meadow.

"Did I scare you last night?" Zhong Xian said. He smiled brightly, not wanting the other party to really think of himself as a pitiful person.

"As a policeman, what tragic and tragic things have you never seen? I really didn't expect that, though. Because you don't look like someone with a lack of growth, you look ...... I mean, you at least look ...... more than others. It's normal. ”

"I'm not that normal." Zhong Xian told the truth.

"I know." Deng Yi said, "You're definitely not going to be that good." During the most critical period of growth, you are missing the love you deserve, and you have no chance to go through adolescence smoothly. In the theory of psychology, you should have serious psychological problems. The more you look fine. The more you prove that you are pressing it very deeply, and only the good side in front of people. Of course, there are some people who, although they do not have a complete growth period, have successfully possessed a complete personality. Although not the majority. ”

"You're talking like I'm a psychopath." Zhong Xin laughed.

"I'll just say it, not necessarily right. You'd better find a psychiatrist and ask him to look for your problem. If there is no problem, then it is better. ”

"You should be my psychiatrist." Bell String said mischievously. "I'll pay you. Oh, sorry I mentioned the money again. I mean you can do whatever you want, money or whatever. Don't look at me like that. ”

Deng Yi replied seriously: "This is not my major. Can't help you. ”

"You're useful to me. The purpose of going to a doctor is to have an effect, isn't it?" Zhong Xian stopped, looked at Deng Yi and said, "I'm a little tired and can't walk." ”

Deng Yi heard this and said, "Let's sit down for a while." They found a clean grass and sat down.

"Let me lean on for a moment." Zhong Xian said.

Deng Yi didn't think about it, and patted himself on the shoulder.

As if there were no bones, the whole person slipped into the latter's arms.

Deng Yi turned into wood, and he was stunned for a while, not knowing what to do.

It took a while for him to say, "Everyone else is looking at us...... Do you want to ...... like this?"

58

At eight o'clock, the nurse hung up the hanging bottle on time.

Deng Yi stood aside and looked at his watch a few times. Zhong Xian understands that he is going to work.

"You're LG Bureau, aren't you? Isn't it a long way from here?" Zhong Xian asked deliberately.

"We have a regular meeting every morning." Deng Yi didn't answer the question, he looked up at the hanging bottle of the bell string. "You can sleep for a while."

“…… Are you still here?"

"If there are no accidents, you can be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon to recuperate. I'll take care of the formalities for you. I did it in the first place, and if I don't come, there are some things that you probably won't understand. ”

"Afternoon?" Zhong Xian had a pained expression.

"What's wrong?" Deng Yi approached him. He then raised the head of the bed so that the bell could sit and rest.

"I'm not going. I'm bored alone. Zhong Xian whispered.

Deng Yi was surprised. As if he didn't hear clearly, he asked, "What?"

The bell strings are not repeated. Hang your head.

Deng Yi said. "You're like my cat. Every time I go out, it plays a scoundrel. However, it's a female cat......"

"Fuck off!"

"Okay." Deng Yi was really ready to leave. "Rest well." He patted Bell String on the shoulder.

Zhong Xian looked unhappy.

"What's wrong?" Deng Yi sat on the bed and hugged Zhong Xian's shoulders and hugged him. "It's okay. Female cats. ”

Zhong Xian grabbed him and didn't let go.

"Are you a child? I've hugged it, let it go. Uh, how long will it take? Feed...... What are you thinking?"

"What are you thinking about now?"

"I thought...... It's probably not what you think. ”

"Whatever you think, I'll think." Zhong Xian said. He put his nose on Deng Yi's neck, really smelling the smell like a cat.

“…… Don't ...... like this," Deng Yi panicked a little.

"Do you have an idea?"

"We ...... It's like flirting. ”

The bell string swayed in his heart with a burst of pride. Wrap your arms around the waist of the person in front of you, as if you were afraid that he would run away.

"Don't push so hard...... You still have needles in your hands. Deng Yi reminded him. All right. I'm not leaving. ”

The door opened.

Zhong Xian glanced at it, and immediately let go of the hand around Deng Yi's waist and pushed it away. Smile casually at the visitor.

Dake stood at the door, stunned as if he had been struck by lightning. Behind Dake stood the unknown Mr. Hong.