Chapter 123 Goodbye, the love that was once regarded as life

Wang Ziwei hugged the beauty, and tonight also had a fall, and I, but I was alone in the bar, I could only talk to those women who had never met a few times but were especially familiar with each other to talk about some unnutritious words, and finally pretended to be stupid and politely refused the so-called request to send them home, and said hello to Ah Zhu and prepared to go back to school.

It was already about ten o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark outside, so I walked towards the bar door with the half glass of soda that I hadn't finished drinking.

After I got to the door, a light wind blew in my face, and I straightened my hair with my hands, complained about Wang Ziwei's forgetful behavior, and prepared to leave.

At this time, my phone rang suddenly.

I took out my phone from my trouser pocket, is Wang Ziwei done?

I smiled and looked at the caller ID on my phone, and the smile disappeared all at once.

How could it be her?

At this moment, I disappeared not only my smile, but also the good mood of the whole day, I spat to the side, bad luck, really bad luck.

Because, the most obvious place on the mobile phone screen has Sun Xiaoxiao, the three names that I lost my appetite when I saw them.

This woman abandoned me for the LV that a scumbag bought with the black money earned from buying and selling human organs, no, it should be an insignificant trace of that black money......

And ask me if I know how much it costs?

All I can say is that it depends on how much you pay for one time!

What else can I say to this kind of woman?

I didn't think about it and hung up, I don't know why, today she broke out with unprecedented attachment, one didn't answer, she called the second, the second didn't answer, she called the third, I was really frightened by her devout heart like a pilgrimage, swiped the screen, and connected the phone.

"What's the matter?"

My last feelings for her were given to the ghost who pretended to be Sun Xiaoxiao in Tieniu Apartment, and her heart was full of mustard at this moment, and when she spoke, she naturally didn't have a good tone.

But she didn't feel the coldness in my words, and just asked me awkwardly where I was.

I sneered, thought for a moment, and told her that I was in the dorm room and was going to sleep.

Sun Xiaoxiao was silent for a moment and asked if I could come out to talk now.

I sneered again and yelled, "You're not done, I said I'm going to sleep, I'm not free."

After saying this, I hung up the phone decisively.

After saying these few words to her, I only felt very uncomfortable in my heart, but fortunately, it was a summer night, and the wind with a hot breath continued to blow on my face, so that the discomfort dissipated a lot.

"Abin, I still love you, don't leave me, okay, please."

At this moment, a pair of slightly cold hands wrapped around my waist, and at the same time, the voice that once haunted my soul also appeared clearly behind me.

It's her?

I stiffened, but the next moment I broke free from this somewhat cold embrace.

It's not true, it's definitely not true.

Still love me?

The way you express your love is so distinctive, it really makes me feel sick.

You're obviously near me, and you're going to make a phone call, just to hide aside and see how I react when I get your call?

Do you think that when I hear you say that you still love me, I will be grateful and cry?

I'm sorry I let you down.

I looked at her face, which had not changed in any real way, but which made me feel extremely disgusted, and said word by word: "You'd better disappear in front of my eyes immediately, and don't spoil my hard-won good mood."

Sun Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment, and in an instant, she walked towards me again, opened her arms again, and made a posture of wanting to hug me into her arms.

I was really not in the mood to hug such a woman who was full of extreme desire for money, that kind of emotionless hug was not as real as hugging with a pillow, so I pushed her aside, took a step back, distanced herself from her, and asked coldly, "What the hell is wrong with you."

Although it is said in the biology books that what people say is a little different from what others hear, because what others hear is the sound that is transmitted through the air, while what we hear is the sound that travels through various chambers and bones.

So, I tried my best to make my tone of voice show my visceral disgust vividly, and the coldness contained in my words almost froze her into ice.

This is very simple, and I almost told her to get out.

Sun Xiaoxiao bit his lip until he left a deep tooth mark on it, and then he spoke: "Let's just say a few words, a few words, okay?"

I looked at her face, gently tore off the dead skin on my lips with my teeth, and with a sigh, I sat on the curb by the roadside, acquiescing to Sun Xiaoxiao's request.

I was also curious about what she wanted to say to me.

The street outside the bar was noisy, but the streetlights stood out of place beside me, and to be honest, I never imagined that the day that had disgusted me so much would come so soon.

Until this moment, I still remember very clearly that Sun Xiaoxiao and I were in school......

From the first time you passed by, the first time you looked at each other, and then after the first meeting, the coincidence that frequently appeared in the other party's sight, the seeds that had been planted long ago began to take root and sprout......

Until a coincidence and inevitable opportunity, we began to fall in love with each other, and then we watched a couple of couples who passed by us in the corner of the playground every night, making a promise that they would never be separated, and then knocking on each other's teeth, arbitrarily demanding......

I still remember that the arrival of those days of the month always made me feel relaxed, and whenever I showed this expression, Sun Xiaoxiao would always scold me for being a scumbag who wanted to be irresponsible.

This smoke-like past is connected into inseparable pictures in my mind, and those that follow the flow of time have become an inexplicable sadness.

It was an agreement, we were going to talk about a love from school uniforms to wedding dresses, but because of the so-called money, it became an absurd joke.

We, who have experienced social baptism too early, have not become stronger, but have slowly begun to become more realistic.

I remember that I used to play the guitar and tell myself that I was going to be young, what should you do with me.

Indeed, the passing years cannot destroy love, and it is money that may destroy love.

This love, which was destined to end like this from the beginning, did not disappoint me at all, the only thing that is a little regrettable is why I only let the truth know now.

The speeding car on the side of the road jolted in front of me, kicking up a cloud of dust that blurred my eyes for a moment, and I closed them tightly.

When I opened my eyes again, there were some inexplicable tears in my eyes, and large drops slowly fell from the corners of my eyes.

I cursed at the speeding car, not knowing what I was resentful of at the moment.

Sun Xiaoxiao stretched out his hand especially gently, gently wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes, if it was before, I would definitely be touched by Sun Xiaoxiao's inadvertent tenderness, I would hug her, kiss her, say I love her, I will not leave her.

But the moment her slightly cold hand touched my face, I knew that everything was over, and our love had long since vanished, because at this moment I reflexively pushed her aside, just wanting to stay away from her.

After doing all this, I stood up and walked in the opposite direction to Sun Xiaoxiao.

"Abin, do you really not love me?"

Still love you?

You didn't wake up.

The reason why I stayed here and said so many words to her was just to pay tribute to my dead love, just to take one more look at the person I once loved the most, and then leave with peace of mind and without looking back.

After Sun Xiaoxiao saw my expressionless face and turned to leave, she panicked all of a sudden, because I heard hurried footsteps behind me, she was wrapped around my neck, and her lips were about to imprint my face.

She still wanted to keep me in such a childish way.

"Smack."

I slapped her in the face.

"Get out of here, how long do you want to make trouble?"

Sun Xiaoxiao was brought to the ground by the force from my hand, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

Seeing her like this, I just sneered and was about to turn away.

"Are you really going to forgive me?"

There was a heartbreaking cry behind me, not for why I still had a malicious pleasure in my heart, after all, I had experienced this situation twice before, and she had only enjoyed it once.

I looked back and saw her touching her swollen cheeks, looking at me wistfully.

"Are you crazy, why do you do this to me, why do ......"

I just looked at her and didn't say a word, wondering how I could make her more miserable, because it wasn't enough to heal the scar she had slashed at my heart before.

Sun Xiaoxiao saw that I didn't react, thinking that I was a little shaken, and I didn't even have time to get up, so I knelt in front of me and moved to me step by step, she was still dressed in a short skirt, as she moved, the snow-white knees began to ooze a trace of blood, and the image outlined two straight parallel lines on the ground, and at the end of the parallel lines, stood cold-eyed and watched me.

The grinding sound made my brow furrow, but she quickly moved to my side as if she didn't feel anything, and hugged my thighs tightly.

"Abin, I was wrong...... Really wrong, don't leave me...... Don't leave me, you said, as long as I don't leave...... You're not going to let me go, you said...... You said, don't lie to me, wow......"

To be honest, seeing this scene, I feel very uncomfortable, although she is so ruthless and even ruthless to me, but I can't be as forgetful as her, after all, no matter what, she is also the person I used to love the most.

I softened my heart a little, thought about it, and then asked, "Don't you have a new lover?"

As soon as these words came out, the originally noisy street seemed to be a lot quieter at this moment, and even Sun Xiaoxiao's crying stopped instantly.

I suddenly remembered something, my face became ugly, and my body instinctively gasped. I was almost deceived by her......

I almost forgot about her and Ye Tianlong.

Ye Tianlong only died in front of my eyes today, but she naturally won't know about this matter, and I don't want her to know, I was still puzzled before, how could she appear in front of me like taking the wrong medicine and do such a submissive thing, now it seems that there is only one possibility, she was dumped after being tired of Ye Tianlong's scum!

The reason why you came to me is that you were dumped by him, you think I am just come back if you want to come back, leave if you want to leave, and after you leave, you have to die and beg for a good relief station.

I looked at her sluggish face, kicked her to the side with a hard kick, watched her roll on the ground in pain holding her stomach, there was no trace of pity in my heart, on the contrary, the malicious pleasure swelled even more, I stared coldly at her tearful eyes: "You only said half of that sentence, it seems that half of it is still ......"

I walked away without looking back, and the voice was still wafting between us: "If you leave, I will never look back, I will never ......"

After saying this, I didn't look at her again, nor did I stop, just looked at the stars in the sky and sighed.

Goodbye youth, goodbye......

I used to see love that is more important than life......