Chapter 90: Metamorphosis or Salted Fish 1
"No matter what the circumstances, no matter what the reason, I will not leave you, this is the few promises I cherish in front of you. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
may be because I have rarely shed tears since I was a child, and I rarely see others cry, so I will give the ordinary tears in modern life to see so important that I say a promise that is unattainable and close at the same time.
"I'm going to have a recent physical examination, you must go." Zhao Nian Cishui made a woman, listening to Lin Xie's patient words, her tears stopped with her nose awake, and she still glanced at her with disgust.
Someone has to wait and see, Lin Xie used to just pass by with her in a hurry, and he didn't see him in person for a month, and he was so tired that he didn't have the strength and time to talk, and all he could think of was a quarrel because of singing and disturbing the people.
If we had known each other earlier, the situation would not have been different.
But if you think about it, it will only be worse, because at that time he did not understand obsession, and he was almost crazy about work, and he was not qualified to know and be familiar with her.
Of course, this is all Lin Xie thinking casually, after all, it is impossible to see that obsession is already fantastic, and it is too greedy to be reborn.
They didn't sleep in a bunk this night, Zhao Nianci couldn't come out after taking a bath, Lin Xie held the pillow at the door for a while, but when he was conscious, his eyes were much clearer when he felt the surroundings.
He followed the hot gaze and was sure it was from the stewardess's smiling eyes, which clearly expressed a long list of swear words.
Lin Xie was stared at by her, but since she cared, she must have her original intention.
He returned to his customary single bed in a rather tangled walking position, and was bewildered by the flight attendant's return to normal.
Dragging his head and lying down, the thin quilt was on his stomach, and he didn't deliberately think about the environment he entered when he was in the car, but he still couldn't help but think about it.
Listen to the staggered sound of the staggered weapons echoing in my ears, carefully recalling and crying bitterly, but I can't organize the picture in my mind, but the more I think about it, the more dizzy I become.
Then I suddenly felt a stab in my chest, and I pierced my heart in the deepest part of my heart, sweating in pain, like cramps when I grew tall, and I finally recovered.
There is even the feeling of being free from pain.
Lin Xie defined the suffocation caused by the pain and the exuberance of the whole body when it disappeared, and defined the suffocation complications caused by the circle of friends when dreams came true.
He felt that his relationship with obsession stopped there, and it was impossible for him to think about it because he saw the world of obsession and death in the first person, after all, he was a living person with memories and future thoughts, and he couldn't fight with obsession, and he couldn't imagine being together.
Attributed to complications, it can be regarded as an answer to doubts, and it also makes him feel better, after all, if you simply send a circle of friends, and then be helped by obsession, and then help the obsession complete, this process will inevitably be too kind to yourself.
People have a bit of a tendency to self-abuse, for example, after a long break, they will feel that time is poison, and rest after busy work is good medicine, but there is nothing wrong with killing time, and filling time with trivial things is self-humiliating and abusing it.
In short, Lin Xie would rather endure some pain that will not die, to accept the benign changes brought by the circle of friends to his life, and did not delve further, and entered a heavy sleep of snoring.
The hacker still retreated to the entrance as if entering the darkness, and sat down in the chair that Lin Xie had already placed.
The flight attendant lay on her side beside the sleeping Lin Xie by herself, maintaining a fairly safe and cool distance.
There is no moonlight coming in from this crampedness, and if the lights are turned off, everything can only be imagined.
Her body, which was not sweating and metabolizing, was as quiet as finding a resting space beside Lin Xie.
People will have a "comfortable space", where they can grind time, and laziness is the most refreshing.
For most people, it is "home", and for more pitiful people, it may be "someone" around.
This may be the reason why people have to go back to their hometowns at the end of the year without hesitation to travel around most of China.
Spring Festival, squeezing the rush hour, and sleeping peacefully because of pain are all common points of people's self-torture.
There is no self-torture in the world of obsession, because its own existence is the only desolation, and there is no other cumbersome will.
Then where did the comfortable space she sought by Lin Xie's side come from.
Her hand was almost doting on Lin Xie's neck, but she never dared to really caress it, as if it was not air, but an abyss.
Lin Xie was still snoring, and he was probably dreaming of his company's plans in his mind, but he never cared about the stewardess even a word.
Because he defines a flight attendant as an obsession looking for a genuine smile.
It's like a lifeguard holding her daughter's hand at a wedding reception, it's as simple as that.
In the end, it turned out that any figure that has the ability to walk under the sun and walk with moonlight on its back is not as simple as imagined.
Because the emotions of the flight attendants are not only "sincere smiles", but also ......
Cling? Spoil? Indulge? Depend on...... I don't know, maybe because I'm not a human being, my expressions and emotions are not fully expressed, why is it still a bit like "faith"?
Right! Perhaps only faith can be infinitely close, and perhaps there may be a closer answer, but only time will tell.
There seems to be a pair of eyes in this small space exploring everything around Lin Xie, maybe it is the supreme god who controls obsession, human beings and friends, or it may just be a curious baby who is restless in the air and oxygen.
Time passed, Lin Xie changed several positions, but he would not leave his side, if he changed positions, his body would spontaneously transfer to the original position, a bit like a sleeping skeleton to a certain extent.
Then the stewardess always remained motionless, and the flesh and blood of the bones would not be sore due to the squeezing.
......
The early morning light shone through the open window of the living room to the eaves of Lin Xie's partition, and then through the gap between the door and the wall, at a visible speed, a clear and faint light shone on the bed where the two were lying, like a line cutting through the darkness.
Then the flight attendant got up quietly.....
Light and air-free, help Lin Xie messily place the slippers in his hand, and then put them in balance, with the heels facing the door, so that Lin Xie can get up without rummaging or rearranging, and he can easily put them on when he gets out of bed.
Then, she straightened the quilt that had been messed up all night.
Then he kept a smile that he couldn't get used to, and put his hands on the bed...... Bend down, bend over,.
The flight attendant remained on her side.
When Lin Xie woke up naturally, he saw the seeping smile of the flight attendant and her beautiful facial features, without snorting.
He hurriedly got up, twisted his neck and asked, "You stared at me like this all night?" ”
Then Lin Xie suddenly felt a little swollen and aching temples in confusion, and felt as if he had said this sentence sometime.