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Bell String wakes up again in a sweat. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

He kept dreaming, but none of them were what he hoped for. He ran through the moor, chasing a high kite flying in front of him—

He chased after the figure of a man, but the man turned and jumped into the abyss of nothingness.

The memory holes he was looking for, those truths, seemed to never be able to catch up.

But he couldn't give up, and if it was anything else, he would let it go, but this one, like his blood had been drained. On the green space of the civic center next to the concert hall last night, he and Deng Yi slowly walked around those dark night lawns, in the faint light in the shadows of the trees, they stared at each other, and the barrier of vision could not prevent him from perceiving each other's charm. Just standing there made his heart surge.

"Do you have the feeling in my heart? Before you, I never believed that there was anything predestined in the world. Nor do I think that there is any shackle that cannot be broken. ”

"What are you trying to express?" Deng Yi said faintly in the shadows.

Zhong Xian should have many doubts in his heart and was in a hurry to solve them, but in this quiet atmosphere, the desire for the person in front of him overwhelmed everything.

"I wonder why you left me all of a sudden. Do you want to deny that you feel the same way as me...... To escape in such an extreme way, in order to avoid me, I have to change my mobile phone and WeChat, isn't this a kind of desire to cover up?"

Deng Yi took a step back, but Zhong Xian held on.

"We do have surprising similarities." Deng Yi retreated into the heavy shadow of a tree. "Including me, I might be a bastard like you. I achieved my goal, so I stopped and let you go. You don't know how stupid you are to chase after you. ”

"What have you achieved? Don't mention the excuse for Xiao Zhu's disappearance. ”

"Knowing what I should know, knowing what I should know. arranged the best ending and calmed the anger in the heart. ”

"This anger has burned in your heart for years, hasn't it?" Zhong Xian tried to ask.

Deng Yi was silent in the shadows, and then he nodded.

"What's that like...... Zhong Xian was annoyed that he couldn't think of anything. Remorse gnawed at his heart and made him miserable.

Deng Yi said slowly: "It seems that I was sentenced to life imprisonment in shame and was crushed in the deep sea by a boulder." Not because of fault, but because of simplicity and credulity. To be simple is to be stupid. ”

"At that time, you were indeed a simple child." Bell String continued to pretend to remember something. "After all these years, for whatever reason, we met again. The reincarnation of hits. And I am willing to use everything to make up for the ignorance and cruelty at the beginning. Trust me......"

"You forcibly pulled it to samsara." Deng Yi sighed. "I'm not the person you see. I'm not more destructive than you can imagine. ”

"I'd rather you come and sabotage and get revenge on me. That at least proves that you can't be indifferent. Zhong Xian lowered his head, so many doubts between them were not in his mind at this time. Deng Yi's uncertain attitude is what hurts him at the moment.

"Let's keep walking." Deng Yi said that he left the smooth carved stone road and walked first through the darkness of the shadows of the trees. Zhong Xian followed him, subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold the other party's arm, Deng Yi turned around and took the initiative to grab his hand, which made Zhong Xian's heart beat wildly. They stand still in the darker shadows.

The bell strings are close to each other. "You have to know that so far, in this world, I have not cared about any girl as much as you do. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't know it would have been like this. ”

This sentence made Deng Yi panic all of a sudden, and he seemed at a loss, but he held Zhong Xian's hand tighter.

Zhong Xian carefully took out a delicate diamond collar buckle from his pocket and pinned it under the collar of Deng Yi's dress.

"This one is the same as the diamond shape on my ear. You don't have to worry, you don't have to show it in front of people, just let it be hidden under your collar, where only you know, as long as you understand how precious it is. And I-" Zhong Xian picked up Deng Yi's hand and let him touch his ear, "I'll put the other one exactly the same one in the most conspicuous place, and I don't mind letting everyone know that my heart belongs to me, although I won't tell them that I belong only to you." ”

He used this hint to explain to Deng Yi that he had made up his mind, but he would not put pressure on the other party.

Deng Yi stared at Zhong Xian's ear, and then looked down at the collar buckle.

"Maybe you want to hide it in the shadows right now." Zhong Xian stepped forward again, carefully removing the collar button and pinning it to the shirt inside. Deng Yi suddenly put his hand on Zhong Xian's waist at this time and hugged him violently.

Hugging tightly in the darkness, Zhong Xian felt that this moment seemed to be eternal. He had never experienced such excitement. After wandering like an immortal for a moment, his senses became unusually sensitive, he felt Deng Yi's breathing, they hugged each other tightly, even their knees touched together, and he felt a hard and incomparably hot flow.

Zhong Xian could no longer control himself, and his whole body began to burn, and his eyes looked at each other affectionately like demons. He could feel Deng Yi also watching him like a demon, and then couldn't help but get closer, he thought Deng Yi was going to kiss him, but it just swept over his lips, like tickling. Zhong Xian's blood boiled as if it were about to bubble, and he had a strong physiological reaction and suppressed excruciating pain, and the urgent need had destroyed his sanity and made him care where he was. But his limbs were limp and weak, and he could only wrap around Deng Yi like a vine.

Deng Yi pushed him away at this time, took a few steps back, looked as if he was asleep, and his face turned pale.

"I'm probably crazy." He said. The body was trembling slightly. "I really fell for your way......"

They were silent for a while, and no one could speak. After a few minutes, Deng Yi stepped forward and grabbed Zhong Xian's hand again.

"When did you start...... Started feeling for me. He asked in a deep voice.

"I can't tell, I probably had a hunch before you showed up."

"It can't be."

"The matter of fate, who can say clearly."

"Do you believe in fate?"

"I never believed it. Because of you, I know a lot of things that can't be explained. ”

"What if I don't say yes."

"Then my life will be meaningless."

"You'll meet other people."

"Unthinkable. I can be clearly sure that only you are. ――We are connected, and even if we are separated by a distance, we can be felt, and don't you feel it painful to resist it?" Zhong Xian said excitedly.

Deng Yi seemed to be engaged in a fierce ideological struggle, he hesitated and just stretched out his hand, and Zhong Xian had already thrown himself into his arms. They hugged tightly again, changing angles to make full contact with their bodies.

Deng Yi said in a voice of extreme pain: "-- People who have lost their minds do not deserve success. My father always said that—"

"I won't affect your future." Zhong Xian said, "I will protect you, with all I have, to the best of my ability." You can do anything superficial, including marrying Zhao Qi, but here I am, I understand that I have to swallow a lot of pain as a price for having you. But as long as you know, we are the ...... whole."

"Don't say that. Like I'm still a and need you to teach me. ”

Zhong Xian felt Deng Yi kiss his ear and the diamond on his ear, he was excited to go crazy, his hand groped on Deng Yi's body, Deng Yi grabbed his hand to stop him.

"You, you really never kiss......" Deng Yi murmured softly.

"I'll give you whatever you want. You have shattered the original me. ”

"Do you remember why you didn't kiss?"

"All taboos are not as important as you. You are the most taboo. ”

"Is it really that determined?"

"Do you want me now?"

"String, give me some time, okay? You say you remembered everything. Tell me about it. Wait until you've told the full story. You may have changed your mind, and if you were so determined, I might not hesitate to accept you anymore. ”

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"Is there a way to euthanize?"

The bell string tapped on a small glass panel on the desk, a mechanical flick of its fingers.

Dake sat across from him, looking at him worriedly.

"I can't think of anything...... None of the pills worked! In despair, Zhong Xian flattened a white pill box in front of him. He gestured with his finger to a number two -- two days. He wanted Deng Yi to go crazy. The eyes were full of the man standing next to the white piano. The charm was so terrible that his blood turned to magma, and his body was always in a state of agony.

But the guy ordered him to tell the whole story—the ones that had no trace of it in his memory.

"What do you want to remember?" Dake was puzzled. "Tell me I'll help you with anything. If it goes on like this, how can you explain to Mr. Hong. You even put a little effort into this job. ”

The bell strings were silent. It took a moment for his mind to clear his mind before he noticed the messy papers on the table.

"Someone has already said bad things about you in front of Mr. Hong. said that you are a general manager at your age, it must be the prince or illegitimate son of the second generation of Mr. Hong's wealth. It means that you are too young and not steady enough. It should not be held in such an important position. ”

Zhong Xian burst into a burst of maniacal laughter: "This TMD is a fact. It's not a bad word. ”

"Don't you just ask about the construction site?" European Airlines said behind them.

Zhong Xian picked up a black wine bottle on the table, poured red alcohol into the mug next to him, and after taking a big sip, he suddenly let out an exaggerated laugh again. "What did I do...... Who else is in the know......"

In order to find his memory, he went to invite Zhao Qi to lunch a few hours ago. If you are not anxious, how can you choose such a time period?

Zhao Qi works in her father's design institute during the day, and she dresses smartly and elegantly in the daylight, with her hair tied back behind her head, which has a professional temperament and does not lose the majesty of the boss's daughter. It's no longer like the queen of nightclubs in a bar at night.

"You come to see me every night, and now you don't let go during the day, are you really in love with me?" Zhao Qi joked as soon as they met, and seemed to be in a good mood.

Zhong Xian pushed the menu in front of her, these days the relationship between him and Zhao Qi has grown by leaps and bounds, as familiar and tacit as an old friend, after Zhao Qi finished ordering, Zhong Xian said straight to the point: "Tell me about the little rascal who caused him a lot of trouble when Deng Yi was in the north." ”

"Why want to know him? I don't know much either. I've told you everything you know. No one ever talked about it. It must not be a glorious thing after all. ”

"Think about it. Even if you think about it a little. Did the little rascal cheat Deng Yi out of a sum of money?"

Deng Yi gave him a sum of money, and their relationship is very good, so he shouldn't care about that money. I don't know anything else. Why do you need to know this? ”

"Also, you said they had pictures of them without clothes, which proves ......"

"Not what you think. I learned about these things from my fourth brother back then, but I didn't see them with my own eyes. The so-called unclothed photos are said to not prove that something inappropriate happened to them. It was that little hooligan who gave Deng Yi too many bad influences, so that he suddenly let go very openly, pursued freedom, and dared to play anything. I know it's wrong, it's vulgar and lewd, and I enjoy it. That's what's scary. What parent doesn't want to cut off their child's mistakes beforehand? This is all reasonable. ”

Zhong Xian said in a weird manner: "Could it be that Deng Yi hasn't met a friend who can make him obscene in the future?"

"How to say that. He later became mysterious. Here's how I feel. He no longer lets others know about him. Zhao Qi sighed. It seems to me that the little rascal had a good influence on him. I remember that when he was a child, he was so autistic that he could only communicate with small animals and had no human friends. After that, when I saw him again, he had become normal. The fourth brother loves this younger brother very much, and when he suggested that I be with Deng Yi and surprise the chairman, I immediately agreed. The fourth brother has always felt that I have made sacrifices for him, but I am not. I loved Deng Yi very much, just like a girl who sees a melancholy boy and always thinks that she can warm him. There's not much I can do for him, though. He didn't really need anyone's help. ”

"He has the care of his brothers, and you love him so much. Why was he befriending a little rascal?"

Zhao Qi smiled, probably unable to answer, so he asked Zhong Xian: "Why are you studying this matter?" ”

"Would you believe me if I said I was the little rascal?"

"Of course not."

"Why not. I don't look like a hooligan now? Hehehe. ”

"What you are doing to Deng Yi now is indeed like a hooligan. Don't pop any pictures. ”

"Why don't you believe it, you haven't seen that guy again. Why can't it be me?"

"No need to see it. Because of that little rascal, he died. Zhao Qi drank all the drinks in front of him. Before Deng Yi went abroad, the little rascal died, as if he had fallen from a building. However, no one told Deng Yi that about two years later, Deng Yi was admitted to an American university. The fourth brother mentioned it to him at the celebration banquet. Deng Yi didn't react at the time. That night, he called me and said he was eighteen years old and wanted to sleep with me. Hehehe, alas, but when I arrived at his house, he was not there. I didn't see anyone for two days. Later, he went abroad, but it seems that he took a year off, and I never met him except in name. I never stopped having a new boyfriend, but at his parents, I still pretended to be in love with him. The fourth brother felt guilty about me, thinking that his love for my younger brother had delayed my youth, which was really ridiculous...... Are you listening? What's wrong with you?"