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Such a thought suddenly popped into Zhong Xian's heart. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

He left Deng Yi's villa without hesitation, and the doubts in his heart had no one to complain about, so he subconsciously went to Dake.

Dake ran downstairs in slippers, and because Zhong Xian refused to go upstairs, they sat on the steps at the entrance of Cuizhushan Park on the side of the community.

It was late at night, and above the winding staircase leading to the hillside, there were only street lamps and towering stone arches, and no one appeared, and the watchman in the security booth near the driveway looked in the direction of the two of them from time to time.

"Your ex-girlfriend is now Deng Yi's girlfriend? Which ex-girlfriend?" Dake rubbed his hair and pulled his denim jacket tight. "How did you find out?"

The night breeze cooled down, and Zhong Xian hugged his shoulder. "I saw it. at his house. ”

"Didn't you go to the hospital in the afternoon? Why did you go to Deng Yi's house again?"

"That's not the problem." Zhong Xian took a can of beer handed over by Dake and drank it with a clatter.

"That's the problem!" Dake tugged at his hair and looked at the bellstrings. "Why are you looking for him?"

"Not what you think."

"You don't have to hide it from me, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it? I'm not uneducated. I just want to know, are you confused by Mr. Gao, or by this fake policeman?"

"Damn, I told you so! Deng Yi has a girlfriend, it is Zhao Qi! ”

"Good. What are you going to do with him? I'm going to get this out first. ”

"It's me who wants to get to know him. Ever since, ever since he appeared, everything was wrong. I wonder why. ”

Dake didn't believe it. "So, you're not trying to do anything with him......"

"Fuck off!"

"Hey, I think it's normal whatever you want."

After that, they drank in silence for a while, looking at the cars coming and going on CZ Street below the steps. Zhong Cine flattened the finished beer can and threw it at his feet. The people in the security booth looked over to them again.

"Zhao Qi, I still remember." Dake broke the silence. "In my records, when you first arrived at Li's head office three years ago, you used to date her. You've gone to great lengths to get rid of her. ”

"Your records? What records?"

Dake pointed to his head: "It's my memory." I remember your ex-girlfriend. Zhao Qi is the first person in the record. Who else was before her I don't know. She's the first person on my record on your girlfriend list, and the one with the best conditions. You are no more than three months from start to finish, and you can see from her appearance that her family conditions are quite good. ”

Zhong Xian recalled: "Her parents had an architectural design institute. ”

"So she is a veritable rich second generation. I don't understand why you dumped her. ”

Zhong Xian thought for a moment and shook his head.

Incredible. He didn't seize Zhao Qi's opportunity at the beginning. He would have let her go. After thinking about it carefully, it seems that I couldn't bear it anyway. Zhao Qi asked too much. "Maybe she's trying to dump me. She has been with Deng Yi for a long time, and I am just an episode. With someone like Deng Yi, what am I. ”

"It's whether you dumped the family or not, you still thought about it at the time." Dake said categorically, this topic made him a little excited, "It's you who empathize with Yang Shanshan." Hahaha. You say she's too bossy, and you can't take care of other people. ”

The bell strings were silent. The picture of Deng Yi and Zhao Qi standing together was repeatedly played in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help but confess the thought in his heart to Dake: "Is it possible, Deng Yi came to take revenge because I his girlfriend." Saying such things, Zhong Xian felt that he was crazy. He desperately wanted to find a reasonable reason for Deng Yi's appearance. While this assumption is crazy, it's not necessarily impossible. After careful consideration, there are some places that I feel unreasonable.

"However, Zhao Qi took me to meet her parents back then, if she and Deng Yi have had a good relationship for many years......"

"He takes revenge on you? You're thinking too much. ”

Dake thought Zhong Xian's dejected appearance was funny, and reached out and grabbed the latter's hair.

"How do you think Deng Yi is here to take revenge on you? Revenge on you with Xiao Zhu's disappearance? It's too big. When you and Zhao Qi were three years ago, they shouldn't have known each other. ”

"They've known each other since childhood, childhood sweethearts."

"So? Zhao Qi stepped on two boats three years ago?" Dake suddenly realized. "So Deng Yi came to approach you because of a woman? Still doesn't make sense. It's a man, he can beat you up. What are you bothering about?"

Zhong Xian shook his head. "Leave him alone. I'll stay away from him in the future. ”

"That's right. He's not the only handsome guy...... Well, I mean, if he's really here to get revenge on you, in such an inexplicable way, what does he want to achieve in the end? The scheming is too deep. Or stay away. ”

Zhong Xian muttered to himself, "You're right......" The night wind made him start to tremble.

"Drink another can. Go home and get some sleep. Tomorrow will be the sea and the sky. Dake took off his coat and draped it over Zhong Xian. If he takes revenge, let him take revenge. He didn't make any blackmail, too. ”

Zhong Xian was stunned for a moment, and raised his head to look at Dake.

Dake shrugged: "Of course it can't be. He didn't know about Mr. Li's company and us. It's just that these strange things have happened together recently. It's kind of weird. ”

"You think it's weird?"

"Yes. You've long felt that something is wrong. It doesn't make sense. Why is it all about?"

Zhong Xian didn't want to speak anymore. He said everything he had to say. Confiding in Dake is just to find a spiritual support. He kept imagining the picture of Deng Yi and Zhao Qi growing up and knowing each other since childhood. I can't get rid of it if I want to. He began to desire to be a jerk again, to play the world, to always be chic and reap the benefits. What kind of thing is true love, except for self-harm, it is to kill people.

However, it is completely up to me.

After a while, Zhong Xian noticed that Dake was upstairing him and rubbing his shoulder. "What are you doing?"

"Seeing you so uncomfortable, I ......"

"Go home and sleep." Zhong Xian broke free from Dake, picked up the beer cans under his feet one by one, and threw them into the trash with his clothes. The security guard in the distance returned to the security booth. Zhong Xian raised his head and looked at the green bamboo mountain in front of him, and the light in the darkness illuminated the long steps leading to the unknown mountaintop. He took the pill box out of his pocket, took a pill, and stuffed it into his mouth without hesitation.

"Hey, go sleep in my house." Dake walked over. "I don't feel at ease when you go home alone like this."

"Such a mother-in-law! I'm leaving. Zhong Xin walked towards his car parked on the side of the road.

Suddenly, he felt a palpitation, and then it seemed as if a hot breath was rushing up his head. Suddenly remembered that less than four hours ago, he had just taken a pill. This medicine should not be repeated within 24 hours. The second pill soon attacked his brain in a more violent way. After the vertigo, he felt extremely excited, and suddenly he was very happy. He relaxed, and was immediately relieved from the pain, as if he could finally breathe in oxygen after a long suffocation.

it. It turns out that the world is still so beautiful.

Nothing can bring me down.

You too.

He looked back at Dake with sparkling eyes. "I changed my mind. We went to nightclubs. ”

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It's late at night, the lights are jumping in the bar, and the music is loud.

The bell string hugged left and right. Drinking and dancing.

Dake didn't look for a woman anymore, he kept staring at the bell strings. After two hours, the excitement of the bell strings dropped rapidly. Neither music nor alcohol could suppress the slow onset of frustration, and he pushed away the woman beside him and sat down at another table. Dake came over to drink with him, and the alcohol started to work. Zhong Xian began to lose control of his tears, and he rushed out of the bar. Dake came out with him and called a car.

Conscious again, it was Dake who was holding him. "Where am I?" Frightened, Zhong Xian pushed Dake away and almost fell out of bed.

"You're in my house. You're not in the right shape. It seems like it's not just drinking too much. Are you taking medicine again?"

Zhong Xian's heart was in pain. "I ...... Looks like a madman. ”

"Nope. You're just not happy. I'm here. Go to sleep. ”

"I'll go home."

"It's so late, don't you go back to sleep?"

The pain weakened Zhong Xian, who knew he shouldn't take another pill, but was tempted to take another pill for a few hours of pleasure. He pressed his head with a pillow.

"Can you fall asleep?" Dake asked.

"Ignore me."

"Let's talk. Your phone has been vibrating just now. I took a look at it, it was Deng Yi looking for you, and he kept calling you. And WeChat ......"

Zhong Xian opened his eyes. Go grab your phone.

"I lied to you." Dake laughed.

Zhong Xian snatched his mobile phone from Dake's hand and opened it to check, only a few bank messages and two messages from European Airlines. There is no record of Deng Yi.

"What about you and Mr. Gao...... Dake said behind him. I've been wondering, you never explain what the rumors say has noses and eyes, is it true?"

"Why do you ask this?"

"Curious, I heard that Mr. Gao has a special habit. You spend the night with him, is that really the case? It's not going to be a night fight landlord. Hey. ”

"Fuck off."

"Ha, haha...... I've looked it up on the Internet, you, which side are you?"

"Which side?"

"Active or passive?"

"Sleep your sleep!"

Zhong Xian checked his phone repeatedly, and Deng Yi really didn't send any messages. When he left Deng Yi's villa, he was desperate, and he could see that Deng Yi didn't want him to go. But he couldn't stay, he couldn't tolerate a grain of sand between them.

Dake leaned over from behind, "I have sleeping pills here." The effect is fast. Although knowing that you shouldn't take any more pills. ”

Zhong Xian took the two pills handed over by Dake and ate them without hesitation. After a while, he lay down with his back to Dako. Tears flowed from the closed corners of the eyes.

Dake put a hand on him, and the bell string shook it off. After a while, I fell asleep in a daze.

Conscious again, it was the feeling that someone was touching him. But the drowsiness is hard to drive away, and I can't wake up. In a flurry of consciousness, after a violent suffocating sensation, a stinging pain came, and he finally woke up and jumped out of bed. was pressed down by Dake.

"I'm going, bathroom." Bell String's brain was buzzing.

"Listen to me. Bell. Don't be afraid. Since you like this mouthful. I can satisfy you. ”

"Let it go!" Zhong Xian pushed Dake away. Jump out of bed, grab your coat and run. I ran downstairs in one breath and found that I forgot to take my car keys. He had no direction in the night wind. Mobile phones and watches, all on the body. He walked along the road. Attempted to walk back to his apartment. Passing by Cuizhushan Park, he turned and climbed up the dark mountain, until he was out of breath and sat down on the steps.

He found that he didn't even have the idea of crying.

He doesn't have anyone in this world to rely on.

He felt like he couldn't hold on any longer. Maybe it's just because he took an extra pill, after the peak of happiness brought to him by fluoxetine disappeared, the huge negative effect was enough to kill him, and the depressive symptoms were the price he had to pay.

He knew that his desire to die was only a negative effect of the drug.

But it's too painful. Life has no color, and what can you get after making money

He didn't dare to open his heart.

Just a little bit of trying will touch the door of pain. He wanted to escape. But where can they escape?

He looked down the mountain. It was pitch black. The street lamps are like hellfires. The background of the city is mirage-like, beautiful and empty. Jump down from here and maybe hang on a tree. He remembered what Deng Yi had said, and he could recommend a simpler, easier and faster method to him. But he didn't want to die, he just wanted something to cover up the pain in front of him.

If you jump off that......

But he didn't ask a word.

He walked slowly down the mountain, and on the other step leading to the top of the mountain in the darkness, there was a flashlight flashing, probably a security guard patrolling. He walked a few quick steps away from the incoming people.

When I got to the gate of the park, I saw a car parked there. It's a blue Porsche.

He took a few steps down the street and turned back.

Blue Porsche?