Chapter 388: Thick Ink, Don't Die, Ah Xuan is back
"You mean, thick ink also gave you yang energy?" I was surprised to know what to say, "So he didn't want to do anything to you, did he?" He deliberately took me to save you...... "But he was quite energetic, and then when we went out, how did he get hurt like that?" What exactly did he do to himself? Did he really want to kill himself? I covered my face and walked to the door, feeling mixed for a while, Xiao Nongmo, this dead bastard.
"I'm sorry, I ......"
"Don't say it, Spotted, it's not your fault, he found his own death, he's such a vicious person." I held on to the door, my heart was full of sorrow, I didn't know what else he had done stupidly, it was really terrible!
Zha Chengyan said behind me, "I can't force it......" he chuckled, "Xuan, we have become a hundred kisses, your heart is not mine, it is meaningless, feelings are not waiting for me, you are just responsibility and sympathy for me, go find him." β
"Spotted ......" Is this my fantasy a reality? Why didn't I dare to believe it, I didn't dare to look at him, for fear of seeing the hurt in the spot's eyes, "Is what you said true?" The snake clan ......"
"YiqiΔ is still the same, it won't change, don't worry, before you come back, I was your Yanshou, and after you come back, I'm still the same, nothing will change."
"I, I don't really understand, you mean, we're still ...... Are there nominal couples? "Just like in a previous life? Am I still the same sorry for the spots?
"It's all the same, it's the only thing I can do, and it's the only thing I can hold onto, our union is the hope of the snake clan, and it also reinvigorates morale, that's enough." Zha Chengyan said, from the tone, I can't hear his joy and sorrow, he must be very depressed, I just escaped from thick ink, and now I can't help but escape from Spot. "Xuan, go to him, I asked myself to love you, but I can't do this kind of Cheng dΓΉ like him, Xiao Nongmo was afraid that he had already broken his heart before he was cruel to you, I love you, so I won't do anything that makes you hate me, because I'm afraid of losing you, he loves you, but he does something that hurts you so much, except that he loves you and loves crazy, I can't explain it, I sigh to myself about his feelings for you, go to him, I've hindered you in one life, in this life, you can choose for yourself."
"I can't pay you back."
"I said it earlier, I only see it, there's no need to talk about this, you don't feel guilty, you don't know how happy and happy it is to do things for the people you like, I once thought I could give you happiness, but that's impossible, go to him, and leave other things to me."
"Thank you......" At the moment I can't say more, there is only one sentence in a thousand words, I think, he should understand what I mean me, I am grateful to him, such a complicated feeling, between us is finally over, "Are we still friends?" β
"I'm your head of the woods." He said lightly, "It has always been, but you said, there is only one Yanshou, don't try to take the opportunity not to want me." "I knew he was joking on purpose, but he couldn't.
"I wish you can find a girl who can love you as much as you love me, she must be very happy." I said and disappeared, we are still friends, right, the kindest man in the world, deserves to be loved by a better girl.
"King Xuan......" The snake guard looked behind me, "Why are you here alone, it's not ...... tonight" The other snake guard was about to give me a seat.
"I order you to go out, forget about it here, and go back to sleep!" My eyes were completely on thick ink's body, the wounds on his body had been treated, probably for fear of biting his tongue and killing himself, his mouth was also gagged, I turned my back to them, and I had become a tearful man in the face of thick ink.
Sensing that the two snake guards had gone out, I quickly removed the cloth that plugged the thick ink's mouth, and it was soaked in a circle of blood-colored tooth marks, "Thick ink, thick ink...... I cried in distress, I touched his cold face, "Wake up, your Ah Xuan is here, Ah Xuan has come to see you, you wake up!" "I untied the strip of cloth that tied his hands, and the two snake guards were also kind, and listened to my instructions, for fear that he would be injured, so they replaced the chain with a strip of cloth, but the strip of cloth was still rubbed out of blood by struggle, and his wrist was also strangled several times, it can be seen that he struggled for a long time, rubbing the strip of cloth with his own flesh and blood, I untied the strip of cloth, it has been sharpened to the edge, "thick ink ......" I put him on the ground, only to find that the back of his head was also tied with a sponge, and the sponge has become red, I touched his head again, his hair was soaked with blood and not dry, I hurried to touch his hand, when I left, his hand bones were crushed, I was angry and afraid, I didn't dare to face it, so I ran away, there was nowhere to go, so I had to hide in the grass and secretly hurt myself.
How I don't want to see thick ink hurt, he is self-harming, how can he spoil himself like this, then how did he survive when I married Spotted in my previous life? I checked his fingers one by one, but they were wrapped, and I didn't know what the injury was, hoping that it would be healed, or his hand would be useless, and he would tear his own heart and shatter mine! Why is there such a ruthless person in the world, why did I just meet and fall in love? "Thick ink...... I'll take you to the snake doctor! As I spoke, I leaned my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around him, ready to disturb the snake doctor's good dreams.
"Ah Xuan." Thick ink finally spoke, and his chest let out a low sound, ho, thick ink!
I held his face excitedly, his eyes were still slightly closed, and the dry cracks of his lips were even bigger, and my heart felt like I had been pierced by a knife, and I didn't bring water! "Thick ink! Wake up, I'm coming! I'm Ah Xuan......" Douda's tears fell on his face, "I'm back again!" Thick ink, why are you so cruel, do you really want to die? How can you be so stupid? β
"Ah Xuan, Ah Xuan......" The voice that came from his throat was difficult as if he had been choked by something.
"I'm here, I'm here!" I was so frightened that I hurriedly stroked his chest and breathed down, "Nongmo, Ah Xuan is here, do you hear me?" "I really regret dying, how can I let him do these self-mutilating things again, I can't stand it at all, why should I stimulate him? I didn't have it in my previous life, so why didn't I sue him? As he said, is it better if he is dead? This bastard, that's what he really did, is this going to kill me?
"Thick ink, thick ink!" I licked his dry lips, hoping to replenish some moisture and not make him hurt so much, his lips were bitter, very bitter, not what I remembered, if Zha Chengyan left me, I would be sad and sad, but thick ink left me, I was afraid that I would not be able to live like him, what am I still struggling with? Am I struggling with how cruel he is to me but 10,000 times cruel to himself? Why should I care about this, it's hard to be together, we finally can't be honest with each other and solve all misunderstandings, but I can't forgive him because of my suffering, but I didn't think about it, he is also in pain, even more than me, he has to endure a lot more than me, "Thick ink, I'll take you to see the snake doctor......"
"Ah Xuan." His teeth were clenched together, and blood was oozing out again, oops, he still didn't want to live, I was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, he didn't want to live at all.
"Nongmo, you open your eyes and look at me, I didn't leave, I'm back again, Ah Xuan is back, we won't be separated again, okay? Never separate again......" I could hardly say anything after I said it, my face was wrinkled, the bright red wedding dress was spread all over his side, I cried heartbreakingly, "We will never be separated again, I will cultivate immortals with you, I will not die, you will also live, if you die, I will not live, but you will not see me in the underworld, because you can no longer find me, you listen, if you die, even if you go to heaven and earth, you will not be able to find Ah Xuan." β
"Ah Xuan, Ah Xuan!" My words worked, and the bandaged hand of the thick ink root exerted his strength, and he grabbed my clothes, although his fingers still couldn't exert his strength, his consciousness was obviously enhanced, "Ah Xuan, don't be with others...... Don't ...... with others"
"No, I don't, I don't have it in this life, I don't have it in my previous life, I don't have it with others, my heart and my body, I don't give anyone but you." I hurriedly said, and shook his hand, he shivered in pain, and then he also came to shake my hand, because the winding was tight, his fingers couldn't bend at all, and we couldn't nest, we just touched the palms of our hands, "Thick ink, Ah Xuan is here." β
Thick ink's eyelids moved slightly, my heartbeat rose quickly, I lay down in front of him, rubbed his face, hoping to give his cold face a little warmth, his eyelids lifted, my heartbeat accelerated a little, "Thick ink." After his eyelids were raised three times, they opened completely, and the first thing that caught my eyes was the red blood that filled his eyes, which made me really distressed.
"Ah Xuan?" He seemed to feel hallucinating, his brow furrowed uncomfortably, and tears flowed from both eyes, "I can only see you again if I die......" he smiled self-deprecatingly.