"Osmanthus, osmanthus tree......" When I ran to the door of the medical center, I was shocked by the scene in front of me. The osmanthus tree is evergreen in all seasons, even in the cold winter, it will decorate this cold season with green, but today, this osmanthus tree is gone, the leaves of the whole tree are not only yellow, but also have fallen down, spread the yellow of the ground, the whole osmanthus tree looks like a late old man, it is even more depressed in winter, it is gone, it did not wait for our good news, it is really gone. The acacia tree at the entrance of the village is also gone, but it is man-made, it is a last resort, and the old osmanthus tree, it is a suicide, but it is also related to people, it is influenced by the uncle. But who can be blamed, my uncle doesn't know, my uncle wants to sell it to someone who knows how to take care of it because he is reluctant, it is because he left his uncle and had a boring suicide, and he blames the world for everything.

"Ah Xuan, it's useless, when it knows the news, it doesn't plan to live."

"It could have been immortal." Our old osmanthus tree can no longer see its full of crystal trees, scattered with fragrance.

"Hey! This osmanthus tree was fine yesterday, why is it like this today? Isn't it poisoned? Siyuan also rushed over.

"The heart is gone, the life is short, don't be sad, it's its own choice." Thick ink comforted me.

"Sister Xuan, what happened to this tree?" Siyuan is still asking.

"It knows it's going to be sold, that's it, don't sue your dad because of this." I say.

Siyuan's cleverness lies in the fact that he knows the priorities of things, and he also knows how to think about others, and even more so in his calmness and calmness when encountering things, "Well, I know, I'll go back, let's stay and eat for a while." ”

I haven't eased up, my heart is very depressed, not only infinite regret, but also a deep admiration for the wonder of nature, our love for plants and trees, will also get their feedback, they are kind and simple, until death still want to leave the best, I walked to the osmanthus tree, stroked its dry trunk, very rough, the bark is warped, "Old osmanthus tree, go well." I sniffed.

"Knowing that they have a heart, go back and be kind to their own trees, don't say bad things to them, and pass on negative energy, maybe this tree is because you talk too much, it will be full of negative feelings, the soul is too fragile, and if you are accidentally injured, you will collapse." Listening to thick ink's nonsensical words, I snorted, snot bubbled out, such an adult, there was a snot bubble, I was suddenly at a loss, all kinds of embarrassing, funny, angry, sad complex feelings xù intertwined, looking at thick ink's equally complex expression, I cried loudly......

I'm the dividing line of snot bubbles******

"Why are you crying? Tell me about my grandmother? "The grandmother came into my room with a bowl of broth, "Nong Mo said that you said that you would not eat at Da Yin's house, send you back, and you didn't politely drive away from the people, and quarreled?" "I covered my face and didn't want to speak, I was ashamed! I'm embarrassed in front of thick ink not once or twice.,But now my immunity has decreased.,When I think of that scene.,I scratched my heart and wanted to jump off the building.,But jumping off the building doesn't work.,It's not good to fall a rumor of a monster.,Ahhh Knock the thick ink into amnesia? Oops, forget it, he had a bad impression of me in the first place, so be it, huh! Leave him alone!

I looked up, "No! "Although I am still full of anger when I speak, but it will wilt again soon, and it would be nice if we quarreled, oops, I can't forget it!" Grandma, have you ever done something very embarrassing and embarrassing, and you wanted to burrow in the ground at that time? ”

"Xuanzi, drink the broth first, warm up your body, how can you do this without eating, go down for lunch in a while, and go to school in the afternoon!" As the saying goes, people are iron, rice is steel, and if you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry and panic......"

"Grandma!" I'm fried, what is this talking about, how to avoid my question, is it possible that the grandmother also has something to be ashamed of, embarrassed to tell me?

"Xuanzi." The grandmother suddenly put down the broth, sat down, and asked me solemnly: "When did you start to feel ashamed?" "I don't remember, recently, maybe not, I can't remember the exact time, is this the answer to my question? Seeing that I couldn't give an answer, my grandmother enthusiastically gave a hint, "That's the case, when did you start to feel that something is embarrassing?" "Boom, crackling, a bolt of lightning struck my head, accompanied by countless arrows stabbing at me. I swallowed a mouthful of blood before I accepted the impression of my grandmother that I finally knew what a shame was, and dared to love that I had done a lot of shameful things before?

"Why do you ask?" I still silently don't think that my grandmother will think of me like this, huh.

She said with a happy face: "Who do you feel ashamed in front of?" Tell me about it! ”

"Grandma!" That's right! That's what she meant! "Oh, no, I'm just asking." I hurriedly digressed from the subject.

"Ah, that's so, alas." The grandmother continued to pick up the broth, "Come, drink this soup, it will be cold in a while." She whispered to herself, "I think I can tell the difference, alas." "I swallowed another mouthful of blood, and it was full of tears.

I am the dividing line without shame******

The uncle was also sad for a long time after knowing that the old osmanthus tree was dead, and its torso remained there all the time, with the old doctor's house.

The winter of the third year of high school was too cold and too cold, and the strange voltage problem has not been solved, the air conditioner can not be carried, because I have to put in more effort than others, so, I have to read a book until late when I go home from self-study, my grandmother is afraid that my body will not be able to resist, and I have to climb up every night to urge me to go to bed quickly, my body is important, but I didn't listen, when the milk came, I turned off the lights, and the milk went down, and I turned on the lights again, just like that, the paper always can't contain the fire, she simply doesn't sleep and looks at me, there is no way I have to go to bed early, When it's too cold, my grandmother will come to sleep with me and warm my feet, my physique is cold, even in summer it is cold, not to mention the cold winter, my grandmother will put my cold feet between her legs to warm me, until my feet are warm, she will not sleep, sweet burden, my grandmother is probably the biggest sweet burden in my life, she always cares about me too much, overly nervous about me, for example, I can use an electric blanket, but my grandmother said that it is not safe, so I don't let my mother buy it, I have to give me artificial heating.

All along, my grandmother got up earlier than me and went to bed later than me, afraid that I would be hot in summer and cold in winter. If I want to say that I am tired in my third year of high school, then my grandmother is more tired than me, the burden of my senior year of high school is heavy, and the pressure of my grandmother is even greater.

In a blink of an eye, the second semester of the third year of high school is coming, we have been preparing for the college entrance examination, on the desk, the books are piled over the head, there are several sets of papers a day, and the blackboard is written with the old-fashioned countdown to the college entrance examination, we are tired and happy.

In the blink of an eye, April is coming, and we have a physical examination.

"Xiao Xuanzi, are you afraid?" Fei Dongxi was biting a popsicle and teasing me on the other end of the phone.

"What are you afraid of, it's a big deal to roll up your sleeves, tie your hair, and sweep the streets." It's a lie, don't take it seriously, I'm a person who wants to go to university wholeheartedly, why? Just like what thick ink said, he didn't know why he wanted to be a Taoist, just because the old man said when he was a child, he was suitable to be a Taoist. Me too, I don't know why, since I was a child, everyone will instill in me the idea of going to university, Xuanzi, you must be admitted to university, you have to be admitted to university, you have a way out, your parents are in the city, you don't get admitted to college, how can you go back? Xuanzi, you are the treasure of your Xiao family, and you are one of the few people in our village who went to high school, so you must win glory for our village! Well, that's it, when I was a child, everyone's goal was to go to university, and although there were people who quit one after another along the way, I decided that I was going to go on. Now think about it, how good it was at that time, there was a clear goal to strive for, everyone worked together, and how happy it was. It's also false to say that you're not afraid, thick ink is so smart, alas...... What if I don't pass the test?

"Yo, look at your strength, hurry up, get admitted to our university!"

"I can't go, I want to be admitted to the city where my parents are." This is also what my parents have always hoped for, I am eighteen years old, I can go home, and when I can finally go home, I will be admitted to another place, which is too evil, of course, I have to be closer.

"That's fine! I can travel to your university, and you can travel to us! You can also exchange to see handsome guys! She became excited again, this guy will never change this, first Zha Chengyan, then Xiao Ming, now I don't know how with Xiao Ming, wait until I finish the university entrance examination and then discuss this sharp topic.

"Dongxi, what day is the physical examination?" I asked.

"Blood draws, height and weight, and chest X-ray, a lot of miscellaneous! Why do you ask this? She was curious.

"I'm just asking, I want to be mentally prepared."

"It's okay, it's very simple, go to the county seat to check, most of the day! But there are two locations, one is to go to the county hospital, and the other is a bit out of place for height, weight or something......"

"Uh-huh, I know, you have to be good at school! Then I'll hang up. I put down the phone.

"How?" Thick ink asked.

"I really have to have blood drawn, and chest X-ray or something, should I go to the hospital for a check-up before this?" I said worriedly.