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Zimo looked at Cen Pengtian, who was devouring and embarrassed, and wondered in his heart, is this still our domineering and arrogant classmate from before?

Cen Pengtian was eating food at this time, and he almost burst into tears, and at this time, Zimo's hateful face didn't seem to be so annoying.

Zimo looked at him and sighed again, "It's not easy to survive." ”

Hearing Zimo's words this time, Cen Pengtian did not speak, but was stunned for a moment, eating food, his eyes were red.

Cen Pengtian looked at Zimo and said, "It's not easy to survive." But why me, and not others, who survived? Why? ”

Zimo is still sighing, what is crazy about the arrogant classmates, is it not good to survive?

To be able to survive in this second apocalypse and not become a bloody eye is a luxury in itself.

To live, to live incomparably soberly, is the greatest luck.

Cen Pengtian's eyes were red and swollen, and he was silent for a while, then continued, "Zimo, do you know? Xie Zhiman is dead. Why was she the one who died? Not me? I had just told her that I liked her, and I had just sworn to protect her, but that's it, she died in front of me. Why wasn't it me who died? But her? Why"

The more Cen Pengtian spoke, the more excited he became, his emotions were a little broken, he walked in front of Zimo, shook Zimo, and said hoarsely, "Zimo, you say, am I particularly useless?" Isn't it? I can't even protect the people I like. ”

Zimo and Fang Zhengping glanced at each other, it was another sad story, but is there less sad story along the way?

A name appeared in front of Zimo's eyes, Xu Tiantian, Xi Han, Jiang Yazhu, Bi Zhengde, Chu Zhi'an...... These are people who have or may not have a relationship with them.

This is like a sad song, playing this sad and joyful life, wandering and involuntarily, people who have not experienced it personally, do not understand, and are not qualified to say anything.

At least, Zimo felt that he was not qualified, he witnessed these sad stories happening, but he was not qualified to evaluate anything.

Cen Pengtian continued, "Do you know, how she died? I killed it with my own hands. ”

"She was infected with a bloody eye, and I watched slowly as she became more and more unable to control herself and turned into a bloody eye. I still remember that she asked me to kill her, and she said that she would rather die than be a bloody eye. ”

Cen Pengtian was a little crazy at this time, it turned out that there were tears on his arrogant face, and he was mixed with pain, "I killed her with my own hands." To this day, I still remember her last words. It's all my fault, and if it weren't for my own actions, we wouldn't have been besieged by Bloody Eye. ”

Cen Pengtian pulled his hair with his hands, full of self-blame, "If she hadn't been attacked by the Bloody Eye, she wouldn't have been bitten by the Bloody Eye, so she wouldn't have been infected." If she wasn't infected, I wouldn't have to kill her. ”

"Zimo, you said, am I particularly useless, I killed her, it's all my fault."

Zimo looked at the current Cen Pengtian, his face that was a little arrogant in the past has now become embarrassed and painful, and his body has disappeared, replaced by an extremely decadent gloom.

Zimo remembered Xie Zhiman, a girl who was as quiet as Qingshui Hibiscus. If he is not mistaken, Cen Pengtian clashed with himself for the first time, and it seems that it was because of this girl.

Zimo is not a gossip person, but he also knew about Cen Pengtian and Xie Zhiman later. Not only him, but everyone else, he thought, was unimpressed.

What do the feelings of teenagers and girls say for a long time, and the sea is dry and rotten? However, they still underestimated the two of them and looked at the current Cen Pengtian.

Zimo didn't know what had happened in detail between him and Xie Zhiman, but he could roughly guess part of it.

Perhaps, the feelings of teenagers and girls are the most sincere, without calculation, betrayal and abandonment, so that they can rely on each other in this last days.

If you were an adult, I am afraid that this would not be the case. Husbands and wives abandon each other, and couples calculate each other, these Zimo have not been seen.

Right? Wrong? Adults only distinguish between pros and cons, and children see right and wrong.

Is Cen Pengtian wrong? In this era, not having strength is a mistake, and not having the strength to like someone is even more wrong.

In the last days, once there is a bond, you will die faster. But just like Zimo himself, isn't it also more fetters?

In an instant, Zimo thought a lot, he looked at Cen Pengtian, did not step forward to comfort, but said inexplicably, "You know, why are you inferior to me?" ”

If it was usual, when Cen Pengtian heard this, he was afraid that he would blow it up directly, who was he? He is a person who came out of a big family, a genius of Xingyao City, and a person with great ideals.

And what about Zimo? In every sense of the word, they are two extremes. One is a cultivated genius who came out of a big family and cherished great ideals; One is from the wasteland~ came out and saw only the ordinary boy in front of him.

However, it is such two people who seem to be very different, but Zimo said such things to Cen Pengtian, of course, without the slightest arrogance.

Cen Pengtian, who now felt that he was worthless, surprisingly did not refute and looked at Zimo.

Zimo continued, "When I encounter something, I think about how to solve it, even the most desperate situation can't make me give up, and you, just cry here. ”

Cen Pengtian roared, "Solution? How to fix it? Xiao Man is dead, I killed, I killed. You say, how do I fix it? Can the dead be brought back to life? You tell me, how do I fix it? How to fix it? ”

Zimo snorted, "Enough, you also said that Xie Zhiman is dead, and life cannot be resurrected." Then now you tell me, what's the use of you crying here? Is it to bring her back to life, or to show how affectionate you are? Or do you choose to be a coward in such a way? ”

Silently, several people didn't speak, Fang Zhengping looked at Zimo and Cen Pengtian, this kind of thing is still solved by their acquaintances, life and death are too common, but it's yourself, can't you let go?

"The dead have died, and the living must live with the hope of the dead." Fang Zheng couldn't help but repeat this sentence again.

This is the truth he has realized with the lives of dozens of his brothers in his past few years.

The dead have died, and the living have to work hard to live, and shoulder the responsibility of the dead.

Cen Pengtian asked in a trance, "Zimo, if it were you, what would you do if you encountered such a thing?" ”

When Zimo heard his words, he fell into memory, "When I was five years old, my father left me. At that time, I didn't even have time to grieve, so I had to start thinking about how to live and start dying. ”

"In the wasteland, not everyone grieves power, because too much emotion can kill you. If you are careful, you will not die well, you don't even have time to think about how to live, how can you have time to grieve? ”

Hearing Zimo's words, Cen Pengtian knew for the first time that the barren and poor wasteland in his eyes turned out to be so cruel.

And Fang Zhengping and the others looked at Zimo, and they only now knew that this young man was from the wasteland.

The wasteland and the pure land are always so incompatible, and there is maintained, at the beginning of the apocalypse, the naked ~ naked law of the jungle.

Fang Zhengping somewhat understood why Zimo always gave them an experience of being an old bird that was not inferior to his own, even the situation in front of him did not make the young man despair, because he had struggled in the wasteland, and the worst situation in Xingyao City in front of him was to become a wasteland.