Some people had insomnia that night, and some people slept until dawn. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Since the disaster, Xu Shenzhou has never slept well.

This time, after the suppressed negative emotions were released by a catharsis, Xu Shenzhou rarely slept a good sleep without nightmares.

When he got up near noon, he saw that the room was already empty, leaving only the traces of the madness of the previous night.

It seems that the feeling at that time was a state of chaos, after being provoked by Ling Susu's little young woman, the whole person's irritability had nowhere to vent, and the primitive instinct would quickly take over.

Even halfway through, Ling Susu really couldn't withstand the strong impact and fainted several times, woke up several times, and fell into a coma again, almost to the limit, unexpectedly Ji Pingyu broke in and took the initiative to throw himself into his arms.

At that time, he didn't get catharsis, and it was still the primitive instinct that dominated him, so Ji Pingyu became a new battlefield.

It's just that in Ji Pingyu's body, he experienced an unprecedented pleasure, that is, Ji Pingyu's former radio flower, which was peeped at by him and Zheng Xinwei together.

But Xu Shenzhou's previous personality was a bit homely, and he knew that he didn't have the slightest chance to kiss Fangze, and he would only treat her as the object of his fantasies.

However, with the trick of fate, who would have thought that after the disaster came, he and Ji Pingyu met.

At that time, both of them also underwent great reversals and changes.

Ji Pingyu is no longer as unattainable and unattainable as before, the moment the end came, she was completely knocked out of the world and became one of the weak.

She needs the protection of the strong, and she needs to find a support, Xu Shenzhou can completely decide her fate and life and death, and she can easily control it in the palm of her hand.

He didn't know how Ji Pingyu found this place and took the initiative to dedicate himself.

At that time, Ji Pingyu was pressed under him, and Ji Pingyu was tactfully happy, until the moment when he was brought back to life, that sense of conquest made him unprecedentedly satisfied, and finally vented the violence.

Now, after getting up, I feel extremely energetic, and my mental state is also very good, and my thinking is quick, strong and powerful.

Thinking of last night's crazy venting, it didn't cause much turmoil in my heart, I only felt that my soul seemed to have been sublimated, more calm and composed.

On the contrary, in a calm state, I will reflect on my previous experiences.

Even if he was afraid that his body would be imprinted into his body by Professor Deng using VR bioelectronics to impress the strange things into his body at the moment of disaster, he would evolve.

Even if he has evolved, the quality of all aspects of his body has been greatly improved, almost comparable to the existence of Captain America in the movie, which makes him energetic, physically strong, and willpower more and more powerful.

Yet even so, most nights after he fell asleep, he would continue to have those nightmares, nightmares of repeated battles of killing and death, which were almost inseparable from his growth, almost instinctive.

However, in such a situation, in the scenes that appear in those nightmares, there will always be the presence of his parents, which almost becomes his inner demon constantly tormenting him.

In the two months since the disaster, he has always regarded the search for clues from his parents as the motivation for his struggle, and has always insisted on the belief that family reunion is his persistence, forcing himself to become stronger and to think calmly.

The first time he was excited was to get the car abandoned by his parents in the Wanxian Industrial Zone, and he was very excited and full of hope to learn that his parents had not been killed.

Then, in the culvert of the highway in Lianhua Town, and through Ling Susu's impression of his parents, he once again discovered the clues of his parents' existence.

At that time, Xu Shenzhou felt that he could find his parents almost quickly, and he was full of infinite motivation, so he would find a temporary safe place after leaving Lotus Town, and then sneak into Wanxian County to venture out to find a military radio station to get clues about the military station.

That time was a bit difficult, and Xu Shenzhou spent the most time there, but there was no further clue from his parents, which made him very anxious, and even under the huge pressure of survival, violent emotions began to arise.

Fortunately, he used a few days to get clues that the military retreated to Sanshui to establish a garrison and set up a refuge camp in Sanshui, which gave him a glimmer of hope again.

According to Xu Shenzhou's imagination, his parents are experts in two different fields, and they are also talents who are urgently needed after the end of the disaster, since they were picked up by helicopters sent by the military, then they will definitely be protected by the military, and the chance of survival is still very high.

So after Xu Shenzhou learned the clues that the military had evacuated to Sanshui and set up a camp, he resolutely set off and came to Sanshui through many dangers.

But now that I came to Sanshui, the clues of my parents were broken again.

Even through Liang Kai, the leader of the sixth platoon, through contact with him, he improved the goodwill of both parties, built trust, and obtained a lot of information from him, but there was no clue from his mother.

And Lu Haibo, who was only here, was able to get in touch with some secrets of the military, even when the other party proposed that he intended to recruit him to join the reconnaissance third company, Xu Shenzhou deliberately asked his parents for clues in this way, but he still didn't get the answer he wanted.

In such a situation, when Xu Shenzhou's beliefs encountered many obstacles and blows, as well as his personality that was a bit of a homely before, not very good at communicating with people, and holding everything in his heart, this will inevitably make his negative emotions grow again, thus stimulating the violence suppressed in his heart.

That time in Wanxian, he could vent some of it by killing non-stop, so that he could always maintain a state of sanity.

And from Wanxian to Sanshui, the journey is full of difficulties and dangers, which will make his spirit highly concentrated, his vigilance will be raised to the maximum, and there will not be too many things.

But after coming to Xitan Town, because of the contact with the army, he will gradually get acquainted with the soldiers, and after he gradually gets acquainted with the soldiers, he will lower some of his guards, and in the case of a little relaxation, the anxiety about losing the clues of his parents will once again ignite those negative emotions in his heart.

Reflecting on all this, Xu Shenzhou now calmly and calmly recalled, the state at that time was indeed a bit dangerous.

If he couldn't control himself at that time, it was not difficult to guess what would happen, and the people around him would probably be very dangerous.

After getting dressed and going out in good spirits, I saw Zheng Xinwei sitting quietly on a stone grinding plate outside the courtyard and smoking.

Seeing Xu Shenzhou come out, Zheng Xinwei threw away the cigarette butt, got up and laughed: "Brother, was it cool last night?" ”

"It's cool!"

Xu Shenzhou angrily punched him in the shoulder and said, "Ji Pingyu was arranged by you?" ”

Zheng Xinwei just maintained a mysterious smile, but shook his head without explanation.

He found that Xu Shenzhou's spiritual qi had changed a lot, and after getting catharsis, it seemed to have returned to his previous state.

So, Zheng Xinwei punched him back and said, "Brother, welcome back!" ”