Chapter 12: Conflict

She brought out the idea that had germinated countless times but had never really thought about it, should she leave Qinglong? This shop was left to him by his family, and he should be able to get rid of him by taking legal channels, first he was not retaliated against, and then he was not pitied, for his mother Zhao Zi, she finally had the courage to face the world independently. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Of course, these Sanbao, who were lying on the hotel bench and listening to Li Fa's earth-shattering snoring, certainly did not imagine that whether she improved her life or continued to fall into the quagmire of pain, it was just fate, and she just paid the bill with a little force, not to save the people who had hurt her, but to further understand herself.

Sanbao looked for the switch of the corridor light for a while, but couldn't find it, this time the wine was on his head, dragging the tired figure back to the sofa to sleep, his ears were full of irregular snoring, thinking about whether to change rooms to sleep, because he didn't believe that people could fall asleep in a room with a bad symphony, but the alcohol almost pressed him on the bed and couldn't move, the central air conditioner was blowing the air conditioner, and the blanket covered was as comfortable as cotton in heaven, and it really should be the same as the sentence in the circle of friends "tortured by friends and liquor." He wanted to get rid of this state of mind, and he didn't believe that he couldn't go on smoothly if he didn't follow what you said, so stubbornly thinking, he crawled to the door of the room wrapped in the quilt, of course, this was just a drunken man's move in the eyes of others, slowly stood up, and wanted to open the door, but at this moment, from the trembling of the heart, a rapid and gentle voice echoed in his mind, at first glance it was just a bang, the sound seemed to have been heard from somewhere, but it couldn't overlap with any face, at the moment of real sleep or fainting, He felt as if he had been in a cold and humid environment, but this moment was too short to get more information, maybe because of the air conditioner blowing on the front, or maybe it was the fantasy brought by alcohol, all in all, the whimsical rebellion did not go smoothly, everything went according to the planned pace, if the circle of friends is a materialized character, he may be like a doll in "Chainsaw", fluently said with a mechanical face: "Iwanttoplayagame." At this time, it should be embodied in the ears of Sanbao with emotionless facial features, and indifferently say "Nosurprise".

In the dream: Sam Bao follows a woman through the hot sun, her hair is scattered, her skin is dry and flat, her body is hidden in a thick linen coat when she walks, her bare ankles are swollen and red, the sun is spicy and the sun is screwed overhead, the world is immersed in a blurry heat wave that affects his vision, he sees under the overpass where he often stays, but he does not stop in the shade, and under the guidance of the strange woman in front of him, he arrives at a place full of silver and bronze utensils, chandeliers and firewood, and withered vines growing on the high walls around him, A lonely fruit tree has no harvest on it, this is originally a dilapidated northwest farmhouse courtyard, the shrinking corn on the ground to prove its crumbling, there are several unpainted rough houses when I come over, there is basically no complete glass on the window, the woman in front of her has never turned her head, her back and pace are not similar to anyone else, she deliberately changed her voice, her voice is soft and weak, but it is beautiful, as if singing a frustrated love song, her thin body in the robe began to shake, and the unfamiliar language attracted incredible power, Let the three treasures surrounded by a wisp of green smoke, the dance steps that have never been heard of, without the slightest beauty but catering to the chanting in her mouth, the withered branches are windless and automatic, and the whole world suddenly falls into darkness, like a pair of huge hands teasing the moment of grasping, but also swallowing everything around by the way, leaving the three treasures alone to fear.

The funny thing is that Sanbao knows that he is dreaming, and the deepening fear in his heart makes him grateful that this lack of tranquility finally ended his strict and conservative life, and he woke up consciously, his brain was hollow, as if he had experienced another day in a dream, the window was gray, the drizzle smashed on the window, the sound of the rain was like an old lady's long cotton socks, sparse and sparse to wear for a long time, the morning was like twilight, he woke up in a more real dream but unexpectedly had the courage to live seriously, he woke up from the floor, I clearly remember how to sleep here, stand up and twist my waist and neck to accelerate the blood circulation, a tingle around my body, the friction of the bone frame proves the authenticity of this world, the time beats at a quarter past six, there are still three hours before the plane takes off, and now I get up just enough, and I woke up Li Fa only after washing, he was very loud when he walked around the room at first, and he couldn't wake him up, and he thought that the earthquake could only do it, as soon as Sanbao lifted the quilt, he stood up upright as if he was on a spring bed, It turned out that he was drunk in the middle of the night and took off his own essence before sleeping, and only a few people knew that he couldn't sleep naked during the school days, but in order not to cause the adverse effects of passion in the boys' dormitory, he deliberately went to bed a little later, got up early, for fear of being found out about putting on and taking off his clothes, which can only prove that he slept naked but was extremely afraid of being exposed.

When Li Fa muttered into the toilet to wash, Sanbao did not forget to say that he must live in a separate room in Sanya, and exaggerated that he didn't sleep well all night, maybe all the people who slept under the snoring sound would say this, and then he began to pack his luggage, sat on the bed and went through the things to be loaded in his mind first, in fact, there are only two sets of clothes, one is worn, and the other set is on the line, and the toiletries must be brought well, because I am not used to using the hotel things, and then there are some bits and pieces, when I start to load, Li Fa had already washed his face quickly, and as soon as he came out, he woke up from a big dream and blamed him, saying, How can you lift my quilt, this reflex arc can't function normally without touching the water?

"Okay, hurry up and clean up, that matter has long been turned over, but it's a hotel matter, how are you ding?" Sambo went into the toilet and took his towel out and said.

Li Fa returned to the room and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling, looking like a bullied little daughter-in-law and said to herself: "Lao Tzu's innocence, innocence." Then he remembered what seemed to be the bow bouncing up, how could this startled look like a fast year, "Do you remember, when we went to school, we made an appointment to take our wives and children to the beach together?" ”

Sanbao was looked at by his fiery gaze, why was he so enthusiastic in the morning, but what he said was true, but there was such a thing, but the concept of family happiness with a wife and children had gradually degraded over time, and the beautiful figure of Chunxia flashed in his brain, and he didn't know whether to smile or far-fetched and replied: "Remember, is it possible that you are married?" I didn't have it anyway. ”

Listening to the two words Li Fa stood up, he didn't have any luggage, took the accompanying utensils and walked out, and said excitedly: "I'm not married, this flower world hasn't stepped on half a foot into it, you can rest assured, the great dream of going to school will let us take a small step closer on this trip, and it will definitely not let you down." ”

"Disappointed? What hope is there to lose? "Sanbao actually doesn't care what he says, he cares lightly, he is not curious about the itinerary, but if he doesn't respond to his enthusiasm, it's too disrespectful, just like someone eagerly told a joke, and people didn't listen carefully, shaking the corners of his mouth and saying "Ha, it's not funny" This will hit the other party's self-confidence and produce a psychological shadow, Sanbao can be regarded as a proof of being single and mixed in society in his early years, and he is packing his luggage, which is in line with the memory of the circle of friends" What is the difference between me and when I packed my bags to work", although I have known it for a long time, but the memory seems to be a little clear, and there is no sense of abruptness, Sanbao still thinks that he has always known this memory, and has not considered the situation of the triggering event, this form of memory is difficult to distinguish between true and false, whether it is real or not, especially the attitude of both love and denial of reality, which makes Sanbao confused, the more it makes Sanbao feel that it is more and more terrifying, and this sense of growth and control will make people fall deeper and deeper, Imagine if he forgets the original bad world, he will naturally accept the strange and bright reality, the result is good, but the process is ** controlled, which makes Sanbao think how unwilling.