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Zhong Xian had taught himself a little psychology and had also learned about hypnotism out of curiosity.
For telepathy and the sixth sense, although he is not very superstitious about the existence of these. But he did have that experience himself.
When his mother left, he had seen the sun set at a rapid rate in the blue sky. He had seen himself dead in the ice cave.
For the first time, he saw death - he felt that life was just the last breath of the mouth, when you spread your hand, life melted into the heavens and the earth, without form or color, life is just an opportunity given by the world to leave a unique imprint.
So when the bell string wakes up from the first death.
He has already realized that when life exists, it is your greatest responsibility to life.
I used to think that the flame of life was just my own business.
Now, he understands that no matter how high a person's fire of life is, it is just a glimmer of fluorescence in the universe, and if he can throw his own flame into another person's world, like exploding after a collision, the small flame can have a chance to transform into a dazzling brilliance. Feel the magic of life.
Affection is the only way.
After the first day of the meeting, at the evening exchange reception, Zhong Xian was excited and wanted Deng Yi to see his radiant side. He showed the communication skills he learned from the rich woman and Mr. Li over the years, and became a small center at the cocktail party. But in fact, he has been tracking Deng Yi uninterruptedly, and that guy has always seemed too low-key and quiet, perhaps because there has always been a contrast with the eye-catching and flamboyant brother - Emperor Kai.
Zhong Xian could feel Deng Yi's gaze coming to him several times, and across the crowd, they had been watching for a long time, and everything outside of them gradually became unimportant.
The small flame in Zhong Xian's heart gradually rose, and for a time melted away the shadow that had been deposited in his heart for a long time. For a moment, he seemed to have regained his original pure feeling, and in a moment of excitement, he picked up the guitar for the first time after so many years.
There was a band at the reception, which was dedicated to playing soft background music, probably from his own experience as a teenager in a band, and Zhong Xian noticed them from the beginning. After three rounds of drinking, he finally couldn't help himself, walked to the performance area, communicated with the band for a while, he took the guitarist's guitar, and planned to sing a song.
At this moment, he just wants to start over for Deng Yi.
"Sing a song I once wrote, and I used it when I was a longing student...... Be grateful that you exist in this world...... It made me realize how exciting life is. I hope that all people can live in happiness. ”
He was so confident and so lovable that even he felt like he had returned to that narcissistic boyhood, and everyone would have paid attention to him.
He plucked his guitar, closed his eyes, and relived the past, trying to let his stiff fingers find the way they had been.
He began to sing:
[Wandering bones, King Kong is not bad......
Insensitive me, when will I learn to be obedient,
Infatuated with sound and sensuality, swaying arbitrarily
I've been suppressing myself and not minding,
There is no love in this world without money,
You heard it right, let me say it again, there is no love without money,
You won't be an exception!
The prodigal son, with his head high,
I gritted my teeth and persevered, I didn't want to lose to shame,
Unconscious, dry tears
I choose to do whatever it takes, and I pay all the tribute,
There is no love in this world without money,
You heard it right, my heartfelt advice, no money there is no love,
Only except you......
You shouldn't be an exception! ]
When Zhong Xian sang proudly, the eyes of the audience were attracted by him. But he only saw Deng Yi. They kept looking at each other, and Deng Yi's eyes were bright that could no longer be hidden.
After singing a song, many people took the initiative to get acquainted with Zhong Xian. Zhong Xian is secretly happy and takes the opportunity to gather contacts - his own charm is the best bargaining chip for making relationships.
However, Deng Yi disappeared in the blink of an eye.
Zhong Xian said goodbye to those who tried to talk to him again, and looked around.
called Deng Yi, it rang for a long time before Deng Yi picked it up, and there was a sound of traffic on the other side of the phone.
"Let's go for a walk." Deng Yi said.
Zhong Xian immediately left the party and ran out into the street. The nights in Hangzhou in winter are much colder than in SZ. Although Zhong Xian came out wearing an overcoat, he was still shivering with cold. Deng Yi was standing in a corner outside the synagogue, and when Zhong Xian approached him, he found that the latter was shaking a necklace in his hand.
Zhong Xian quietly stood behind him.
"Does it have to be in such a cold place? It's going hot inside. ”
Deng Yi turned his head and looked at him gently: "Why?"
"What, why? What's wrong with me again?"
"Why did it suddenly bounce again?"
"Uh......" Bell String thought to himself. I can't tell. Seeing you today, I know that you may have come for me. Suddenly, I felt that nothing mattered. I can make you a whole new person...... I was scared too. ”
"What's the name of this song?"
"I haven't named it yet. At the beginning, I only wrote half of it, but today I suddenly got interested, and I was immediately inspired, and I wrote all the music in my head. And sang it smoothly. "The bell strings also feel magical.
Deng Yi smiled: "Is it an impromptu performance?" It's a shame not to make music for a genius like you. ”
"That kind of thing just makes me sad." Zhong Xian laughed. "I can't do it anymore."
Deng Yi's eyes were fixed on the street: "Many years ago, half of the songs were written...... Lyrics you still remember, uh...... Did you write it?"
Zhong Xian was a little puzzled: "Of course it's me." ”
"It doesn't feel like you're the same style."
Zhong Xian was a little unsure: "You reminded me, it seems that I wrote it with a friend when I was a freshman." ”
Deng Yi looked at Zhong Xian deeply, he reached out and touched Zhong Xian's head.
Zhong Xian looked at Deng Yi in a daze, he reacted immediately, seizing this opportunity to try to throw himself into the arms of the other party.
"It's public." Deng Yi stopped him. Push him away with a smile.
"Hangzhou is so cold, cold to death." The bell strings continue to get closer.
Deng Yi turned around: "I'm going back to the hotel." Insomnia for too long, hoping to sleep well tonight. You can go ahead and make friends with the powerful. ”
"Sleep you paralyzed up! You're not there, it doesn't make sense to me there......" Zhong Xian followed, "Go to me, my room ......"
"Nope." Deng Yi directly refused.
"Then I'll go to you!" Zhong Xian grabbed Deng Yi's arm. The strange night of Hangzhou was full of mysterious anticipation, igniting the fire in his veins. "I will never let you go today, you can do it."
Deng Yi was noncommittal and raised his hand to call a taxi. Zhong Xian followed him into the car.
Deng Yi's hotel is very close to the venue, and although his luxurious business room is spacious, it is obviously only for him to live alone.
Zhong Xian followed Deng Yi into the room, the room was very warm, and the air conditioner was always on to keep the temperature within a comfortable and pleasant range. Zhong Xian took off his coat, stared at Deng Yi restlessly, and saw that the latter also took off his coat, so he stepped forward to help try to take off the other party's shirt.
Deng Yi took a step back, but his eyes were very gentle: "What are you doing?"
"What do you say? Don't pretend anymore. Zhong Xian pushed Deng Yi into the corner.
"Not all hotel rooms can make you reflexive. I thought that this is what I did when I opened a house. Deng Yi ridiculed him, still smiling lightly.
Zhong Xian didn't care, and was about to start making love, but Deng Yi pushed him away. Head deeper into the room.
"Isn't there something wrong with you?" Zhong Xian was furious. "I'm already the best ninja, you're ...... better than me You're not fully functional! ”
It is always a great shame to be questioned as a man, and Deng Yi is obviously no exception, when he turned his head, he was already a little annoyed. "I don't have any thoughts about you, okay."
Zhong Xian took a deep breath and suddenly began to take off his clothes without hesitation. Deng Yi looked at him in surprise.
Zhong Xian took off his clothes one by one, and finally stood in front of Deng Yi naked. Deng Yi was obviously panicked, his face was rarely swollen red, and for a while, like a headless fly, he ran into the bathroom and took out a bathrobe and draped it on Zhong Xian's body.
"Are you scared?" Zhong Xian looked at him seductively.
Deng Yi didn't look at Zhong Xian, wrapped Zhong Xian in a bathrobe, tied a belt, and tied a dead knot, and then he turned around and seemed to want to leave.
The bell string pounced on him like a cat, with great force, and the two of them rolled down on the carpet together.
Deng Yi's face flushed to his neck, "Give me some time...... I said it. ”
"I won't listen to you anymore. You made me wait endlessly. Zhong Xian said.
Deng Yi broke free from Zhong Xian, got up and retreated, Zhong Xian made up his mind to always be uncompromising, chasing him all over the room.
"Are you crazy?...... I have something to say to you. Deng Yi couldn't avoid Zhong Xian, ran through the suite to another room, and when he found out that this was a bedroom and wanted to quit, Zhong Xian had already pushed him to the bed and rode on top of him.
"Why are you blushing?" Zhong Xian looked into Deng Yi's eyes.
Deng Yi was a little incoherent: "Don't force me, you are in heat, you can go to someone else, you don't do this all the time!" ”
Zhong Xian looked at the embarrassed face of the person in front of him, and suddenly a thought jumped into his mind: "Are you ...... Virgin? Have you never slept with anyone?...... I've always admired your concentration and think your willpower is outstanding. But unless, there's another possibility, that is, you haven't tasted it at all, so you can say no. You're a monster, as rumored to be. ”
Deng Yi suddenly knocked down the bell string: "I'll throw you out like this, believe it or not!" ”
Zhong Xian was still thinking quickly: "Mixiu is dead, you don't have a dog anymore; Meatballs are dead, and you don't have cats anymore; Later, there is a man who is gone, and you no longer ......"
Deng Yi's resistance stopped, and he slowly looked up at Zhong Xian, the sadness in his eyes seemed to break his whole body. "People ......"
"You haven't even touched a woman." Zhong Xian also felt sad, and he stroked Deng Yi's face, "You are so beautiful...... I don't have any other words to describe it, you don't know how perfect you are, how can you ...... Treat yourself like this. ”