Chapter 274: You've Never Been Alone, You and Me (4)
"Actually, I don't want to do this, but Brother Yu Guang, do you know? From my first day on the set, I was hungry almost every day; I ate instant noodles until I wanted to vomit; I wanted to go to the bathroom, but the bathroom was standing, I didn't dare to delay the filming, I could only endure it, once I endured it to the end, my lower abdomen hurt; Then I didn't dare to drink water, so I could go to the toilet less and avoid problems, and then I started to get angry and started to have nosebleeds......"
Looking at such a long paragraph, He Jichen's mind flashed through the instant noodles and bloody tissues in the trash can when he first entered her room in the evening, and his heart seemed to be grabbed by something, pinched hard, and there were bursts of dull pain.
Ji Yi's words should not have finished yet, and the words "the other party is typing" have been displayed at the top of the screen.
He Jichen hadn't even recovered from such a huge pain, and a long text came into the dialog box: "I'm not a good man and a woman, and I can't be bullied and indifferent, I just want to make my life better, so when I grabbed the opportunity, I made such a decision decisively." ”
Brother Yu Guang, I never thought of unscrupulous means for the sake of the top, and I never thought about fighting with people and fighting with others, I just want to protect myself, because if I don't protect myself well, there will really be no one to protect me in this world. ”
He Jichen always thought that he knew Ji Yi well enough, and when he saw these words from her, he realized that the girl he liked actually had so much sadness and loneliness hidden in his heart.
The indescribable distress kept shouting and rushing in his body, making his fingertips tremble slightly.
Ji Yi on the other side of the phone, after typing these words, there was no movement.
Maybe I'm thinking about my own thoughts, or maybe I'm waiting for his reply.
I can't tell how long it has been, it's about a minute, it's about ten minutes, He Jichen hasn't even figured out how to reply to Ji Yi, the mobile phone screen suddenly lit up again, it was Ji Yi's message again, compared with the previous large paragraphs of text, this time the words were exceptionally simple: "If you can live simply, who is willing to go to great lengths?" ”
The blood on He Jichen's face quickly faded at a speed visible to the naked eye, and even his tight lips became a little pale.
He admits that after he knew that she had hurt herself, he was angry and irritable.
He couldn't understand what she was doing, was there anything more important than her own safety?
But now, what he has is full of distress.
As she said, if you can live simply, who wants to go to the extra mile?
How desperate and helpless is she to use herself as bait?
She is the girl he was when he was at the beginning, on the campus of Sioux City No. 1 Middle School, at a glance, just a figure, a girl in his heart, he was the girl he had secretly vowed to protect her for the rest of his life, but to protect her, why did his girl suffer so many grievances?
He Jichen's heart seemed to be torn apart by someone, bleeding and painful.
He once thought that on the night four years ago, when he was close to her, she shouted the words "Brother Yu Guang" in her mouth, which made him feel painful.
Only now did he know that the more painful pain was her pain.