Chapter 227: Rubber Band
At 0:25 a.m. on December 11, Leng Yue released an Internet dynamic: Some people are suitable for being opponents, some people are suitable for couples, some people are only suitable for being friends, and it feels like wearing shoes that don't fit well. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info apologize to you for your immaturity.
Hei Yuan saw it clearly, he saw it clearly, Xia Dongyang, the little prince in love, was dumped by Leng Yue! Hei Yuan actually sympathized with Xia Dongyang, and he surprisingly didn't show a gloating smile. The next morning, Leng Yue deleted this network dynamic, Hei Yuan didn't know if she regretted it or thought it would be good to let Xia Dongyang see it, Hei Yuan knew that he shouldn't appear at this time.
Kurobahara's evaluation of this matter is: The deepest loneliness is not a long-term person, but the absence of any expectations in my heart. How long does it take to fall in love with someone? How long does it take! Feelings are a moment, feelings are a lifetime.
I can't even say I still care about you.
I originally made this presentation to comfort you.
But I suddenly felt that there was no point in doing it here.
You don't know how much courage I mustered up to decide to never forget you.
You don't know how determined I am to give up that decision now.
You can also, before dependence emerges, to be stronger.
"Love Letter to My Sister" has come to an end here. After receiving this unique gift of straight male cancer, Leng Yue wrote a full-page letter in Juanxiu's font, which was full of polite words and thanks to Kurohara. She expressed her gratitude to Kurohara as a friend, she thanked Kurohara as a class leader, and she thanked Kurohara as an older brother.
And when she saw Kurohara as a suitor, as a man who loved her deeply, she wrote: Come if you want to come, go if you want to go. Don't force it when you're tired.
Kurohara said that there is a deep habitual rejection in Leng Yue's character. She is always accustomed to refusing in the face of others' kind help, even if she really needs or wants to accept it, but subconsciously chooses to refuse.
"For example, when it's time to eat, people ask me if I'm hungry, and I say, 'No!' Anyway, when others ask me what I need, I habitually say I don't need it. Sometimes they don't even hear it at all, so they say no. It was said casually, and there was no reaction in my head at all. Kuroba made an analogy and said, "This is habitual rejection." ”
Leng Yue said: "I don't like to trouble others very much......"
Kuroba said: "You are too tired to be alone, and it will make the rejected well-wishers become lost, and the good intentions are not understood, which is very unpleasant." ”
Leng Yue said: "If you want to come, you can come, and if you want to go, you can go." Don't force it when you're tired. ”
The last time Kurohara chatted with Leng Yue was still online. Their record of 87 days of hot conversation is over. Kurohara doesn't look for Leng Yue, and Leng Yue doesn't look for Kurohara. He watched Leng Yue's photos on the Internet, she went to the beautiful lakeside, she went to her father's friend's house to practice calligraphy, and she went to the cinema to cry with her sisters.
Kuroba: You said I was wrong, but what was wrong with me?
Leng Yue: Your attitude is wrong! You are wrong that you will not keep, you will not struggle. My sister-in-law said she was going to break up, why did you say yes lightly? The girl said that the breakup was just angry words, and you failed to give her the security she wanted!
"Hahaha!" Kuroba patted his head and patted his face. All of a sudden, the slap sounded very abruptly in the bubble tea shop. Gao Jun wanted to stop Kurohara's self-harm, but his hand was grabbed by Chen Rui, and Chen Rui said, "Don't stop him, let him reflect for a while." ”
"What am I thinking? I still don't want to face the past! Hei Yuan said to Chen Rui and Gao Jun, "Do you know? I was heartbroken, my heart was bleeding, and she only said one word to me, only one word. It just makes me fantasize about so many plots. She said, "Your attitude is wrong." She only said, your attitude is not right! ”
That sentence was the last feather that overwhelmed the elephant, and Kurobahara's fragile and lonely heart was shattered. Even if Momiji later came to Naihebashi School because of her excellent combat talent, met Kurohara again, and walked into Kurobahara's heart again, she would not be able to heal Kuroba's torn wounds.
Kuroba said: "Sometimes my heart hurts, and I can't help it if I want someone I like to hug and cry, because the only person who can cut a knife on my heart is the so-called like her." ”
Later, Kurohara deleted Leng Yue's online friends, lost their fragile online dating circle, and their lives no longer had continuity. Even if they are in the same class, even if they face each other many times. Kuroba said: "I left, and she didn't stay, and they would avoid each other when they met. I made an appointment to read a book with Momiji, who liked me, and met her while waiting for her in the library, Tsuki. She was wearing a white down jacket, and she felt cold. ”
Chen Rui said: "After so many years, I have forgiven you a long time ago." But when I heard the inside story of the matter today, I still couldn't believe it-squad leader, you actually destroyed the god-killing class for the sake of such a woman. He drank milk tea, trying to hide the anger in his tone with delicious food, Kurohara knew that he was not wrong to blame himself, and in the end, he gave up the god-killing class to Origami.
Gao Jun said: "Boss, say it all, it's not good to hold it in your heart, it's not good to hold it half and say half it." It's like when you love love, you can only shoot half of it when you use it, and you can't shoot it with all your strength. Everyone is uncomfortable. Gao Jun's words are vulgar, but they are not true.
The ulterior side of history is being told by historians who cannot write, and this is an undocumented, unformal conversation. Kuroba said: "I instigated Xia Dongyang and told him that the strong in this world are respected. Eternal life, power, invincibility in the world, there is always one thing that can tempt him. Obviously, he was moved by what I said. Xia Dongyang asked me how I could get all this, and I told him that it was okay to become an eight-deceitful god! ”
At that time, Kurohara found an excuse to transfer Xia Dongyang out of Naiheqiao School, he pretended to send Xia Dongyang to perform a special mission, but in fact asked Xia Dongyang to find someone - origami, Yudu Lihua.
Hei Yuan said to Xia Dongyang, you are not a thing in the pool, don't restrain yourself because of a woman. Xia Dongyang was originally an amorous person, after the novelty of the cold moon passed, after the love cooled down, Xia Dongyang could give up the cold moon at any time.
But Kurohara told Xia Dongyang that if he offered to break up, then Kurohara would kill him in the most cruel way. "Falling in love is like pulling a rubber band, and the person who lets go in the end will hurt the most. I ask you to still show that you love her deeply, but let her break up because you don't have the right personality. Leng Yue must be the one who proposes to break up! ”