Wu Nan grew up in rural Jiangsu Province at the junction of the north and south when he was a child, and he was born in a good time.

Wu Nan lost his mother since he was a child, and his father didn't live a very good life with a milk doll alone. But fortunately, Dad Wu has a flexible head and dexterous hands, and when he is not working, he will make some handicrafts or go out to do odd jobs to subsidize the family.

Later, after being introduced, Wu's father married a woman surnamed Zheng and entered the house. As soon as the woman entered the house, she regarded Wu Nan as her own son, and she used the best food and clothing. Usually, when Wu Nan is naughty and mischievous, women will always rush over and hug Wu Nan and cry, begging Wu's father not to beat the child.

After more than a year of marriage, the woman gave birth to a chubby son. The two brothers were three years apart, and when it was time to go to school, the woman said that she wanted two children to go to the same class.

At that time, the management was not strict, and there were many cases of two or three years of difference in a class. Rural people don't pay much attention to their children's schooling, so Wu's father doesn't care too much about it.

In this way, Wu Nan studied at night for two years, and played peeing and mud with his half-brother at home for two years.

Although Wu Nan studied at night for two years, he went to preschool for two more years. In school, Wu Nan had better academic performance than his younger brother. Because of her good grades, the woman treats Wu Nan better than her own son. New clothes are only bought for Wu Nan, not for the youngest son. Only Wu Nan has delicious food, and the youngest son only has a look.

Neighbors, who don't give a thumbs up and praise. Even Wu Nan himself felt that even his own mother was nothing more than that. At that time, Wu's father started a small business and often went out and was not at home. When I came back, I visited my neighbors and saw that everyone praised the woman to the sky, so I was naturally relieved.

Time flickered, and the two brothers went to junior high school. There is no junior high school in the local area, so I have to go to the junior high school in the town. There was only one bicycle in the house, and the woman bought a new bicycle and gave it to Wu Nan, and gave the dilapidated and old one to her own son. The reason, of course, is that my brother has good grades and is qualified to ride a bicycle.

At that time, Wu Nan didn't understand, and he also felt in his heart that only children who studied well were qualified to enjoy everything. But in the eyes of outsiders, there is only a little money in the family, and the woman as a stepmother has given all her efforts to her ex-wife's son, this is a good person.

Wu Nan's grades are getting better and better, and his younger brother's grades are getting worse and worse. The woman was anxious in her eyes, so she said to Wu Nan: "You have good grades, go home from school and make up for your younger brother's lessons." ”

Wu Nan happily accepted it, and helped his younger brother make up for his classes every day. But even so, his younger brother's grades still couldn't keep up with the progress. The woman made the decision to enroll her brother in a very expensive make-up class, and the family's expenses suddenly increased.

In the second year of junior high school, Wu Nan's school had a math competition. Wu Nan, as a seeded player, was naturally recommended to participate in the county seat. As soon as Wu Nan returned home and told her parents, the woman asked first: "If I win this competition, can I get the prize money?"

Where did Wu Nan know this, he only said: "Can't!"

The woman suddenly made a bitter face: "We have to pay for the travel expenses, accommodation expenses, and meal expenses to the county seat." Now your brother is making up the lessons, and the family has spent a lot of money. Since this competition is useless, we might as well not participate. ”

Father Wu nodded again and again when he heard this, he felt that a woman was a good mother, and what she said must be right. Wu Nan felt aggrieved and made a fuss. The woman cried, hugged the angry Father Wu and said, "Since the child has a chance, we can't help but confess." Since the youngest son's grades are not good, then don't let him study, drop out of school early to earn money for his brother to go to college. The money saved, we will provide for him alone. ”

The younger brother had already begun to understand things at this time, and heard that he was going to drop out of school and work for Wu Nan to study. also followed the example of his mother, knelt in front of Father Wu and cried. said that he didn't want to be a farmer, he wanted to study hard, and begged his father to give him a chance.

Father Wu's heart began to waver, and he felt that Wu Nan was really disobedient and unconscious, and he didn't know how to understand his parents. At this time, the woman suddenly ran out and ran to the neighbor's house to borrow money from door to door. She borrowed money while crying, and within twenty minutes, the neighbors knew about it.

The family had no money, so Wu Nan was clamoring to go to the county seat to participate in a useless competition. The younger brother who was forced almost dropped out of school. Fenfen became a messenger of justice, and ran to the Wu family to reprimand Wu Nan in a few words.

Father Wu learned from his neighbors that it was not easy for his wife for many years, and he knew better how much sacrifice the family had made for the boss. made the decision not to allow Wu Nan to participate in that useless competition!

Unexpectedly, after Wu Nan's classmates won the prize in the mathematics competition, they were dug up by the key middle schools in the county. A year later, he was exempted from the high school entrance examination and went directly to the high school headquarters.

And at that time, Father Wu and the woman could only use the word 'life' to explain everything. No one would think that this opportunity belonged to Wu Nan, and no one felt that there was anything wrong with all this.

"At that point, I was already starting to feel that something was wrong. Wu Nan said softly: "She always brings some delicious food to her younger brother, and spends a lot of money to make up lessons for him." On my side, in addition to buying shiny clothes, I polish my bicycle every day. Xiaojun also has to make up lessons for me every night. ”

Wu Nan felt that it was too much to delay his studies, so he simply lived in the school. Without the interruption of his younger brother Xiaojun, Wu Nan could review wholeheartedly.

It's a pity that everything is just a bubble, and on the morning of the high school entrance examination, the kitchen at home suddenly caught fire for some reason. Wu Nan was pulled by a woman and was not allowed to go out, so he had to fight the fire together.

By the time Wu Nan arrived at the examination room, the first subject exam had already begun for half an hour. Fortunately, the invigilator was a teacher from our school, and he let him into the classroom knowing that he had good grades.

In the case of unsatisfactory math scores, Wu Nan pressed the score line and entered the county high school.

When I arrived at the county high school, I was able to live on campus. Women often go to the county seat with a large bag, and they say that they see their eldest son. But eight out of ten times he didn't look at Wu Nan, but went to bring food to his youngest son.

At that time, Dad Wu's business was already doing very well. He was also very willing to pay for the two children's make-up lessons, but the money for Wu Nan's make-up lessons became women's private money.

In the first month of Wu Nan's college entrance examination, Wu's father died in an accident. After Wu Nan returned home to deal with the funeral, he was ordered to drop out of school by the woman.

"Your dad is dead, and the family has no money for you to go to school. The woman's indifferent face and thin appearance were forever engraved in Wu Nan's heart.

"My younger brother dropped out of school and took over my dad's factory, and she sold her old house and moved to the city with her son. "The woman left Wu Nan an 'inheritance' of 200 yuan and left her hometown with her own son.

Wu Nan finally relied on her aunt's help and gritted her teeth to take the college entrance examination. With the help of his high school teacher, he gritted his teeth and finished college part-time.

"The reason why I haven't been married all these years is that I have been paying off the debts I owed back then. Wu Nan told his tragic past as if telling someone else's story.

"It was a long time before I learned that there was a way to kill. Wu Nan looked at Jin Ling: "This is the past, the so-called injury." ”

Some hurts are engraved in the heart, and some people are more afraid of losing the more they cherish them.

"I just think you're too good, and I don't want you to get hurt. "So, I will choose to leave. Feeling that such a depressed person left her, Jin Ling would have a better life.

Jin Ling looked at Wu Nan, and her tears couldn't stop flowing: "You suffered, you suffered." ”

Kou Xi and Mu Zi finally understood why Wu Nan fell in love with a woman older than themselves. And Jin Ling is atmospheric, sassy, open-minded, and cheerful. It's like a beam of light shining into Wu Nan's life.

Everyone has a past, but no matter how dark the past is, the light will eventually come.

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I come from the shadows and walk towards the light, so the undertone of my life is called hope!