Chapter 132: I feel like my body is being hollowed out
This letter was sent to me by Grandpa Li nine months after it was written.
Moreover, the letter paper on which the letter was written looked crumpled, as if it had been soaked in water, but there were no water stains on Master's photo and two books.
When I first unfolded this letter, Liang Houzai stood beside me, and he also read the contents of the letter. However, Liang Houzai didn't shed tears as Grandpa Li said, after he read the letter, he picked up the two books and left, I called him in the back, and he didn't look back.
At that time, I thought that Liang Houzai was because his master wrote a letter to me behind his back, and I complained a little in my heart, but when I got out of school at noon that day, I rode a bicycle to take Liang Houzai home, but he changed to his usual appearance again, talking and laughing with me.
Liang Houzai is like that, most of the time, he is very honest with me, but occasionally, he will be as unpredictable as this one.
In fact, at that time, I had already figured out the law of Liang Houzai, and every time I encountered something related to Yelang ancient witchcraft, he was like this.
So much so that even today, I have only occasionally seen Liang Houzai perform a few ancient witchcrafts, and other than that, I have almost no understanding of those witchcrafts in the ancient kingdom of Yelang.
There is no way, Liang Houzai covers it too tightly.
At the end of June 2002, the high school entrance examination was finally over, and with my and Liang Houzai's results, as long as we played normally, there was no difficulty in getting into the key high schools in the city.
By the way, there is one more thing I forgot to say before, in fact, since 92, our place is not a county, but a county-level city, but the older generation is still used to calling it "county seat, county seat", and it is still like this until now.
I also forgot what month the results were that year, anyway, the results of Liang Houzai and I were expected, and they were not good or bad compared to normal times.
This junior high school experience, which was the most difficult to leave any impression on me in my life, also came to an end after the high school entrance examination.
Master often said that no matter what a person has experienced in this life, he will eventually end up in dullness.
But for me when I was young, such a blandness can almost be equated with boring.
At that time, I didn't know that for those of us in the industry, the kind of peaceful life that only needs to think about firewood, rice, oil, and salt is almost a luxury.
After many years, I also want to say to myself: "Life is firewood, rice, oil and salt, and my life is also firewood, rice, oil and salt." It's a pity that I can't say this, because this kind of life is too far away from me.
The summer vacation after the high school entrance examination should be regarded as one of the easiest long vacations in many people's lives, but for me and Liang Houzai, it was an extremely painful vacation.
As early as before the end of the high school entrance examination, Master had arranged our holiday to the fullest, and in the past two months, he began to teach like crazy with the help of seedlings.
However, Master was not too ruthless, and on the first day after the end of the high school entrance examination, Master mercifully gave me and Liang Houzai a day off, so that we could play as much as we wanted, and even the morning exercise that morning was waived.
But at that time, Liang Houzai and I didn't know what would happen the next day, and the two of us didn't cherish this invaluable day of vacation at all, and watched TV at home for a day.
The next morning, before dawn, I was dreaming when Master's roar rang in my ears: "Hurry up, what time is it to sleep, get up quickly!" ”
I opened my eyes in a daze and looked at the wall clock on my bedroom wall, it was half past four in the morning.
At this time, Liang Houzai also followed the master, and he also looked like he hadn't woken up, and he kept rubbing his eyes.
I asked my master, "What time is it, isn't it six o'clock morning exercise?" ”
My master didn't respond to me, and left a sentence: "Don't be verbose, get up quickly!" After saying that, he left my bedroom with Liang Houzai in a hurry.
I was reluctant to get up so early, but I didn't dare to go against my master, so I could only get up from the bed with a head full of sleepiness, put on my clothes, wash hastily, and come to the courtyard of my master's house.
As soon as Master saw me, he immediately said, "Go Gang." ”
At first, I suspected that I had heard it wrong, what kind of joke, I had just gotten up, and no one had come to my senses, so it made me go? My mind is still confused, whether I can enter the realm of Sicun is a question, how to go out?
But when the master saw that I didn't move, he said again: "Go Gang." ”
Only then did I realize that I had heard correctly, and as Master spoke, he untied the Fantian Seal from his waist and looked at me with a look of anticipation.
Master beckoned me over, then directly stuffed the Fantian seal into my arms, and said to me for the third time, "Go Gang." ”
As he spoke, he patted me on the back and pointed to the widest clearing in the courtyard.
I looked at the Fantian seal in my hand, then at the master, and asked with some concern, "Is it really okay to walk around in the family courtyard?" There are so many people living in the hospital. ”
The master smiled and said, "It's okay, it's okay, just your little way, you can't set off any wind and waves, so don't worry." ”
Hearing Master say this, I felt like the sore spot had been pierced at that time, I knew that I was shallow, but Master didn't need to say it so bluntly, and he said it with a smile, obviously laughing at me.
In fact, when my master talks to others on weekdays, he always knows how to take care of other people's feelings, and often has to repeat every word and every word. But every time I came here, Master never cared what I thought in my heart.
Then Master patted me again and pointed in the direction of the clearing.
He has already urged me several times in a row, and if I don't do it again, I will probably have to review the Tao Te Ching dozens of times.
I also had no choice but to come to the center of the clearing with the Fantian Seal, take a deep breath, condense my mind, and silently practice meditation, trying to reach the realm of contemplation.
But I had just gotten up at that time, and the person had not yet fully woken up, and before I could enter the meditation, sleepiness came up first, and I felt that my head was heavy with my eyes half-open and half-closed, and the whole person almost fell asleep.
But just as I wanted to close my eyes, a sudden chill poured down from the top of my head, instantly covering my whole body.
I suddenly had a cleverness, and when I looked over my body, I saw that my clothes were all covered with water, and Master was standing next to me with a basin in his hand.
Master shook the basin in his hand and said to me, "Are you awake?" ”
He didn't get angry when he spoke, and he was still happy when he listened to the tone.
I nodded at Master, who smiled at me and raised his hand at me for me to continue.
This time I woke up completely, fixed my mind, thought about it for nine days, extracted my mental power from it, and then exhaled a long breath of turbidity, spit out the old and the new, and took the first step of Gangbu.
It stands to reason that the moment before I take a step, I should be able to perceive the star power of Tiangang Beidou, and then every time I take a step, this star power will fall on me with great power.
This time, I also took the first step after perceiving the star power, but as soon as this foot was raised, the star power suddenly disappeared, and then I felt a strange aura erupt from the Fantian seal, it was like a sharp sword, as soon as it appeared, it pierced into my body, penetrating my chest and back.
At the same time, I felt as if a strange force was peeking into my heart, although there were almost no distracting thoughts in my mind at that time, and I had maintained a state similar to "no heart", but I still felt that something had been turned out in my heart, and I couldn't say what those things were turned out, it seemed to be a memory from a long time ago, and it seemed to be some kind of fantasy about the future.
It's hard to describe, it's like a strange will rushes into my mind, and it gives me a feeling that is very familiar, but incredibly strange. I can't even tell if it's a will, or if it's some strange force I've never seen before.
And when the soles of my feet fell to the ground, this will, or strength, suddenly disappeared, and I first felt as if my body and mind had reached some kind of resonance with Fantianyin in an instant, but after this moment, the strength in my body was like flowing water, and it was absorbed by Fantianyin at a very fast speed.
I could clearly feel the strength in my legs and body was rapidly decreasing, my knees were quickly becoming sore, and even the muscles in my back were starting to twitch and ache. While my legs and body were getting weaker and weaker, my arms seemed to be more powerful than before, and I felt that the weight of Fantianyin seemed to be much lighter.
But after a moment, the strength on the arms also began to be unloaded at a breakneck pace, first in the shoulders, then in the elbows, and finally in the palms.
When the strength in my hand was exhausted, the Fantian seal suddenly became extremely heavy, I couldn't bear its weight at that time, and as soon as my hands were released, the Fantian seal slipped out of my palm.
Fortunately, my master reacted quickly and hurriedly caught the Fantian seal before it landed.
And I was weak, and I collapsed directly on the ground, not only sucked my strength, but also broke the realm of contemplation that I had so hard to reach, I sat on the ground, panting constantly, my hands and feet were numb, and my body was full of sweat mixed with cold water.
Fortunately, after Sicun disappeared, even if I stopped walking halfway, I wouldn't suffer much backlash, just a little dizzy.
My master came to me very nervously, touched my forehead, and probably saw that my body temperature was not abnormal, so he breathed a sigh of relief and asked me, "What's the matter, why did you stop all of a sudden?" ”
What does it mean to be good? Look at the sweat on my body, it can't be good!
That day, Master always gave me a sense of urgency, but I couldn't understand what he was anxious about.
Master stretched out his hand and tried to pull me up, but I was so weak from my knees to my ankles that I couldn't stand up at all.