35. Spots of light in the dark
If life can be simply represented by color, then Ma Chau's previous life can be represented by the same simple black. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
It is said that it was a rainy night, and at the door of the orphanage, he was only wrapped in a few tattered sheets, and was placed in the middle of the gate, if it were not for the director who returned late, he might have ended his struggle long ago.
And the dean, who returned late, had a rare mercy to save a useless baby because of another account. also let kindly, the baby who had no name, follow the surname of the good man who donated money, surnamed Ma, and Mingzhou. The reason for calling Zhou is said to be that the dean saw the baby on the concrete steps, surrounded by rain, and the rare thought was like a spring, and he said the word Zhou.
But this name is really merciful, if it weren't for this weak and almost almost no relationship, so that the unknown good man has been donating money constantly, although it is only an occasional small amount of money, but it can already give this dean who has been plucked by geese a reason to raise Ma Chau.
So he had to continue to struggle in this bizarre world.
Struggling in a company called an orphanage, everyone is a prop, an actor, a slave, and those who want to donate come will be miserable, those who have donated money will come, you will be less miserable, and the people in the official face will come, if you are not miserable, you must smile brightly. It's like a playhouse, right? It's just that if you don't act like it, you can't eat, you have to sleep in a small dark room.
Also remember not to look at those who are older than you, don't meddle in things, don't resist when you are beaten, hold your body tight, protect your vital points, don't gossip, don't contradict adults. It's like playing with wooden people, right? It's just that if you accidentally cross the line, you will be beaten and excluded.
So at a young age, Ma Chau learned to lie, because this is a survival skill; learned to fight, because after one fight, you can fight a lot less; Learn to rob, because if you want to live well, you have to have someone to live poorly.
These Ma Chau are very good learners and are smart and good students. It's just that when I open my eyes every day, I always think that I will never open my eyes again, and I feel tired when I look at the world again.
Therefore, if life can be represented by color, then Ma Chau's life must only be black, as black as the darkness in front of him.
Ma Zhou stiffened his posture, not daring to move, not even daring to swallow hard. Like playing with a wooden man, like before, this is playing with a wooden man. Ma Chau told himself.
A faint voice came from outside the cabinet: "I said, this is a bit stupid and forceful, why are you still carrying this group of oil bottles when you are running for your life!" ”
"You know what!" The other person outside seemed to be a little impatient, and said in a hurried tone: "When moving things, a few more people come here, it's not cleaner than the three of us!" ”
"Gollum~" seemed to drink something, and continued: "And as long as you give some food, and be obedient, hey, if you don't obey, you can't rob us, what's wrong!" ”
"Hey, you're still so ruthless, you're not afraid of losing your life! However, with them, we'll be a lot slower! The man who had spoken before said again.
"Cut, people are not ruthless, and they can't stand steadily! Folding life? I'm afraid of fart, I won't live long if I don't lose my life, and I'm still afraid of this? The man seemed to be eating something, and said vaguely, "Hmph, how about running fast?" Can you outrun those monsters? Have you heard a story, the bear is coming, I don't have to run fast, just faster than you. Why are we running so fast, just running faster than these little kids! ”
"Ruthless! Brother took it, I'm dry with this cup! The person who spoke before continued, "Anyway, sooner or later, you will die, so it's better to open the meat, and see that those little girls are quite smart, Lao Tzu has never tasted such a small one when he is so big!" ”
"You old pervert, sooner or later you will die on a woman's belly! You can go down to Diao with that bunch of little boys. Another said.
"Hehe, I'm not as good as you, just this one, can't make me feel refreshed!"
"Okay, but you can only pick one!" The voice outside lowered, "It is said that there is a place with a lot of people, a place with a lot of people, and we bring things that can be sold for money, understand?" I'm almost done eating, and if I don't have these two-legged sheep by then, I'll eat you! You know! ”
"Alas, yes, yes, I look like the kind of person who doesn't know what to do? Got it! ”
"I know that I should go out to check things quickly, can the third child take care of it alone? If you let those little things take anything, see if I don't peel your skin! The other person seemed to be taken lightly by this indifferent tone, and shouted angrily.
"Okay, don't be angry, I'll check it out." Then there was the sound of a chair dragging and a door opening and closing, and then there was silence except for the sound of chewing.
Half-ringing, and then suddenly sounded: "T, M, D waste!" ”
Then there were a few "bangs", the sound of bottles hitting the tabletop, the sound of chairs dragging and some stumbling footsteps, and the sound of the door opening and closing again.
Ma Zhou trembled and gently pushed the cabinet door open a small crack, and the mess of a table outside turned left and right, carefully observing, there was no one left.
Grabbing the soft and warm clothes he had picked, Ma Zhou pushed open the cabinet door, walked to the door cautiously without leaving a trace, stuck to the door and listened carefully for a while, and then gently opened the door little by little, poked his head out, looked left and right, and then quickly opened the door, and left here in three steps and two steps.
It is estimated that everyone has already gathered to count the number of people, and it should not be long before you find that you are not there, and you have to go faster. While thinking, Ma Zhou trotted to the edge of the power distribution room next to the stairs, gently opened the door, looked at the grinning inside, and said, "Shh~ Lao Huang, it's me." ”
Then gently closed the door, spread the soft clothes in his arms to the ground, hugged the puppies curled up on the ground to the clothes, and greeted Lao Huang: "Lao Huang, you also lie down, you have just finished giving birth, and your body is weak." ”
Lao Huang is Ma Zhou's old comrade-in-arms, to be honest, as a bear child, if you don't have some love and hate with a dog, you will be ashamed of the title of bear child. Lao Huang and Ma Zhou are such enemies.
At the age when Ma Chau was still disgusted by dogs, he did a legendary thing in the orphanage, which was completely free-range, and pulled Lao Huang's tail for the first time. This incident was a legend in the orphanage that followed.
Lao Lao Huang didn't bite Ma Zhou to death, probably because it was also confused and forced at that time. Then Ma Zhou, the bear child, hugged this fluffy guy and held on, and children who lacked love were interested in furry things. However, when Lao Huang was born, he still bullied Lao Huang, which made Lao Huang, who was still a puppy cub at the time, only whining around Lao Huang, which directly led to Lao Huang and Ma Zhou not dealing with each other.
Ma Zhou watched Lao Huang lick her cub and smiled softly. I remembered that I didn't know where I saw it, but the more people who saw it, the more I liked dogs. At least compared to those high-level people just now, this kind of scene makes Ma Chau like it even more.
Ma Zhou licked his lips. I hadn't eaten enough for days, and I could only take a sip of water by occasionally watching the handouts of those villains. In addition, when I was helping Lao Huang find warm clothes today, if I overheard it, if I wanted to live, I had to leave.
And Lao Huang is also finished, so he doesn't have to worry about it, he is suddenly going to give birth when he is running for his life. I just don't know why, Lao Huang feels a lot more empty when he gives birth to this child. Don't worry about it for now, Ma Zhou took a deep breath, he should have left with Lao Huang now.
Yes, it should be like this.
Don't meddle in things.
Ma Zhou looked at the darkness in front of him, but what he remembered was the person who always liked to pull his sleeves and follow him timidly. I can't help but think of the "open meat" and "little girl" I heard today.
Shaking his head, Ma Zhou hugged his knees and reminded himself, don't be nosy, you can't save yourself. Don't be nosy.
It was dark and twilight, but Ma Chau saw strange colors in it.
I don't want to do that anymore. To live is to wait for death.
Just this once, just this once.