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He didn't seem to recall his family for too long, so when he talked about it, he remembered that there were warm pictures in his circle of friends about getting along in harmony when he occasionally went home to visit his mother, even though in fact her mother was no longer alive, and when he left, he heard that he didn't mention the two husbands and sons who left for other women, insisting on his dignity as independent and proud Shanghai women, and being stubborn and stubborn, without making a phone call.

I have the impression that I received a text message from the nurse lady blaming Sanbao for not being present when her mother died, and she didn't shed a single tear of guilt, and she didn't even feel tightness in her chest, probably because the upper limit of the threshold for the organ responsible for grief "heart" was tortured in a helpless life became high, and the old trees were sad because of the fallen leaves, but he was indifferent for 30 years until his mother died.

And when he thought of his mother at this time, he felt that the world was really kind to him, and gave him the opportunity to go back to visit.

With 100,000 inexplicable bonuses and a vacation without a clear time, Sanbao walked out, thinking about his mother, and not forgetting his obsession with Julie, I don't know whether it was affectionate or affectionate, he saw that he just changed the position of his legs in just ten minutes, and the movements of his hands still did not stop, but if he paid attention to his surroundings and progressed according to the setting of the circle of friends, it should not be this attitude, and he would definitely pay attention to his own movements all the time.

He wanted to come forward and talk to Julie, but he didn't want to break the mood of expectation, maybe everything should follow the conventional "process" to go smoothly, if he forcibly broke it, maybe even all the happiness after that would be shattered, he forcibly suppressed his impulses, put everything down to order, he came out of the company, and received the next trigger event with his mind, to visit his mother.

Sanbao is brought up by her mother, this sentence does not have the slightest warm and legendary meaning of dependence, as a Shanghai woman she is busy with the clothing business, Sanbao grew up in the cumbersome business when she was a child, she needs to show the philistine and enthusiasm in front of customers, and no matter how cold the Shanghai woman will be willing to bend her waist for rice.

One of the most memorable memories is when the cute little Sambo looks at the customers with the big eyes of the water spirit, and they will stop in the store, so as to increase the purchase rate? I don't know if I can say that, but all in all, I heard that there is a big difference between Sanbao's business in the store and whether he is in the store, so when he was a child, he would be brought over to relieve his mother's pressure during winter and summer vacations and weekends.

He played with backgammon's stupid cute appearance at the door, which was much more than her nodding and waist, and Sanbao gradually knew his role, and when other children made up lessons or went to play wantonly, he would perform an eye-catching existence.

It's not that I haven't envied other classmates, it's just that the childlike heart is too short, and the early effort and hard work make people grow, so I didn't blame the poor thin mother, and willingly took on the role of "nodding and waist" to attract customers when she was a little older and no longer cute.

Therefore, at a young age, learning to use one's own advantages to seek benefits and make the mother smile when tired is the spiritual food of Sanbao for a long time, and the incomplete family retains the relationship between the two mothers and children in a rapid growth mode, but this distorted relationship is also extremely unstable.

When Sanbao grew up a little bit and experienced dropping out of school and working part-time, etc., the essence of the two of them was undoubtedly exposed, and the use here is not money, but a "sense of need", a lonely and uneducated snobbish widow and a half-grown child who wants to get attention from being sensible too early, is unable to communicate and needs each other, snuggling up across the distance.

When I got home, the TV was still there, there was no sense of abruptness in the expanded space, everything was safe there, Sambo put the cat in his arms, it was lying obediently in the owner's inner pocket, and its little head looked out curiously from the collar of the clothes.

Xu was too hot for too long, and the time and space were tired of the high heat for a long time, the sky was covered with a thick layer of clouds, and the sunlight penetrated the few rays of light from behind it, and he only tried to tan the clouds red, and put the cat in the pet store, he ordered the nearest plane ticket, and saw that the time was approaching, and it was nearly five o'clock in the afternoon when he caught the plane.

Two hours later, the plane landed at Wenzhou Longwan Airport, the viscous humidity in the air caught people off guard, out of the airport hall full of cold air, the back overflowed with a thin layer of sweat, in addition to the door is a row of black cars and taxis, farther away is the sun setting in the sky, through the metal fuselage refracted dazzling multi-colored light.

In this blazing southern night, people's nerves began to get wet, and they couldn't help but avoid the light to find a cool place, so that Sanbao's thoughts drifted to the lazy comfort under the Lanzhou overpass for a moment, and the conceptual realm of "nothing" is not something that anyone can easily do.

There is no clear memory of this airport, but it seems to be a sense of familiarity imposed on it, it seems that the circle of friends in order to seek and my own explanation of "go back to my hometown to visit my mother", so there is a sense of belonging at this moment, so when he recalls the decline of the past, it is only an instant to disappear, the airport bus took an hour and a half to arrive in Yueqing City, and then get into a taxi, and the driver has a wordless chat, only to arrive at the place where the father who has never seen the unknown father was born.

The rooster's crowing from the center of the village, which did not match the inappropriate crow of the aqua blue sky, above which there were many faint stars, waiting for the night to fall completely, the last bus at the entrance of the village came to a stop, and the villagers carrying bamboo baskets came down from above, who had been selling their produce for a day in the town, their faces were expressionless, and their mouths were talking idly.

Sambo felt an unprecedentedly thick knot in his throat, an insoluble knot that could not be comforted, Sambo had gone through a long journey, trying to suppress his inner feelings along the way, and since the beginning of the morning, he had spent it in a constant stream of strange and familiar events, and there were many things that he had vaguely doubted, including how the dead would visit, and whether the thin woman would be safe and sound.

Therefore, the emotions in the hearts of all the children who return home are the same, when they are far away, they only have shallow thoughts in their hearts, to the extent that the three treasures may only be mentioned occasionally, and when they really arrive at the door, they will be thin-skinned for fear of being warmly loved, and they will be nervous and excited to take a compact step.

Sam Bao walked along the familiar village road, the dim light of the dilapidated shop was the last light of the street, the roofs of a few houses were still smoky, and a white building halfway up the mountain was the nursing home where his mother lived.

Along the way, there are no humans and flowers and plants to be curious about the three treasures, even the big yellow dog passing by will not look at him, the three treasures that are closely watched in Lanzhou, but they took a breath when they arrived here, the sky was completely dark, but they did not go in, and waited until the old people in the village came out for a walk after eating, and chatted in the old people's pavilion not far away, and there was a trace of warmth in the space.

Under the shade of the willow tree, Sambo wandered at the door of the brothel like a chick, but in fact his steps were steady, and his facial features were not nervous, Sambo's actions still did not attract anyone's attention, he looked at his face on the glass at the door of the sanatorium, he felt good about himself, younger than he looked, well-dressed, with a wheat complexion, and there was smoke.

"I couldn't see my mother in the square dance aunt, and after looking for a long time, I really laughed, because I remembered Wang Yuan in EXO, and he really worked hard to 233333" 8/10/15.

My humorous words are the comments that everyone said laughed, they said that they really envy the relationship between you and your mother, it was the nurse of this family who called me to tell me the news of her death not long ago, so she just lingered at the door, and she was mentally calculating whatever could happen.

"We don't have the person you're looking for here." An obese female nurse said so, he was sitting at the front desk, watching a Korean variety show, infinite challenge, it was a program in August 15, probably looking back on the past classics, Sanbao himself was also surprised how he knew the broadcast information of this show, but he didn't think much about it.

The lady's bloated body lay down on the pitiful crumbling chair, the silence and slow time of the village did not smooth out her edges, making him look like a girl without age, it is not too much to say how old she is, she was still reluctant to stand up and speak under the questioning of Sambo, she strictly guarded her post, bullied the chair, the eyes under the thick flesh were still quite clear, and the eyes reflected the funny pictures of the show.

While dealing with Sambo's inquiry, he made sure that the fat nurse was not the female nurse who texted and scolded her mother after her death.

"Why don't you go to the square when you're looking for your mother? All the 50-year-old aunts are basically there, how can they find the place where they are going to die. ”

The fat nurse saw that Sanbao stopped talking, but he stood at the door and didn't plan to leave, so he couldn't help but say so.

In fact, Sanbao himself knows that he may not be here, according to the worldview structure, it is likely to go to a square casually, dance in the song of "Phoenix Legend", and try to find his mother, but he still does not admit defeat in the world of "cognition", looking for the place where she died.

It may be that Sambo still has doubts about this world and does not intend to go at his pace, but at the age of thirty, he should follow the will of God, according to his childhood memories, he told a motorcycle driver the location, and found a park in the lowland of the mountain, where there is a large open space, surrounded by green trees and low mountains, even so, let him be a square dance, because no aunt has invented the park dance.

It's after dinner.

In the center of the square, most of the ladies and a few uncles lined up in a horizontal column, writhing with the women dressed in red and green with heavy makeup on their faces, their faces full of happy smiles, and dancing according to simple signs in the shoddy but joyful melody of dance music.

This is a dancing "gang" of at least 100 people, which forms a large-scale appearance so that people who pass by will stop and look at each other, it may be that most of the looks of the ladies are similar, and the dancing movements are unbeatable in neat and meticulous, so Sanbao knows that her mother must be here, and she can find it at a glance by herself, even if she has not seen her for a long time in her memory, but the sense of familiarity will not deceive, and she doesn't believe that everything develops according to the circle of friends.

However, he really couldn't find it for a while, and after a few big circles around the square team, he had a deep empty stomach, and only then did he remember that he had not eaten a bite of food since he had been patronizing the development from early to now.

The white light reflected the expression of the aunt and uncle vividly, and at the end of the song, everyone took a break for a while, and chatted about the parents in twos and threes.

The air was still damp and viscous but brought a hint of coolness out of thin air, the sudden hunger made Sanbao's limbs sore, and he wanted to sit down for a small sacrifice, so he found an empty seat on the park bench, adjusted his breathing, and his brain was temporarily empty, sitting in the upper corner of the chair and looking up at the starry sky, a huge silver-white moon hung on it, and the paleness and dizziness made him feel fearful about the future, and the atrophy and negative emotions quickly passed.

Looking straight ahead, people's facial features are distinct, I don't know if I just discovered the baptism of moonlight, and finally found a mother who worked hard.

Even when everyone was relaxing and chatting, she had to stand still and clap her hands back and forth.

It is said that this action has the effect of preventing dementia, she is different from before, once upon a time she was the most exquisite Shanghai woman, collecting the precious cheongsam left by her mother, who is Sanbao's grandmother who had never heard of it, and never forgot the experience of being coaxed by Sanbao's father.

In the past, although she was thin but three-dimensional and spiritual, and the years seemed to make her bend her waist muscles but born a little rounded, from her spine can be seen that time has given her a weight of loneliness, from every angle it looks ugly, but there is a human touch, makeup and hair are no longer domineering, Xu is no longer the object of protection, the simple face instead gives her the most moving folds, and her nearby ladies are different, dim and handsome brilliance, but may only be from her proud dark pupils, can you find that she has not changed in the slightest, Just changed the enemy from the taunt of the neighbors to the pursuit of time.

It takes a lifetime of imagining the enemy to maintain the image of a female leopard who is ready to attack from beginning to end.

The song rang out again, probably a certain song of the Phoenix Legend, San Bao got up and walked past the dancing crowd, standing beside his mother and could still hear her shallow breathing, fine sweat running down her cheeks.

She watched the movements of other people very reluctantly to keep up, so she didn't find the son standing next to her for the first time, San Bao stood there and didn't know where to start, her stomach grunted, her mother turned her head in surprise for a short time Why the strange figure covered her shadow in the white light, but after a little attention, she found that this was her son who she hadn't seen for a long time, but her expression did not change in the slightest, and even the movements at hand were still slow and good-looking, just repeating one repeatedly to let people know that she was flustered, and Sanbao saw that she recognized herself, Adhering to the consistent way of communication between mother and son, his eyes are interspersed, not to mention that the sound of his stomach reveals his embarrassment, and he quickly returns to the bench, and his mother has completed this vast world with others in order not to fall behind.