Chapter 176: Self-abandonment
All the way, I didn't speak, I didn't want to speak, and I didn't know what to say. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
In this way, I silently followed Nanshan Muyu back to her home, and Muyu's brother Nanshan Cheng saw us and said, "Come back, take a break and get ready for dinner!" ”
Nanshan Muyu didn't even pay attention, and walked in with a "hum".
I looked at Brother Nanshan, bowed respectfully, and said: "I have been bothering here for one night, and I would like to thank Brother Nanshan for taking me in, I have a relative, I heard that I went back to Harbin, and wanted me to go to his house for a few days, so I will go back first after a while." ”
Brother Nanshan looked at me and said, "That's it! After dinner for a while, I asked Uncle Wang to send you back, this place is relatively remote, and the road is not easy to walk. ”
I shook my head and said, "Don't bother, I'll just take a taxi back by myself." ”
I turned around and walked to my room, just turned the corridor, I saw Nanshan Muyu standing at the door of my room, I walked forward, she looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "Let's go, let's go!" I don't want to be friends with cowards......"
She's right, I'm a coward indeed.
I didn't answer, I went into the house, and came out with my suitcase.
But as soon as I took two steps, I heard Nanshan Muyu crying behind me, I put my suitcase on the ground, walked to her side, and said, "Why are you crying?" ”
She crouched on the ground, buried her head in the crook of her arm, and said, "I know your trouble, why don't I want to help him?" But ......"
Seeing Nanshan Muyu's performance, my heart was very uncomfortable, I was worried about Liu Yu, but I was afraid of hurting him......
I took a deep breath and tried to control my emotions, and I said, "Don't cry yet, I want to go, but I don't want to affect him because of me......"
Nanshan Muyu cried even more sadly, and kept muttering, "I'm worried about him...... I'm worried about him ......."
I nodded and said, "I know ......"
Nanshan Muyu suddenly stood up from the ground, wiped the tears on his face, and said, "Aren't you leaving?" Let's go? ”
I was silent, picked up my suitcase on the ground, and walked out the door......
I heard Nanshan Muyu shouting behind me, "Let's go!" You'd better avoid him for the rest of your life! ”
I felt my heart pounding violently a few times, if I avoided Liu Yu for the rest of my life, would he really be fine?
I took my suitcase and walked out of the gate of Nanshan's house, I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid that if I looked at it, I would be cheeky and stay......
In that case, I would have hurt my brother......
I walked to the road, it was deserted, and it was getting darker, and I kept walking on the road, walking......
There is no place for me to stay in the big city......
I had no idea where my path would be......
I don't know how far I went, I saw the faint headlights in front of me, and I walked towards the bright light in front of me.
When a road with a taxi finally appeared in front of me, I felt physically and mentally exhausted.
I sat on the side of the road and watched the private cars drive by.
I think it's probably time for me to leave, as if none of this happened......
Suddenly, a taxi drove up to me, and he honked his horn twice, "Tick-tick-"
I stood up and prepared to meet the taxi.
The car stopped, the driver opened the trunk and helped me put my luggage in, and I felt the driver looking at me with strange eyes.
I turned my head to look at him, and I felt that the face in front of me was a little familiar, but I just couldn't remember where I had seen it.
The driver looked at me again and said, "Huh? Is it really you? Are you here to do something? ”
I still didn't remember who he was, so I just nodded and said, "Well, yes." ”
I sat in the co-pilot's seat, and the driver happily said to me, "Why are you alone today?" What about that handsome guy you're with? ”
I know that he is asking Liu Yu. I could, "He's gone somewhere else." ”
The driver said, "Hey, I really want to thank you, this thing, it's really spiritual?" He pointed to a small pendant hanging from the rearview mirror.
I finally remembered that when he first came to the store to buy this "evil spirit" pendant, he didn't have any money, and he bargained with Liu Yu vigorously.
I looked at him, smiled and said, "Master, your business is good now?" ”
The driver smiled happily and said, "Isn't that right?" Ever since I brought this stuff, the business has been getting better and better day by day, so I said, I really want to thank you! ”
I saw him smiling so happily, and my heart was a little happier.
The driver asked me, "Are you going back to the store?" ”
His words immediately made me, who was just a little happy, feel worse, where do I have a place to go now?
I thought for a moment and said, "No, go to the train station!" ”
The driver smiled heartily again and said, "Yo, it's not, you are holding the luggage, so you naturally want to go out, okay!" ”
Along the way, the driver was telling me all kinds of interesting things he encountered when he was driving a taxi, and I didn't know it, but I didn't want to spoil his interest too much, so I had to respond with "uh-huh, ahhhh
On the way, I thought, I'd better go home first, anyway, there is my closest family.
When I arrived at the train station, I bought a ticket for the nearest train, and I sat quietly in the waiting hall by myself.
The moment I got off the train, I changed my mind, I'm in a terrible mood right now, I can't go home in this state.
I went to the town and stayed at a modest but cheap inn......
I lived here for three days in a row, and every day I lay in bed like a dead man, eating instant noodles when I was hungry and drinking mineral water when I was thirsty......
Liu Yu hasn't sent me a reply, I don't know what happened to him, maybe he would be safe without me......
On the third day, I suddenly wanted to go out for a walk......
I walked out of the small inn, and I couldn't open my eyes due to the dazzling sunlight, and suddenly I felt such sunlight, which made me very uncomfortable, dizzy......
Although there is sunshine, the northeast in the first month is still cold......
I walked around the door, not knowing where I was going, and was about to return to the inn to continue my days of "lying on my stomach" when I heard a voice behind me, calling my name......
"Okawa? Why are you here? ”