Chapter 536: The Strong and the Weak

The tremendous destructive power of the nuclear explosion in an instant, accompanied by the rising mushroom smoke cloud and the shock wave quickly spreading in all directions, only took a few microseconds, and the bones of these soldiers behind me would be wiped out in an instant. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

I raised my hand to the expanding shockwave, not even knowing why, as if the completion was instinctive, and as the moment the bright light engulfed us, a shield of light spread out from my palm, like a barrier enveloping me and everyone behind me.

I only felt that some kind of powerful power in my body was released, and the power was so great that it could easily resist the attack of a nuclear explosion, but behind them, Gu Yuanshan and Gong Yu still couldn't withstand this unprecedented huge energy, even if they would not be killed by a nuclear explosion in the light mask, they were still stunned to the ground.

I looked back at the people lying on the ground, and I was even more surprised that I, who was also flesh and blood, had such a powerful power, and the yellow sand set off by the shock wave was accompanied by smoke clouds covering the sky and the sun, and the endless sea of sand seemed to be swallowed up by darkness in an instant.

Only the light shield emitted from the palm of my hand became brighter and brighter, and a gap was torn in the shock wave of the nuclear explosion, and my blank eyes stared at the outstretched hand, and I suddenly remembered that I had asked Xie Tianhui if I was the person.

Xie Tianhui's answer was no.

Because Xie Tianhui never lied, for a long time I thought that I had nothing to do with that person.

Now I finally understand why Xie Tianhui answered no, because I am the real me now, and even if I haven't regained my memory, the former lord, the man in the golden silk mask, and the number one leader all have extraordinary and unattainable power.

This is also the reason why, twenty years ago, the No. 1 leader arrived at the core of the resonance first, and also gave the order for an early nuclear explosion, because the No. 1 leader was not afraid of the power of the nuclear explosion at all.

Now I'm standing in the same place again, everything hasn't changed, but I've changed, and even though I have the ability to destroy the world, I've never been able to kill decisively and ruthlessly.

It was I who changed the past, and at the same time changed the future, if I hadn't saved Gu Yuanshan and Gong Yu, there would have been no follow-ups, and I now understand that this is actually the reincarnation set by myself, and everything in the dark is because of me.

This is not the most critical issue, I lost my memory here, in the East China Sea base of the 117th Bureau, when Deng Qing told me about my appearance in Lop Nur, my first reaction was that I lost my memory because of a nuclear explosion, but now it seems that this is not the case, there must have been other things in the Lop Nur resonance area twenty years ago.

I slowly lowered my hand, the light mask was indestructible, and there was no reaction when the shock wave hit it, and when I turned my head, I saw Gu Yuanshan's half-squinted eyes in a daze, he hadn't fainted yet, he was lying on the ground and looking at me hard, his eyes were full of shock and doubt.

I walked up to him and looked at him with contradictory eyes, in fact, I could have ended all this twenty years ago, it was actually very simple to do it well, and the real me did exactly that, I only needed to kill Gu Yuanshan, and there would be no more everything that happened later.

What's more, he is as small as an ant in my eyes, and now any small decision I make can change everything in the future, which means that I will not know Ye Jiuqing, nor will I grow up in a pawnshop in the four directions, nor will I know generals, feudal lords and others.

I won't meet Gong Jue unexpectedly, and the field chicken that I got acquainted with by mistake later, oh, and Ye Zhiqiu, who grew up with me since I was a child.

These memories are far more real than the past that I have forgotten, and I can now easily get rid of the dying person on the ground in front of me, and the result is that I am still the omnipotent eye into the earth, but at a ...... price

Those friends and relatives who are heart-to-heart in my memory will be completely erased, but they will come into contact with the Moon Palace Nine Dragons Boat for various reasons, so sooner or later one day they will stand in front of me, but by that time, there will be no more solidarity and no life and death.

I believe that when that day comes, I will choose to kill them without hesitation!

I don't even have to doubt this result, just as I can give the order to eradicate Ye Jiuqing and Gong Yu, I can not hesitate to use a nuclear explosion to destroy Gu Yuanshan in order to cover up the secret of the existence of the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace.

In the long run, I knew what was in the Vientiane Shrine, but I sent so many people to die, until finally I knew that the people inside would be slaughtered without the power to resist.

That's the real me, there is no mercy and kindness, I am used to killing, this fell in Deng Qing's eyes, but I became decisive in killing, yes, the world admires the strong, compared to me now, it is obvious that the real self standing here twenty years ago is more convincing.

And now I am helpless and confused, all that remains is weakness, at least compared to the real me, I am indeed too weak.

Who doesn't want to be a strong man who can do anything, although I can't remember the past, but in the description of so many people, I used to control the world and play with the imperial power between applause, time is constantly passing, but what has not changed is still my appearance and the power and power I have.

And I can get all this easily, I only need to kill Gu Yuanshan who is lying on the ground, everything will not change, I am still the eye that dominates the world from above.

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Thinking of this, my hand slowly opened, facing Gu Yuanshan's body, I could make him disappear with a snap of my fingers, the smoke clouds blocked the sunlight, and the darkness shrouded me, but I believe that the evil I was inspired was far more chaotic than that darkness.

But my mind flashed those people who were still trapped in the demon kingdom, why I still care about them so much, I can obviously become a strong person who can compete with gods, why do I have a bond that I can't let go of because of those people.

This is my weakness, I even despise the hesitation and hesitation that only this kind of weakness can have, I can change the future, I can become the omnipotent eye again, but I think of another picture in my mind.

When Ye Jiuqing first saw me in the wilderness, the smile when he handed me the white film, and the kindness in his eyes when he stood on the thief hole and threw down the rope.

And every time I encountered danger, Ye Zhiqiu timidly hid behind me The kind of trust and dependence, by the way, there is also the beating and scolding of the general, as well as the nurturing and teaching of those people in the pawnshop in the Quartet.

Then I remembered the relief of the general at the stone bridge of the Vientiane Shrine when he lit the explosives on his body and stroked my cheek with his calloused and rough hands, and the faint smell of tobacco lingered in my mind.

Live well, and you will have to walk on your own......

That is the person who can give up his life for me without hesitation, how can I erase him from my memory.

Of course, there are also Gongjue and Tian Ji, as well as Ling Zhihan who let go of my hand, everyone is also engraved in my mind, the bits and pieces of the past continue to flash, and I began to cherish the kind of days when I have friends around me who are with me through thick and thin.

But at the cost of missing myself out on the real me, I had the opportunity to change everything, and now for the first time, I have the opportunity to choose for myself.

Compared with my current self, I ask myself more to yearn for that omnipotent strong man.

My hand stretched out to Gu Yuanshan's head, resolute and firm, but in the end I didn't choose to get rid of him, and picked up the camera that fell next to his head.

Maybe I'm used to this weakness, but I don't want to admit it, I desperately want to be my true self, but I feel that these memories are more real and important to me than the memories of my friends and relatives.

I asked myself in my heart that this may be the only chance to change the future, and if I would regret giving up like this, the answer was surprisingly yes.

No regrets!

I took out the film from the camera, put it into the pocket of his clothes under Gu Yuanshan's confused gaze, he no longer had the strength to speak, and the corners of his mouth were squirming in a daze.

I gently patted my hand on the place where he had placed the film, and told him in a very calm tone to keep the last photo.

Gu Yuanshan nodded slightly, he still doesn't understand the meaning of this photo, it will be the beginning of my search for myself again.

When I looked down, I felt something swaying around my neck, and I reached out and felt that it was the necklace, and I remembered that this necklace had been on me twenty years ago, I took off the necklace and opened the pendant, and my eyes fell on the feather dragon pattern on it, it turned out that everything started at this time.

I closed the necklace and put it on Gu Yuanshan's neck, and suddenly smiled, I never thought that all this would be arranged by me for my later self.

"Put this necklace away, and you'll give it back to me someday." I said meaningfully to Gu Yuanshan that he finally couldn't hold on, and his head was completely fainted.

Click!

There was a cracking sound behind me, and I looked back to see that it wasn't coming from the light mask I had set up, it had been a long time since the nuclear explosion, the most lethal shockwave was gone, and all that was left was high-intensity radiation, but believe me wasn't afraid of these things.

I walked over to the light mask to trace the source of the shattering sound just now, and suddenly, a hundred meters in front of me, a light began to flicker and flicker, and each flash was accompanied by a cracking sound, and the sand rolled up by the smoke clouds hit those lights, like stones cast on the surface of a calm lake, and a circle of fleeting ripples.

I suddenly realized that it was another protective layer, the same as the mask that had wrapped me now, but much larger than mine, probably because of the nuclear explosion, which had loosened the protective layer.

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