Chapter 142: What I Did Wrong

Su Chen could no longer maintain his previous calm and composure, his eyes were sharp, and fell on Li Ji's body like a knife, as if he wanted to see her through and dissect all her secrets.

Li Ji was stunned for a moment, looked at Su Chen, and she quickly reacted.

In his hallucination, he unconsciously shouted out what the woman said, so that the emperor could hear it.

Li Ji lowered her head and was silent, she didn't know how to explain.

"I'm asking you!"

Li Ji's silence made Su Chen furious, he got up, stared at Li Ji with fierce eyes containing murderous intent, and said in a calm tone: "Where did you hear those two words!"

No one knows, the two sentences that Li Ji said before were a scene that Su Chen experienced in his previous life, and they were remembered in the deepest part of Su Chen's heart, and even Yun Zhuyue never knew the secret.

That stubborn woman, tears spilled into the imperial city, and left in despair, that was a guilt in Su Chen's heart, a guilt that could never be made up.

"Emperor's ......"

Li Ji raised her head, she was a little surprised, she didn't understand why Su Chen was suddenly angry.

Just because you said something irrelevant yourself?

Li Ji recalled the content of the previous two sentences, it was indeed a bit rebellious, a daughter of the royal family of the Orc Empire actually asked the Great Xia Emperor to accept herself as a concubine, and angrily scolded the Great Xia Emperor for being a bastard?

This does sound ridiculous, and it is not surprising that the Great Xia Emperor is furious about this.

Li Ji smiled bitterly, she lowered her head and said softly: "Emperor Don't be angry, the slave was just a little distracted before and said something that shouldn't be said. ”

"Just distracted?"

"Yes, the emperor may not believe it, the slave has been in poor spirits recently, and he saw a hallucination before, so he lost his words......"

"Smack!"

Before Li Ji's words were finished, a loud bang came, and Su Chen picked up the tea cup on the imperial desk and smashed it on the ground.

Li Ji's delicate body trembled, raised her beautiful face, and looked at Su Chen in confusion.

She could see that Su Chen was holding back her anger, if it weren't for this restraint, this jade sulfur tea cup would have smashed on her body.

"Hallucinations?"

Su Chen sneered: "Do you think I will believe what you say?"

Just by wandering my mind, can I know the secret in my heart?

Just an illusion, I saw the secret in my heart?

What an absurd reason for this!

"Emperor, are you okay?"

The scorching sound of the twister came from outside the imperial study, and he heard a loud noise coming from inside the imperial study.

The window on the door of the imperial study was shadowed, and there was a team of Imperial Foresters behind the twister, ready to rush in to escort him.

"Get out!"

Su Chen snorted, and then looked at Li Ji indifferently: "I asked you one last time, where did you hear those two words!"

Li Ji's beautiful eyes and Su Chen looked at each other deeply, she didn't dodge, she saw anger, disbelief, and a touch of sadness and guilt in Su Chen's eyes.

It was only at this time that Li Ji realized the secret that had been haunting her..... Maybe the answer will be found in Su Chen's body.

"Slave, I did see a hallucination. ”

Li Ji hesitated a little, and then seemed to have made up her mind, and said slowly: "After entering the territory of Great Xia again, the slave has a feeling of palpitations and uneasiness, under the walls of the imperial capital of Great Xia, it is the first time that the slave has seen that kind of illusion, it seems to be real, and the slave doesn't know how to explain it......"

Li Ji spoke softly, telling about the hallucinations she had seen during this time, as if she had experienced it herself.

Her voice is crisp and pleasant, rich in the magnetism of a woman's unique charm, and like a gurgling stream flowing through people's hearts, full of spirituality and an indescribable unique taste.

Her slowly elaborated words were full of confusion, she didn't know how to explain what she had experienced these days, and she didn't even know who to tell her.

Li Ji entered the Great Xia Dynasty as a conspirator and a dead man, but she was eager to explore all the secrets that happened to her, which was originally a great contradictory combination.

Now that her secret has been revealed, she no longer needs to insist on the orders of the Beast King.

By chance, she opened her mouth to tell Su Chen about the confusion and doubts hidden in her heart.

Li Ji was talking, and Su Chen was listening.

The more Su Chen listened, the more frightened he became, and his brows furrowed tightly.

If what Li Ji said was true, then the hallucinations she saw were completely what had happened to Su Chen.

Li Ji didn't know what this hallucination represented, she just knew that these hallucinations were telling about the same woman, a woman who made her face unclear.

And Su Chen did know that the woman she saw in Li Ji's hallucination was named Zen Yue.

Zen Yue, a woman who existed by Su Chen's side 100,000 years ago, a woman full of pathos.

She occupies a very important position in Su Chen's heart, and almost became the second imperial concubine after the founding of Great Xia, and almost broke Emperor Su's promise to marry only one daughter of the Yun family in this life.

Before Su Chen met the Yun family, Chan Yue used to be Su Chen's best friend in the sect's cultivation, before Su Chen met Yun Zhuyue, Chan Yue had been accompanying Su Chen, and even in the dangerous process of cultivation, Chan Yue had saved Su Chen more than once.

Even when Su Chen's cultivation reached the most dangerous moment, Zen Yue, who had no background, sought evil methods more than once, sacrificing his cultivation to help Su Chen turn the tide.

It's just that Su Chen was bent on cultivation at that time, and he didn't have any other ideas, he never noticed that Chan Yue had a good impression of him, and Su Chen had always been grateful for Chan Yue's feelings at that time.

He regards Chan Yue as a true confidant, without concealment and reservation, and shares all exercises and resources, which is the most honest trust.

It wasn't until Su Chen met Yun Zhuyue that with the help of the Yun family's large resources and support, he soared to the sky, won the throne, and established the Great Xia Dynasty of the human race.

Along the way, Chan Yue has never left Su Chen, she has been silently by Su Chen's side, silently giving, and has not asked for anything in return.

Su Chen had to admit that he had ignored this woman who had paid silently more than once.

She is too low-key, she doesn't fight at all, Su Chen is used to Chan Yue by her side, used to Chan Yue's bit by her side and care, and even more accustomed to Chan Yue.

Su Chen never thought of marrying her, this is not to say that Su Chen is a wolf-hearted person, but ...... Who can say the love between men and women.

In the world of feelings, there is no absolute fairness.

At that time, Chan Yue was in front of the radiant daughter of the Yun family, she couldn't help but feel inferior, she didn't dare to fight for Su Chen, but she also knew that the Yun family's help to Su Chen was huge, and she couldn't give Su Chen.

She could only watch Yun Zhuyue and Su Chen fall in love, in vain, and wash her face with tears all day long, but she stubbornly didn't want Su Chen to know.

A stubborn and silent woman also has a day when she finally erupts.

When she can no longer suppress her fiery love, when she can no longer keep calm, when she waits for Su Chen to reach the peak one day.

She longed, she hoped, she begged bitterly, and even let go of her stubbornness and dignity, she revealed her heart.

But for Su Chen, on the one hand, he is a commitment to the alliance of Yunzhu Yueshan and the sea, and on the other hand, he is a confidant who has been with him for many years......

How to choose this?

is as strong as the emperor, and there is also a difficult day, Su Chen did not give Chan Yue a positive answer.

It's not that he refuses to give Chan Yue a name, it's that he doesn't know how to face these two women.

It wasn't until Chan Yue finally couldn't stand Su Chen's silence and chose to leave that Su Chen was shocked to realize that this woman had occupied such an important position in his heart.

......

As Li Ji's words continued to sound softly, Su Chen irrepressibly fell into the whirlpool of memories.

Memories drown themselves like a tide, without giving the slightest affection, as if to reveal the scars left by the memories of the years.

Is it hatred for yourself?

Or do you regret what you once had?

No matter who it is, there has been a day when you can't make decisions, the emperor is also a human being, and Su Chen has also done something wrong.

Letting Chan Yue go, it was something that Su Chen regretted.

"Emperor, Emperor?"

Li Ji's voice sounded, dragging Su Chen back from his memories.

Su Chen's eyes returned to clarity, he was no longer angry, and let out a long breath, he raised his head and looked at Li Ji.

"Emperor, are you okay?"

Li Ji's beautiful eyes looked at Su Chen and asked.

"I'm fine. ”

Su Chen nodded expressionlessly.

"Emperor, do you know what the illusion that the slave sees?"

Li Ji was very concerned about this matter, and her beautiful eyes stared at Su Chen for a moment.

"You take off your mask and let me see you. ”

Su Chen's voice was calm, with a hint of imperceptible trembling.

He had an answer in mind, but it still needed to be verified.

Explain:There's a setting about Li Ji calling herself a slave.,It's a kind of world view setting for this work.。

Women call themselves slaves in front of men with higher status than themselves, unless they have a relationship with the man, such as fiancΓ©s, fathers and daughters, brothers and sisters, etc.

If it is two men, the gap between their status and status is too large, and the low-status men will also call themselves slaves in front of the high-status men, such as Buyi and the emperor.

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