Chapter 33 The Final Destination of Mingchen Temple Three photos under the pillow

"Wenjun regards Mingchen Temple as her final destination, where else can she go? None of her relatives had anything to do with our family, and she didn't have a place to stay. ”

"When was the last time you saw your daughter?"

"I can't remember when, my memory is getting worse and worse, but I still remember what she said when I last saw my daughter."

"What did she say?"

"Since Wenjun became a monk, my lover often went to the temple to see Wenjun, and every time I saw Wenjun, I only stood outside the gate of the nunnery and waited for my lover."

"Why don't you go into the monastery?"

"I don't have the face to see my daughter, if it weren't for the eighteen years I spent in prison in Qinghai, my lover would not have been hurt so much, and my daughter would not have suffered serious trauma in ** and mentally. My 18 years in Qinghai have been surviving day by day, and the life of their mother and daughter is even more difficult -- their mother and daughter have not had a good life, and I will tell you that when I was serving my sentence in Qinghai, I wanted to end my miserable and pitiful life more than once, but I was reluctant to let go of their mother and daughter. After coming back, I found out that I was very wrong, Wenjun suddenly became a monk, I thought at the time, Mingchen Temple may be a good home, her mother also thought so, we went to the temple to see her, not to persuade her to turn back, we are not at ease with her. ”

"What did Shang Wenjun say to her mother?"

"She reassured us that she was doing well in the monastery, that her heart was much calmer than before, and that she was sleeping much more steadily at night. She also begged us to forgive her for not being filial in front of her parents, she did not regret her birth at all, this is fate, since it is destined, then we should accept it calmly, complaining about heaven and others, but it makes the humble life more unbearable. Since Wen Jun can say such a thing, it means that she has put everything down, so he will never leave Mingchen Temple, unless someone asks her to leave. Buddhism is the last pure land, and since Wenjun chose to live in Buddhism, he will not go back. Taking a step back, if she chooses to turn back, she should also come back to me - she and I still have a relationship, this child is very kind, during the eighteen years I served in prison, she and her mother depended on each other, took care of her mother at a young age, and if it wasn't for the obstacles that couldn't be overcome, she would not have left us alone. Shang Derong's eyes were full of tears.

Chen Jie and Han Lingling did not enter Shang Derong's life, but from Shang Derong's narration, they could deeply feel Shang Derong's inner pain and current situation.

People live in this world to endure a lot of suffering, but the pain that God has given to the Shang family is also too much. People have seven emotions and six desires, and God should share some joy with them!

When he left Shang's house, Shang Derong took out three photos from inside the pillowcase, which were taken by Shang Wenjun when he was eight, thirteen, and twenty years old.

Shang Derong handed over the three photos to Chen Jie.

Chen Jie and Han Lingling took advantage of Shang Derong's time to enter the house to get the photo, scraped together more than 200 yuan, and pressed it under the plate.

Chen Jie and Han Lingling returned to the criminal investigation team with an unusually heavy heart. Ouyang Ping and Zuo Xiangdong were waiting for them in the captain's office.

After the four of them went to the cafeteria for dinner, they drove back to Mingchen Temple.

When he left the cafeteria, Ouyang Ping brought a lunch box of vegetable buns for Liu Dayu.