The grandmother picked up the girdle to wipe my tears, and her eyes were red, "There is an old saying called 'hurry to reincarnate', if a person is in a hurry, there will be a different expression, saying that there is a couple, once rushed to sell cattails, unfortunately on the road knocked over a fruit farmer, the fruit farmer scolded, 'you rush to reincarnate', I didn't expect this couple, really rushed to reincarnation, just arrived at the market was hit by a car and died." This may be the case with your grandmother, she came back from washing her clothes and fell to the ground for Fang Fang, who was about to go to school, to see you, and you were already gone. ”

I hugged my grandmother's neck, "Does Grandma know ...... That's why ......"

"I shouldn't know, only the living soul knows, the living soul knows that his life is short, and urges himself to do things, but he doesn't know it. But this is different in animals, many cats and dogs that have been raised for many years, knowing that they are going to die, will be very melancholy, and some will hide far away from their owners. Okay, Xuanzi, life and death are fateful, alas......" The grandmother wiped her tears, looked at the roof beams and sighed deeply.

It turned out that everyone sent Grandma to the hospital, but the hospital stopped picking up this person, which means that there is no help. After Grandma slept for half a month, the only thing that can prove that she is alive is the tick-tock bit, her family from the beginning of the anxiety, gradually became weak, because the time of death is to be remembered, so always arrange people to take turns to guard Grandma, everyone has been exhausted after half a month, I suddenly feel that the reality is so cruel, it seems, is already waiting for Grandma's death, what about Grandpa? Ah Gong must be more uncomfortable in his heart, but the grandmother said, it's not that everyone is ruthless, Grandma doesn't leave, she is living and suffering, people are old, the best way to die is to sleep and die, Grandma has been lying for half a month, and there is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time!

Ever since my grandmother lay down, my grandmother would not let me visit, saying that I was too light to enter the dying man's house. Eight characters are light, and eight characters are light! What happens when you go in? Grandma was so kind to me, I couldn't even take a look, I was sad. In my dreams, Grandma is healthy, Grandpa is smiling, and I can listen to their stories again.

When I went home with a big lotus leaf on my head that day, I saw my grandmother standing at the door of my house, still holding candy in her hand, smiling at me. Just like in the dream, I can see Grandma smiling again, and I can listen to Grandma's stories again. I took the lotus leaf, jumped and threw it in my hand, and shouted, "Grandma~"

The grandmother poked her head out at home, "Xuanzi, don't shout, come in." ”

"But Grandma ......" I looked back at my grandmother, but my hand pointed to the door of Grandma's house.

"What's wrong with Grandma?" When my grandmother heard this, she was shocked and wanted to go out.

I looked back and my hand froze, where is Grandma? I obviously saw Grandma! Seeing my grandmother go to my grandmother's house, I hurriedly followed behind, and when I arrived at the door, I stood still, but I didn't dare to go in.

I only heard my grandmother ask, "What's wrong?" Nothing. ”

"Yin'er,, you're just in time, wipe her body, I won't." It was Ah Gong's voice, which sounded very hoarse and weak.

"Fangfang, you go to get a basin of hot water first......" The voice of the third aunt, Fangfang is the daughter of the second aunt's family.

I didn't listen to the rest of the words, it should have been my hallucination just now, and I missed her grandma so much.

Grandma has not left, everyone thinks that the uncle did not come back, but has not been able to contact him, and finally contacted the uncle on the 17th day of the grandma lying down, the uncle heard that the grandma was dying, tears were in his eyes, but he couldn't come back, he couldn't see the last face, because it was strange to say, he also had surgery, his legs and feet were inconvenient, and he was still lying in the hospital. Looking back, the family said in front of Grandma's bed, the eldest brother can't come back, the eldest brother has also had surgery and lies on the bed, you can't wait for the eldest brother, hearing this sentence, Grandma finally lost her breath and ended this sinful day.

The preparations for the funeral went on quickly, because in the past half month, the family had prepared a qiē for the grandmother, a shroud and a pot, and so on. I think since Grandma has already gone, it should be fine. I also followed the grandmother to participate, when the mourning hall was going to kowtow, the mountain people said that the forehead of a few to avoid the genus, and my genus was not in it, at that time the grandmother's family not only invited the mountain people, but also invited the fortune teller, I put the towel on the head, just raised my feet to step in, the fortune teller stopped me, said I can't go in, the grandmother saw this scene, took off the towel on my head and pulled me home, while walking and muttered: "It turns out that things have been done, or taboo." "I'm confused, my genus is not in opposition.

"Grandma, that grandpa bullies!" I was not reconciled, and I was not allowed to enter.

"Don't talk nonsense!" The family milk stopped me.

"I didn't talk nonsense! I just wanted to go in and say goodbye to Grandma. "I cried, or was it because the eight characters were light?

"Mr. said you can't come in, just listen, stay at home obediently, and go and have a look." After saying that, the family grandmother went out, I was so uncomfortable, sitting at home, I was very depressed, I always suspected that my parents gave birth to me, the problem of putting me here, it seems that it is really my reason, I am an ominous person, so I can't even enter the mourning hall.

After a while, the grandmother came back, and the grandmother saw that I was not happy, so she comforted: "You know that you are light, and the gentleman also said that you are too happy, and you will rush when you go there, don't think too much about it." "Born on Chinese New Year's Eve, too happy? Is that really the case? Or is there another reason? Then why didn't my grandmother let me tell me about my birthday? That's a good thing.

After Grandma died, Grandpa was obviously lonely, and the grandmother said that such an old couple, one is gone, and the other will want to die, either take the other away within three years, or it will be fine after three years. When Grandma Qingming's son and daughter-in-law went to the grave, they were shocked when they saw the grave bag and the family.

The cemetery is lush and green, and there is no grass on Grandma's grave, and my grandmother heard about it and told me that Grandpa will leave within three years, because the grave does not grow grass, which means that Grandma is waiting for him to be together, and if it is okay after three years, it is really fine. I was horrified to hear it, my grandfather missed my grandmother so much, I would cover my grandmother's clothes and fall asleep every night when I went to bed, although I admired their feelings and envied their persistence, but I always felt terrible.

At the end of the fourth grade, my eyesight has begun to decline, it is declining very rapidly, I don't know why I can't see things clearly, for example, the usually beautiful stars, it looks as big as the moon, even the crescent moon seems to her to be a disc, when she squints, she can barely see the outline, the world suddenly becomes blurry, even my uncle's grandmother has become blurred, I am very scared, I think I am going blind. My uncle took me to the doctor, and the doctor said it was myopia and it was time for glasses. Am I nearsighted? I didn't like to watch TV, and I didn't have a computer or mobile phone at that time, and my reading tasks were very light, so I was short-sighted at a young age? I couldn't help it, so I went to get a pair of glasses and brought them to class.

But my eyesight is still plummeting, my grandmother and uncle discussed, I feel that something is wrong, my parents have good eyesight, gave birth to a child is a big myopia, my parents heard that they are anxious to take me back to the city to see a doctor, this is not normal. I also thought that when I was sick, I cried all day long, thinking that it would be okay to cry and be blind, anyway, what is the difference between this and being blind? It didn't take long for my parents to bring a man who was not a doctor, but a fortune teller.

I'm precocious among my peers, and I know that there is still a good reason to hate someone, and I hate fortune tellers, it's really annoying! Why did he keep me away from my parents for more than ten years with one word? Lacking father's love and mother's love since childhood, all I get from my parents is living expenses and a few words on the phone, and this fortune teller is the culprit nine times out of ten! He was an old man with a white beard, and he had a master's name, yes, he was called a master. When they saw me, they said to my parents, "This is how life should be!" Sure enough, it's fate! It's also a debt of your duty over the years, otherwise ......" Dad hurriedly said: "This is a bitter child, what can Mr. do?" The old man looked at me and said, "Close two windows and one door, and do what I said more than ten years ago, and wait and see what happens." ”

It's a high-level look again, and vision loss can also be doomed? It's disgusting! Mom and Dad are literate people, why do they believe this? Still convinced, I bit my lip and got angry.

The old man pinched his fingers again, turned his face and said to my mother: "If you go on like this, you will have no vision in less than ten days, and your eyes are destined to be useless, I didn't expect this day to come so quickly......"

When my mother heard this, she grabbed her father's collar and asked anxiously: "Sir, Xuanzi is still a child, she still doesn't understand anything, and she still has to live her own life, how can she do without eyes?" There must be a way for the gentleman to save the poor child. Dad was strangled and rolled his eyes, helpless, how could Mom still take care of him in her eyes.

The old man tried to pat me on the head, but I took a step back and looked at him warily.

"Xuanzi!" Dad's helpless voice.

The old man waved his hand and smiled: "It's okay, I'll make a prescription to save her eyesight for the time being." ”

I saw him write: Don't go to the core of three or four longans, fifteen to twenty wolfberries, add water and boil it into tea every day. He finally instructed: "It is best to drink it after meals, because the effect of the medicine is easy to work on the head after meals." In this way, Mom and Dad and the old man left, and before leaving, Mom hugged me and cried for a while.

I thought to myself, am I going to be blind? Mom and Dad listened to the fortune teller, they didn't want me for so many years, I still want to be blind! I'm going to be blind, and they're going to leave me! I want to save my eyes, I can't be blind, I want to catch lobsters and dragonflies...... I finally collapsed in the blurred figure of my parents walking farther and farther away, holding my grandmother, tears falling big and big: "Grandma, I don't want to be blind, uncle, my parents don't care about me, I don't want to be blind!" ”

The grandmother was also very worried, she said, "Hey, your life is too bitter, let's go, let's go to my uncle." ”