In front of Su Xue, Ai Li always feels very relaxed, looking at Su Xue's appearance, he often thinks of Avril. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

He stared out the window, as if wondering what to say.

Su Xue didn't bother him and looked at him quietly.

For a while, it was quiet in the bedroom.

After a while, Ai Li finally spoke: "Su Xue, do you know why my arms turn into claws, whips, and why shields appear on my body?" ”

Su Xue still didn't speak, just shook her head.

She knew that all she needed to do was be a listener.

Alley thought for a moment and said, "That's because I was infected by the virus, and my body evolved - or mutated. ”

Hearing that she was infected by the virus, Su Xue was not too surprised.

It's strange that you can become like this if you don't get infected by the virus.

Su Xue thought for a while and said, "You become taller, faster, and stronger, this is evolution, not mutation." ”

Ai Li knew that Su Xue was comforting him, smiled bitterly, and said, "Okay, even if it's evolution." At first, I thought that this evolution was a good thing, a gift from God. I have done a lot of things and helped a lot of people with these abilities. I thought I was going to be a hero. ”

Eri took a deep breath, and in his mind, he began to think back to the killings he had experienced. Kill in the game, even in reality.

But then I realized I was wrong. When my parents and sister were captured by the enemy, I went on a killing spree to save them. At first, I thought it was just anger when my family's lives were threatened, but then I found out that I was ...... I actually liked the feeling of killing. ”

Speaking of this, Ai Li paused and looked at Su Xue's reaction.

Su Xue still looked at Ai Li, and didn't seem to have any special reaction, waiting for him to continue.

He continued: "And when I first started killing, I was just excited about slaughtering the military and mutant creatures, and then I realized that I wanted to kill even in the face of civilians. I tried to suppress this desire to kill, and I rested at home for a long time, thinking that this desire to kill would slowly subside. But when I was confronted with blood again, the craving was even more insane. Every time I suppressed it, when this desire exploded, it became more violent. If I continue like this, I'm afraid I'll really become a person who can only kill like crazy and have no sense...... Monster. Sometimes I even think that instead of becoming such a monster, I might as well kill myself. I don't want my family and sister to see me like this. ”

Although the current Ai Li hates others saying that he is a monster, at this time he has to admit that he is completely a monster in the midst of killing.

Su Xue saw that Ai Li had finished speaking, she held Ai Li's hand again, and said distressedly: "Brother Ai, everyone only sees your appearance, only your terrifying ability and bloodthirsty desire, but no one knows that you are undergoing unimaginable torture for ordinary people. “

"Su Xue, I'...... What am I going to do? ”

For the first time, Ai Li showed a helpless expression in front of Su Xue.

Su Xue has studied psychology, and there is something wrong with her current mentality, maybe she can really help herself.

Su Xue thought for a moment and said, "Brother Ai, first of all, let me tell you the truth, I have studied psychology before, but I have never encountered a case like yours. Because there has never been a situation like yours in history, I can only guess at the process of your psychological changes, your psychological state. ”

Ai Li is not surprised, his situation is indeed very special.

But Su Xue didn't have a worried look in her eyes, but looked very confident: "But Brother Ai, after listening to your words just now, I have already analyzed something." ”

Ai Li withdrew his gaze from the window and looked at Su Xue.

Seeing the confidence on Su Xue's face, a glimmer of hope rose in Ai Li's heart.

Su Xue continued: "Brother Ai, you just said that you tried to suppress this desire to kill frantically, but the more you suppress it, the more violent it will be when this desire to kill frantically explodes. And in that case, you will even lose your mind? ”

"That's right, the longer you suppress it, the stronger that desire to kill. When I see blood, I'm like...... Like a beast that has lost its mind, blood, killing, in my eyes, the whole world is blood-red. I almost lost my mind completely before I met you just now, and if it wasn't for you, maybe I would have lost control just now. You saw the scene at that time, and I almost didn't even ...... you If it weren't for you, I'm afraid I'd have killed her. ”

When Su Xue heard this, she was secretly happy in her heart.

It seems that his position in Brother Ai's heart is still very important.

Pressing down on the joy in her heart, she thought back to what she had learned, and recalled some cases that were similar to Aili's current situation. Finally, he said: "Brother Ai, from a psychological point of view, the more depressing any kind of thing, the more intense it is. For example, according to Chinese statistics, more than 80% of students with Internet addiction are parents who do not allow them to play with computers. And those students whose parents give them a certain amount of time every day to play with the computer are not so addicted to the Internet. ”

Ai Li frowned slightly, and continued to listen.

Su Xue continued: "There is another example, which is ......"

Speaking of this, Su Xue's cheeks were slightly red, and she seemed a little embarrassed.

But in order to get Ai Li out of the torture of the demons as soon as possible, there is nothing to be ashamed of.

"Another example is that someone once did a survey and found that the vast majority of unmarried or single men and women have experience of self-defense. More than 95 percent of those who have experienced self-defense have had psychological problems. They don't know if they're doing it right or not, they're confused, they're guilty, they're guilty. Under such heavy psychological pressure, a considerable number of people will choose to suppress their desire for self-defense. However, there are many people who are more repressed, and the stronger that desire becomes. And when they start defending themselves again, it's like a long-suppressed volcano erupting again. And the longer the repression, the longer the outbreak, the more violent. Some people even become addicted and have to defend themselves many times a day, causing great damage to their bodies and minds. ”

"On the contrary, people who did not try to suppress it in the first place are relaxed. When they want to defend themselves, they will defend themselves normally, and they usually live a normal life, and they don't have that kind of psychological problem at all. Brother Ai, do you understand? ”

Ai Li's eyes kept staring at Su Xue's eyes and asked, "You mean to say that when I have a desire to kill in my heart, I let go of my hands and feet to kill?" What if I lose my mind completely? Can't stop at all? ”

Although Su Xue was stared at by Ai Li, and she didn't know the bottom of her own heart, she knew that her confidence was the most important thing at this time. If you don't have confidence, if you are seen by Ai Ge, Ai Ge will also have no confidence.

So she replied confidently, "Yes, sometimes, when it's time to indulge, you have to indulge, so that your body and mind can completely relax and devote yourself to normal life." But I don't mean to let you kill completely, you should let go of your desire to kill, but you should learn to guide - guide, not suppress. Just learn to kill when it's time to kill, let your desires explode, and then when you meet civilians or people who are not hostile to you, you will learn to distinguish between killing, and then control yourself not to kill them. You're considered a success. ”

"It's like controlling water, when a flood breaks out, if you just know how to plug it, you can't stop it after all. Before a flood erupts, dredge the river and build some diversion channels so that the flood water can be directed to the place where it flows, so that the flood will not cause harm and even benefit mankind. ”

When Eri heard this, his heart felt like a ray of light cast in the dark world.

When he realized that he had a desire to kill, he tried to control it and suppress it. Even against the military and infected creatures, he hid from them and tried not to fight them. In this way, his desire became stronger and stronger, and eventually led to uncontrollable and even the person who saved him had to be killed.

Now, if you think differently: when dealing with armies and mutated creatures, you fully explode all your desire to kill and kill to your heart's content. In this way, I will feel much more relaxed. And when the mind is relaxed, it is the easiest time to control yourself, so when you encounter civilians, it is easy for you to control yourself not to kill them.

Su Xue is right, it should be guided, not suppressed.

Thinking of this, Ai Li was overjoyed, and looked at the time in his mind, there were still 15 minutes.

He's going to a nearby Central Park to complete a side quest: Combat Events.

Fight with the army and see if it is like what Su Xue said, as long as you guide it correctly, you will not lose your mind.

As soon as he thought of it, he stood up and said to Su Xue, "I'll try it now." ”

Su Xue didn't hesitate and said, "Brother Ai, I'll go with you too." ”

Ai Li thought about it, he was going to fight the army, and if Su Xue went, I was afraid that it would be dangerous.

But seeing the determined look in Su Xue's eyes, Ai Li still nodded: "Hmm." ”

Su Xue suddenly shouted with joy: "Amazing! That's great! ”

When the two walked out of the bedroom, Thomas was busy in the kitchen, and when he saw Ai Li and Su Xue coming out, he said very enthusiastically: "Brother Ai, you sit down first, and the food will be ready immediately." ”

Su Xue said: "Thomas, you don't have to be busy, Brother Ai and I are going out." ”

Thomas put down his work and walked out of the kitchen: "My meal is going to be ready soon, even if I want to go out, we will go together when I finish eating." Now that there is chaos everywhere, more people are safer. ”

"No need."

As she spoke, Su Xue had already opened the door and walked out with Ai Li.

Thomas looked at the backs of the two, and a cold color flashed in his eyes. (To be continued.) )