The first episode of unrequited love?
The well-known Seven Deadly Sins, which should actually be the Seven Sins, refer to the source of the seven sins in Catholic doctrine, and jealousy is one of them. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
And jealousy appears in love life, mainly because in someone's mind, an important relationship is destroyed or affected by a third party, and in the heart of the rejection or hostility to the third party, to put it bluntly, is jealousy!
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When he saw Fang Ling, who was full of anxiety, rushed into the office as if no one was around, while checking the injuries on Mu Zihan's body, he urged him to go to the hospital for examination. I could only sit there stupidly, at a loss, unable to even interject, feeling that I had become an irrelevant person at that moment, only feeling full of sour, blocked feelings, uncomfortable to death.
Although, I also saw the stunned and embarrassed on Mu Zihan's face, indicating that Fang Ling's sudden move was unexpected even for him. However, at that moment, I really felt a little jealous of Mu Zihan in my heart. Even though my intellect tells me that this emotion is wrong, my mind is out of my control.
"I said, Forensic Doctor Fang, my injuries have long been healed, and the rest is just a few skin injuries, just let them heal slowly." Mu Zihan couldn't stand Fang Ling's entanglement, and probably noticed the strangeness of my expression, so he got up from the sofa and said after keeping a certain distance from Fang Ling.
"It's almost good, look at your pale face, it's obviously the sequelae of excessive blood loss." Fang Ling continued: "If you say anything, you have to go to the hospital with me and have it checked. β
"Don't go. Moreover, in comparison, Siyuan should go to the hospital now. The wound he was bitten by a wild wolf, although Granny Gui helped him deal with it at that time, but he should still go for a rabies vaccine. Mu Zihan came to me, who was still standing at the door in a daze, and hooked my shoulder with one arm and said.
"Well, that's right, Siyuan has to go too, both of you have to go with me." Fang Ling seemed to realize that I still had injuries on my body at this time.
"Xiaoling, I don't think I need to, you just take Zihan with you. I'm a little tired and want to go back to my room and get some sleep. With that, I brushed aside Mu Zihan's hand on my shoulder, and walked back to the room quickly as if I was running away.
Actually, I didn't bother to care about the injuries on my body now, I just wanted to run away from the two of them, and then sleep with my head covered, and forget about the scene just now.
Although, there was a voice in my heart that kept telling me that it might just be that Fang Ling cared about her friend and didn't mean anything else. After all, Mu Zihan's nominal fiancΓ©e Wang Xinyan is Fang Ling's best friend, so how could Fang Ling be interested in Mu Zihan?
But I just don't want to see her care so much about a man other than me, even if it's my best friend. Therefore, I am afraid that in this case, if I continue to stay in the office, I will really hate Mu Zihan.
Maybe he saw me hurriedly walking into the room with the wrong face, and for a while, the atmosphere in the entire office became very awkward, and neither of them spoke.
It wasn't until I hid back in the room, closed the door, and lay on the bed and pretended to sleep that I finally vaguely heard Fang Ling, who was still in the office, asking Mu Zihan in a low voice: "Siyuan, what's wrong with him?" β
Then I heard Mu Zihan reply: "What do you say? Forensic Doctor Fang, you really don't understand? Or are you pretending not to understand? I'm curious, you're not a simple little girl anymore, can't you see that Siyuan is interesting to you? β
"Of course I can see this, but I only regard him as one of my best friends, just like you. I don't want to add anything else to this friendship. Otherwise, if there is a case, how will we deal with the case together in the future? He's embarrassed, and I'm embarrassed. Fang Ling replied.
Hearing her words, my heart felt as if something had slammed it, and I almost suffocated at this moment.
I originally thought that after experiencing the Snake Village trip, especially the night of camping, the two of us could be regarded as having shared hardships, so the relationship between me and her should have made full progress, even if the relationship between each other's boyfriend and girlfriend was not determined on the lips, but in my heart, I should have agreed with each other.
However, now it seems that everything is just me doing my own thing.
Although I didn't want to hear their conversation at the moment, their voices still came in somewhat. I only heard Mu Zihan ask immediately after Fang Ling finished speaking, "Are you serious?" β
"This ...... Oh, don't talk about that, you better go and call that pig out, I'll take you to the hospital, your car should still be repaired in the 4S shop. This time, Fang Ling did not answer positively, and after hesitating for a while, she suddenly changed the topic and continued to urge us to go to the hospital with him for examination.
"Call him out? I'm not going to do this, if you want to go, you can shout it yourself. Mu Zihan suddenly laughed, and then heard him say, "By the way, did you go back to the bureau just now?" Are there any strange cases happening these days? β
"I just went back. Strange case? What kind of cases are you referring to? Fang Ling asked.
"For example, a homicide case where the murderer cannot be found, or a case where there is a mark like a "butterfly" at the scene, and so on. Even if it's not from our city, it's okay from another city. Mu Zihan asked.
"Ah, like... Not really. In fact, not long after I returned to the bureau, I heard that you had escaped safely and were seriously injured, so I ran out to see you again as soon as possible, so I didn't know much about what cases had happened recently. Why don't you ask for it tomorrow? Listening to Fang Ling's voice intermittently, it seemed that she was echoing the type of case that Mu Zihan said in her mind.
"You too, Siyuan was too, why don't you seem to know anything about the fact that I've come back safely? Actually, I've been back for two days, didn't Uncle Wang tell you before? Mu Zihan asked.
"No, Siyuan and I have been worrying about you on the train back, and Siyuan has used my mobile phone to call you a lot, but as a result, you have been turning off your phone." Fang Ling said: "By the way, you are fine, have you told Xinyan about this?" You don't know, in those days, that girl was like crazy. β
"I see, you can rest assured about Xinyan's affairs, she has been here a long time ago. Well, I don't see it's getting early. You're tired from a long journey, so go back and rest. Remember to help me keep an eye out for more cases like that, and let me know as soon as possible, if any. After Mu Zihan finished speaking, I heard that Fang Ling seemed to want to insist that we go to the hospital for examination, but in the end Mu Zihan sent home.
I sighed silently when I heard the door closing from the office, although in the end Fang Ling didn't really say that she was not interesting to me. Moreover, judging from her subsequent communication with Mu Zihan, it was indeed just a conversation between ordinary friends. However, I still felt as if I was still pressing a big stone in my heart, and I couldn't be happy.
(To be continued) (To be continued.) )