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A field of fireworks at the top of the barrier ended my farewell ceremony in this life.

On Chinese New Year's Eve that year, I was crushed to death and robbed the fetus, born as Lin Xuan, and on Chinese New Year's Eve this year, I will be separated from all this.

Fulfill the promise to sleep next to the mother, after 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, the sound of whip pao fireworks becomes more and more uncontrollable, and occasionally you can hear the joyful cries of children. Whose TV leaked the traces of the Spring Festival Gala, unforgettable tonight is floating in the air, the sound is pierced in the sound of whipping, faintly like the background music at midnight.

My grandmother and I sometimes had trouble hearing each other, the windows were pushed shut, and I withdrew my tongue to make the sound a little better.

shrunk back, separated from the grandmother a little gap, the snake demon's body was cold, I was afraid that it would be cold to the grandmother, "Come here, let the grandmother touch her hands." "My grandmother's dry hand touched my hand like dry wood, and her hand was warm, with rough calluses, and it tickled my hand.

The grandmother suddenly lifted her upper body several times and coughed lightly, "My hands are cold, my grandmother." "Hurriedly about to withdraw his hand, but was held tightly by the grandmother, don't look at the grandmother has become so thin, the strength of the hand is still a little, I dare not break free, for fear of hurting her.

"Grandma will cover you." She said and put my hand under her armpit, through the clothes, I could feel the heat on my grandmother's body transmitting to me, "Your hands have been very cold, and my grandmother is used to covering them so much." ”

At that time, you were still young, and now you have already explained the years, how can you compare. I can't bear to say this to my grandmother, she knows, how smart my grandmother is, she just misses her little Xuanzi.

"You just gave birth, it's a little big, and your skin is not like the little girl you just born, white and shiny. That hand, it's so big. "The grandmother has to gasp for breath after saying a short sentence, and she is already lacking energy.

"When you were a child, you didn't have milk to eat, and when you were hungry, you cried so much that your mother's heart was pinched. My Xuanzi grew up eating that rice soup, and as soon as you feed it in your mouth, you squint and smile, and your grandmother is willing to give you anything. She lifted the pillow to the head of the bed, moved her body up, and leaned low.

When people are old, it is difficult to remember the things that are nearby, so they love to recall the old things, recall them over and over again, and look for what is not in the near places.

"That hand is so small that you can hold it in the palm of your hand. Sleep next to the milk at home, a small group. She patted me on the back as she spoke, "My grandmother often dreams of you when I was a child, you are by my grandmother's side, you are afraid of the dark, afraid of insects, which is very distressing." ”

"Grandma, I often miss that time." I wanted to hug her, but I was worried that she would be cold by me when she was dressed, "The days with my grandmother and uncle are what I miss the most and I can't let go of the most." ”

"If you can't put it down, you have to put it down." The grandmother's words surprised me, "Xuanzi, the grandmother knows, you can't let go of the grandmother." Your uncle is back too, don't worry about this family. We can't be your pillars and we don't want to be a burden to you. ”

"Grandma ......" Did she want to say anything, Grandma recalled a little too much.

"Although I am looking forward to my good son coming back to see, my grandmother is old, my ears are not good, and my eyes are not good. If you're busy, don't squeeze the time to come back, and you'll think about it for many days when you're gone. "Milk ...... She's asking me to come back less, right......

"My grandmother is like this, it's too useless, I don't want Xuanzi to see it." The more my grandmother talked about it, the more outrageous it became, and she obviously wanted me to come back, but she said such things against her will. How many times have I been back lately? In order not to arouse my thoughts, I didn't dare to go back here at all, I didn't dare to come to see my grandmother, and this time I also mustered up a lot of courage.

I don't allow my grandmother to say that to herself, "What's wrong with you?" You're good, grandma, how do you say that about yourself? "How uncomfortable am I, what is her heart when she says these words, is she afraid that I will dislike her or is she afraid that I will be too burdensome?

I couldn't bear to talk like this, so I sat up, "Do you know the grandmother?" You are Xuanzi's spiritual pillar, how many times I have encountered difficulties, I have thought of my grandmother. You're important, you're still important, or I wouldn't be coming back. ”

I put on my coat and hugged my grandmother, "Don't say those words, my grandmother is the soul support of our two families, it was before and will be, and it doesn't exist and changes its status." I know you're not telling the truth, no matter what my grandmother becomes, I love you, this will always be my home, and I will always want to come back. Don't say it again in the future, okay? ”

I'm afraid that if I want to come back, I won't have a chance.

I clearly planned not to come back, but when my grandmother said that, I was really uncomfortable. Although I won't come back, I also want her to know that she is very important and that my grandmother will always be my dearest person.

"Xuanzi, my grandmother is old, and she talks a lot." My grandmother listened to me, but was a little sorry.

"No, I love to hear it. I want to hear the voice of my grandmother, and I can dream of you calling me. "Really, my grandmother told me to get up, to go to school, to go home for dinner. The grandmother said that Xuanzi was back. The grandmother asked, what's wrong with Xuanzi. The grandmother shouted, it was time for Xuanzi to go out......

I love to listen to my grandmother's nagging, cherish her words so much, and I am reluctant to forget them.

"My grandmother is so happy today, I haven't been so happy for a long time." The grandmother sighed.

"It's good to be happy, grandma, uncle has to go back with us, next time he comes back, he will be the uncle completely." I caressed my grandmother's heart and comforted her: "Don't worry, my uncle will be the same as before, and if we change his identity, we will change his identity and change back to his original appearance." ”

"Grandma believes in you." The grandmother touched my head, "When will we go back?" ”

"When my grandmother falls asleep, I have to go." I tried to make myself less uncomfortable, "Grandma, I'll sleep with you." ”

I can't bear to say goodbye to my awake grandmother, and I can't bear to see her reluctant.

The grandmother listened to me and nodded, "Hey, the grandmother will sleep." Her voice was very weak, but it was unusually calm, and finally, she shook my hand and said, "Xuanzi, don't turn off the lights when you leave." ”

I will certainly not forget the lights that were lit all night on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve until the doors were opened on the first day of the new year.

She let go of my hand, turned her back to me, and slept inside, "The house mother sleeps, and she will fall asleep soon." ”

"Milk." When I called her again, she didn't answer, and the grandmother fell asleep so quickly? "Grandma?" I called her softly again, only to feel the sound of the grandmother's even breathing, "That Xuanzi is gone." ”

As soon as I thought that I wouldn't be able to pay my grandmother's New Year's greetings tomorrow, it was already past twelve o'clock, so I said, "Happy New Year, my grandmother." "It's the first day of the new year, so I want to give my grandmother an early year.

As soon as I arrived at the hall, I hid my body and prepared to go out, when it suddenly occurred to me that the peace charm that the thick ink had asked me to bring had not yet been put down by my grandmother.

When he sneaked back again, he faintly heard his grandmother sobbing quietly, and when he heard the voice, he bit his lip and screamed vaguely sadly. I was shocked, my grandmother was crying, she was not asleep.

Yes, it stands to reason that when she sleeps and I leave, she will be reluctant to sleep. If you sleep so fast, you must know that something is going on over there and let me go early. And she secretly cried behind her back.

She didn't dare to cry out loud, probably for fear of luring me back. Through the quilt, her thin body trembled non-stop, and it was difficult to catch the last breath.

The grandmother still maintained her original position, and she didn't move at all. I stood behind her, sad with my grandmother. My grandmother is always like this, she is kind, she loves me, and she won't make me feel a little embarrassed.

She's always like this, fragile in the back, and won't let me see it, so I'll just treat it as if I can't see it.

Grandma, you have to be good, I'm really gone, if I don't leave, I really can't go.

It's really the last time I say goodbye, thank you, grandma, I love you.

Putting down the peace charm, I fled the scene as quickly as possible, not wanting to experience the same parting scene all the time.

Thick Mo was waiting for me at the big pond in the east of the village, "I said yes, I won't cry." Seeing that my face was full of tears, he knew that I had broken my promise.

One part of the sky exploded a flower, and that one swooped up into the sky, and he stood under the tree, holding something in his hand.

"The family milk is the last thing I can't give up." I lowered my head and drove away the sad atmosphere.

"Why give up? Then don't give up. Thick Ink said as he approached me and shoved the things in his hand into my hand, "Open it and take a look." ”

I unfolded the strap, and the slashing chain poked a head out of my sleeve, and it shook itself a few times, emitting a bright light that illuminated the words on the strap.

With just one glance, I put it away in a panic, not planning to return it to the thick ink, "You steal the beam and change the pillar." ”

"Nope." Nong Mo said indifferently, he didn't even blink his eyes, he was very calm, "Ah Xuan, I don't have to do this." ”

"Then why didn't you open it in time then, it's not very credible now." My heart was terrified, and I couldn't believe it was true.

Thick ink took another step closer to me, and my dark eyes intoxicated me, and I hurriedly extinguished the demon slashing chain, "You have changed!" "My mouth was hard, and the blessing on it, like a curse, floated before my eyes, and I preferred to believe that it was not true.

"In front of everyone, you are thin-skinned, I am taking care of you." What thick ink said is like the truth, has he really not changed? How did I just get the Ink Blessing Bar? But I was improvised, and it was impossible for Thick Ink to know in advance what I was going to do and deliberately prepare.

He said that he took care of me, and I believed it. If he had read it in front of so many people, I would have been ashamed of myself, and it didn't feel like an excuse.

"Moreover, this is our own wish, and I don't want to share it with others." Thick ink confession. This is what he really thinks in his heart, for him, this is a private blessing, and his star is unwilling to be seen.

On the thin ribbon, a few words were written on the bottom of the pen, which dazzled my eyes and confused my heart.

Ah Xuan, let's give birth to a little Ah Xuan.

The heart scolded him for not being ashamed, but the pain was so painful that he couldn't speak.

Thick ink, this wish, you, Xingjun, can't be realized, it's really difficult for you.

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