Chapter 160: For Whom Do You Live For?
After my cousin finished saying all this, I looked at my cousin and asked him, "Sun Sisi is the girl in green?" ”
The cousin nodded and said, "Yes! ”
I asked my cousin again, "So she hanged herself later?" ”
The cousin said again, "Yes! ”
I continued to ask, "But I still don't understand why she killed herself......
My cousin told me: "Sun Sisi is a very poor girl, she has no friends, her academic performance is not outstanding, she really hopes that everyone can like her......"
My cousin said that about Sun Sisi, he had heard Sun Sisi tell some things in his dreams before, but they were just scattered stories. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
A few fragments from last night's dream made my cousin, who woke up, connect all the fragments into a complete story......
When Sun Sisi was in school, due to her introverted personality, she was not able to integrate into her classmates, and over time, it was always not her when everyone played together......
In this way, she has been alone in school all the time......
After going to high school, her appearance began to change, she changed from the original thin to tall and beautiful, which made many young men who were young and ignorant excited......
In Sun Sisi's school, there is a handsome boy who quietly peeks at Sun Sisi every day, but Sun Sisi doesn't know.
One day, he plucked up the courage to confess to Sun Sisi, Sun Sisi lowered her head, she didn't dare to look the boy in the eyes......
Eventually, they were together......
However, there is a "little sister" in the school who likes this boy very much, and she pursues this boy fiercely.
But this boy didn't like this "little sister", and under the entanglement of "little sister" again and again, the boy finally said the sentence: "Don't give me the card anymore, I already have someone I like." ”
Under the questioning of the "little sister", the boy told her that the girl he liked was Sun Sisi......
At the end of school that day, the "little sister" found a group of her own "fox friends and dog friends" to surround Sun Sisi.
A group of girls surrounded Sun Sisi in the middle, and used vicious words to insult, ridicule, and trample on Sun Sisi's feelings. even punched and kicked her.
The next day, Sun Sisi just arrived at school, and all his classmates in the school were pointing at him behind his back, which made him feel very puzzled.
When she passed by in the corridor, she heard a few girls chatting next to her, whispering: "She is that Sun Sisi, I heard that many people in the school have attended her......"
Sun Sisi finally knew why everyone was pointing fingers at her......
When school was out that day, Sun Sisi went to the boy's class and wanted to talk to him, she thought that her boyfriend would definitely know his troubles, and he would definitely comfort herself.
But who would have thought that as soon as she stood at the door of the boys' class, several male classmates said to her boyfriend in a very mocking tone: "Yo, you are really not a picky eater?" What kind of people dare to ask for it? You should be careful not to get any disease, okay? ”
Several of the boys around laughed......
Sun Sisi's boyfriend also laughed with everyone, and said in his mouth: "What are you talking about?" She didn't talk about my girlfriend at all, I was just playing with her! ”
When Sun Sisi heard this, he ran away angrily......
As soon as she got home, her boyfriend called him and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that today, can you forgive me?" ”
Sun Sisi didn't intend to forgive him at first, but after a while, the boy held a bouquet of flowers, stood downstairs at Sun Sisi's house, and shouted, "Forgive me!" ”
Sun Sisi has no friends since she was a child, and suddenly there is someone who is willing to be good to her, and she is really reluctant to let go.
She felt that her boyfriend should have sincerely apologized to her this time, so she forgave him and let him into her boudoir......
The boy entered the house, placed the flowers on the table, and asked, "Are you really what they say?" ”
Sun Sisi was stunned, she couldn't believe that her boyfriend would ask herself like this......
Sun Sisi didn't say anything for a long time, just looked at the familiar but unfamiliar face in front of him in a daze......
The boyfriend said to Sun Sisi: "Actually, I want to believe you, but there are too many gossips, so I have to think like that......"
Sun Sisi's tears were already rolling in her eyes, and she asked with tears in her eyes, "How can you believe me......
The boy walked up to Sun Sisi, gently pushed her on the bed, and said, "I'll see it myself, and I'll know ......"
Sun Sisi struggled to get rid of her boyfriend's grasp, but she refused to agree to anything.
As a result, the boy said to her gently: "You believe me, as long as I confirm it, what they said is false, I will definitely be good to you, and when we go to college, I will definitely marry you!" ”
Sun Sisi finally stopped struggling, she cried and compromised, she still had a glimmer of hope for this boy, thinking that he would fulfill his promise to herself......
When she arrived at school the next day, Sun Sisi told herself that all rumors would be self-defeating, no matter how much others slandered and framed her this time, there would always be someone who believed in her and protected her......
But the reality disappointed her again, and during the lunch break, she went to the boy's class and stood quietly at the door.
She heard her boyfriend in the house, drinking Coke, while saying to the people around her: "You are right, yesterday, I said a few words, she agreed, she is not a yellow flower girl at all, and she is still playing with me shyly......"
Sun Sisi finally mustered up the courage and rushed to the house, snatched the coke from the boy's hand, and splashed it on his face......
He grabbed her wrist with his hand, looked at her with fierce eyes, and said, "Lao Tzu fell for you, all to give you face, you are not allowed to pester me again in the future!" ”
Sun Sisi didn't want to stay in school any longer, so she returned to the classroom, picked up her school bag, and ran all the way home......
She wanted to find a place where no one was around, and she could stay quietly......
But as soon as she entered the house, she saw her mother, sitting in her room.
She lowered her head and walked into the room, and her mother pointed to a smear of blood on the sheets and scolded: "How old are you to do such a thing, do you want to be shameless?" ”
The mother slammed the door and went out, leaving only Sun Sisi staring blankly at the bloody sheets in the room......
She didn't know why overnight, things had become like this, originally she just had no friends, and now it seemed that everyone had become her enemies......
She changed into her favorite green dress and opened the window, she wanted to take a final look at the world outside the window, the frolicking children, the old man playing chess, the birds in the trees......
After that, she couldn't see it again......
She tried her best to be friends with people, but she couldn't, she tried hard to love someone, and in the end she ended up like this......
Sun Si thought that even if she died, no one would still feel sorry for her......
She put her neck into the rope that hung from the curtain pole......
When she was about to lose consciousness, she regretted it, but ...... It's late......