After killing Xu Biao (in fact, Xu Biao was not killed by me, he died from a fatal shot from his men, at that time he could still stand up and take the gun and wanted to kill me, all with a breath of unwillingness, and was later shot in the wrist by Long Mang with a fruit knife, and died of a large amount of blood loss) and his men, I have been facing a strong temptation in my heart. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

This temptation is the temptation to use the small in your hand, but the right to decide the life and death of a person, or even a group of people, to do something out of the ordinary.

Like Xu Biao, I can keep food firmly in my hands and do whatever I want when they are hungry and dizzy. Definitely can, because there is already a precedent, and I was too outstanding when I killed Xu Biao's men, and the blood stain on that body made most people feel afraid of me whenever they saw me, so I really wanted to do that, I can call Ye Dandan to demonstrate it first (she has given up on herself, she will come over if I hook my finger at any time), or I don't need to demonstrate, as long as I have a clear attitude, I think there will be many girls who will throw themselves into their arms. If starvation alone wasn't enough to destroy their dignity and limits, I still have a gun in my hand, and I can ask a guy like Jiang Jingchuan to help me strip them naked and send them to me.

It's tempting to me, really.

Especially whenever I look through the window and see the hordes of zombies roaming around like drunks on the bright sun-scorched land outside the building, I have a strong desire to use the power in my hands to spoil people. Whenever I look at the zombies outside the building, I don't believe that I can still escape, since I can't escape, in the last part of my life, I still don't indulge, worthy of myself? Xu Biao's words actually had a great impact on me.

As for the opponents, Lin Zhuoran must be the first to jump out against them, but I can kill him, I have a gun.

In fact, I forgot to be afraid when I killed Xu Biao's subordinates, and I was not afraid after that, and I even had a cruel pleasure when I washed away the blood and brains on that face. The reason why I dared to take the risk of robbing the restaurant was because I knew that I could die at any time, and after killing someone, I felt that I would dare to take the greatest risk.

As for Lin Zhuoran, I'm not very familiar with him, right? If he objected, I could be the first to kill him. And then what? Long Yuantu? I'm afraid I won't have any burden to kill her. And then what? Long Mang is a threat, but I can suddenly kill him first when nothing is done. What about Zhao Mo? He's still wounded, he can't deal with me with a gun, and maybe he'll side with me? Whatever I do, maybe he doesn't care. Of course, Lin Lu will definitely not agree with me to do this, so ...... Did you kill her too......

I finally suppressed the anger in my heart, and I pressed down the desire in my heart to kill, to humiliate, to spoil people, and finally to destroy myself along with everything.

In fact, as long as a person is not born with a bad seed, or after a complete collapse of reason, even if he occasionally has some thoughts of sin, he will eventually refrain from doing so. In my opinion, even if people like Xu Biao were not desperate, they would not have done so desperately, after all, they originally wanted to whitewash themselves and turn to the right thing. And I'm just a small citizen, usually timid as a mouse, and there is a jealous sister at home, even if I download a small movie from the island country, I will be beaten up, so although I haven't done anything decent, I haven't done anything bad, let alone doing this kind of hurtful thing.

And one of the biggest reasons why I always dare to work hard now is that I still want to live? Even though I felt suffocated and almost hopeless as I looked at the corpses outside, I still had a glimmer of hope after all. Then I laughed at myself and said, "That's all you have?" There are only a few dozen people, and you think that you control some power, and people are also going to laugh at it, and if you want to talk about power, at least you have to talk about power when you control thousands of people and tens of thousands of people, okay? Although among tens of millions of people, I am afraid that there will not be a girl like Lin Lu or Liang Zhengzheng.

Another thing I have to say is that when I think of Lin Lu coming out against me, I imagine what it would be like if I raised my gun and pointed it at her...... I let go of those evil thoughts, because I couldn't do it, I couldn't imagine me shooting her, the bullet drilling into her beautiful and smooth forehead, and then bursting out of the back of her head in a cloud of blood and brains, turning her into a cold corpse. The thought disappeared almost as soon as it arose, because I couldn't, at least for now.

If one day I sink and don't care about anything, I think I'll come to my senses if I see the image in my mind of me holding up my gun to her.

I suddenly understood why people called nurses angels in white.

But now, this angel is making me a little unhappy.

Here's why......

With food rationing and crowd stratification out of the way, one of my next requests was exercise.

The most important thing for us now is to live, and to survive, we have to break out of this place, and to get out of this place, we have to be healthy and strong. I summed up my experience of escaping all the way here, in addition to luck, more often I relied on a breath, but this breath can not be repeated, and then it will be exhausted, and it is impossible to rely on this breath every time to persevere to the end. And many people here don't even have this qi, so the physical foundation is still the most important.

We cleaned up the bathing center, gym, lounge bar, restaurant, a total of two floors, and every day, in addition to checking every possible hidden danger, I mentioned that the most important thing for us is to exercise. It just so happens that we have a gym, and although we can't use things that consume electricity, such as treadmills, there are still a lot of equipment in the gym that can be used. I asked everyone to seize every opportunity to exercise, and I said that if you don't practice, I won't force it, but when it's time to run for my life, I definitely won't go back to those who can't run.

This is what I mean from the heart.

For example, I started to strengthen my strength training, and I think my running ability is still good, but when I am desperate, my strength is very insufficient. So I found some equipment that I used to play with when I went to the gym to do strength training, but as soon as I started practicing, a guy came up to me and said, "It's not right for you to do this kind of training."

It's Liang Zhengzheng.

My idol goddess.

But apart from the fact that she stood up and expressed her support for me at the beginning, we didn't have much in common. I'm self-aware, I'm ordinary, whether it's from my appearance or from my identity, I can't have anything to do with this kind of idol goddess-level girl, and she obviously didn't get close to me because she supported me. It's not scientific. The fact is that after the choice, she was with more people and didn't particularly care about me. After I killed Xu Biao's men, she also tried to avoid me when she saw me like other girls, and I knew that I was really scary at that time.

When I was born out of my guts and wanted to be a complete demon and a bastard, I also thought about forcibly taking my idol goddess into my arms and even having sex with her. This kind of thought was had when I was an otaku at home.,It's just that at this time, it's infinitely close to realizing this obscene idea.。 But after I let go of all these evil thoughts, I even faded from the idea of getting close to Liang Zhengzheng, and for a while I felt that I was very noble.

But this time it was she who took the initiative to approach me, or it can't be said to be close, but a kind reminder, but anyway, it was she who approached me first.

"You're practicing blindly."

I was lying on the mat and jerking dumbbells, when Liang Zhengzheng came over and squatted next to me and said something to me. She is still the same performance costume I wore when I first saw her, white shirt, black skirt, long boots, still with two small brushes, of course, the white shirt is already very dirty, because there is no water to bathe and wash her face and sweat a lot in this hot weather, so I am not afraid that she is an idol goddess, her body is also filled with a sour smell, and there are obviously a lot of stains on her face.

I put down the dumbbell I had only lifted once, sat up, and if I continued to lie down, I might be able to see what was going on inside her squatting skirt, but since I didn't want to be a bully, I wouldn't have to be so obscene.

Then Liang Zhengzheng said: "Strength training especially needs methods, otherwise not only will you not be able to train the strength you want, but it will also cause muscle damage." Uncle is your age, if it is severe, it will cause serious muscle or bone damage, and even the possibility of disability cannot be ruled out. ”

I glared at her, knowing that she wasn't scaring me, I was already 35 years old, and I had to do the equipment to train my strength, and I knew it, but I didn't have time, but didn't I have time? I just want to reinforce, we won't be here for long, we'll have to flee.

Liang Zhengzheng said: "I studied physical education in college, although my specialty is rhythmic gymnastics, but I have received strict and formal fitness training, I originally planned to open a fitness club after graduation, so believe me, I can develop an effective training plan for you, although it is impossible to make you reborn, but for your physical fitness will definitely be greatly improved." Including everyone here, I can teach each person according to their aptitude and develop a different plan for each person. ”

"You want to be in the leadership?" I looked at her and asked knowingly, my idol goddess is not because she was suddenly attracted by the aura of the king and eight that I exuded.

Liang Zhengzheng nodded generously and acknowledged, saying, "I can't eat enough, now only the people in your leadership can eat enough." ”

I thought for a moment and said, "Okay, go back and make a training plan for all employees, and you can select two people as your assistants to supervise the training, your treatment is equivalent to the treatment of our leadership, and your assistant is half a block higher than the middle level, and half a ration is added every day." "Zhao Jialin is also treated half a level high in the middle floor, but his head can't eat anywhere.

Liang Zhengzheng nodded, and said without being arrogant or humble: "I will do my best." ”

I smiled and said, "Also, from now on, you will be my personal coach." "I've given up those sinful thoughts, so I don't have any dirty behavior, but I don't turn down an idol goddess to be my fitness instructor. I don't think anyone will say no.

At dinner, I announced that Liang Zhengzheng had entered the leadership and was responsible for the fitness plan of all the staff, because we didn't practice and play like in the past, so I asked her to make an enhanced version of the plan, not to mention reborn, but to ensure that everyone could run within a month, at least not easily fall behind. She is treated the same as us, in addition to being full every day, she can also wash her face every day.

I thought that Lin Lu would be upset that I had brought Liang Zhengzheng into the leadership, but to my displeasure, she didn't seem to feel anything about it. In other words, she didn't seem to feel anything for me......

This frustrates me.