"Smack!"

A crisp sound broke the quiet night, and a glimmer of light flickered through the originally dark room. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Bai Yi, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, his mood slowly calmed down, the dream just now was not the first time, every time he woke up, Bai Yi felt very nervous, a little frightened heartbeat.

Because, this dream is so real, so real that Bai Yi thought it was an indispensable part of his memory, a real experience.

"Whew!"

With a long sigh, Bai Yi felt that he was slowly relaxing. He extinguished his cigarette, got out of bed, and opened the curtains to look at the stars.

It has been more than two years since he graduated from college, and Bai Yi, who is already twenty-five, has returned to his hometown for more than half a month, and he has not even left the door for half a month.

Unsatisfactory work, emotional abandonment, Bai Yi felt that his life was full of gray, and he didn't know how to go on the next road.

Without asking for leave, he went home without going to work, and he could imagine the kind of eyes and mean language of the leader after he went back. Looking at my mobile phone, there has been no message or phone call for half a month, and it seems that no one will care about me if I disappear from this world, and no one will care.

The more he thought about it, the more angry and lost Bai Yi became, why did he live such a failure? Why is there such a big gap between yourself and others? Why did his girlfriend leave him? Don't you love her deeply? How much is it that you don't pay enough? Why do your leaders never know how to appreciate your talents?

In fact, Bai Yi fell into self-hypnosis at this moment, and he almost completely denied himself and lost that self-confidence.

He is a person with a very strong sense of responsibility, a person with a very sense of justice, a very persistent person, also from a small mountain village, he also knows that it is not easy for his parents to raise him, and he is also a person who works harder than anyone else at work.

However, this society does not know when it has changed. You think that if you are kind enough to do something, you can make the leader have a good impression of you, but you don't like the leader.

You think that if you work hard, your leader will see your efforts and hard work, but you don't know that all your efforts in staying up late are not as good as a wink from a female colleague.

You think you've worked hard for four years and you'll get a good job right out of college, but you don't think that your boss might be the worst student in your class. Just because that person has a rich father.

That's the reality.

Bai Yi's frustration and Bai Yi's pain have actually been experienced in many people who have just graduated from college and entered society. It's just that Bai Yi can't get out of the horns by himself at this time.

"Tick, tick, tick, tick......"

The hands of the clock walked as if they never knew they were tired, and the night was getting deeper and deeper, so Bai Yi stood in front of the window and looked at the deep night sky.

Perhaps, even Bai Yi himself didn't feel it, there were two lines of tears on his face, which made his originally deep expression even more depressed.

Life is like a mountain road, with twists and turns, high and low, don't be depressed when you fall into the trough, because you will soon reach the peak. Don't get too complacent when you're at the peak, because maybe the next moment you'll be at the bottom.

Suddenly, Bai Yi's eyes lit up and opened wide, especially in the dark night. He picked up a cigarette next to him and lit it, then took a deep breath. The solemn expression on his face gradually relaxed.

"If everything in my dreams was really how good it should be, maybe I wouldn't have to be as embarrassed and coopy as I am now. Although everything in the dream was too illusory and terrifying, it was at that moment that I seemed to find my true self. ”

Bai Yi looked at the starry sky and said to himself.

He quietly closed the curtains, lay down and closed his eyes, trying to recall everything in the dream, he hoped that he could find himself in that short dream, and find the confidence that once belonged to him.

In fact, this dream has been bothering Bai Yi for many years, and he doesn't know since he had the first such dream since then, and every time the dream is similar.

He was chased by countless unjust ghosts and countless unknown beings, and no matter how hard he ran, he couldn't shake off the terrifying things behind him in the endless land.

Bai Yi just ran for his life, kept running and fled, I don't know how long he fled, a high mountain suddenly appeared in front of him, and he suddenly seemed to have met a savior or knew some spell.

He stopped at the foot of the mountain, then turned to face the "enemy" behind him. At this time, except for his constantly undulating chest, everything else is calm. He could feel the disdain on his face and the killing intent that flashed in his eyes.

At that moment, he couldn't control himself, he didn't know if he was swayed by something or what, just stood and faced those chasing beings, so calm, so relaxed.

Then the dream self seemed to be playing Tai Chi but the speed was surprisingly fast, as if he had completed dozens or hundreds of movements in an instant.

There are many fierce beasts inexplicably on the mountain behind him, including unicorns, huge and ferocious lions, giant pythons that are tens of hundreds of meters long, goshawks constantly circling and soaring in the sky, turtles lying there steadily, and white tigers.

Then there are countless flowers and trees, and even streams and waterfalls falling, and there seems to be a world behind them.

However, the dream self still seems to feel that something is missing, it seems that it can't complete the most perfect blow, and it seems that he should still try to try to see if he can summon the most powerful being.

The dream self was like an one trying to summon something, but it never seemed to succeed. Then he moved again.

This time the movement was very slow, slowly lifting the right leg and then moving back, slowly stretching out the left hand and pulling back the right hand, and suddenly flew up again and then rolled and landed steadily. The blood at this moment is boiling, the heart at this moment is manic, and the fighting spirit at this moment is invincible.

His mouth kept chanting something like a spell and a living spell, but in his dream, Bai Yi didn't know what it was.

After all this action was done, the dream self pushed his hands towards his upper left. At this time, suddenly a colorful cloud appeared in the high sky, brilliant and shining. Then a shadow appeared faintly above.

The figure continued to hover and fly, and then gradually became real and made a pleasant sound. Although it was in a dream, the sound was so real, as if it was in the ear, and there was nothing more beautiful than the sound.

The hundred beasts behind him were also extremely restless at this moment, some had already knelt down to worship, and some were extremely powerful but also showed cowardice at this moment.

It was a phoenix that gradually emerged in the flames, she seemed to be reborn in Nirvana, slowly appeared in the flames, flew high into the sky, and then flew above the colorful clouds and made a pleasant sound.

In the dream, I watched the appearance of the phoenix and suddenly became excited, my blood boiled even more, and I clenched my fists excitedly, the joy was like studying hard for many years, and then the college entrance examination results came out and I was finally admitted to the ideal university.

But immediately retracted his excitement, silently chanted the spell in his heart, and spread his hands and pushed away to the right.

He wanted something to appear, something more magical and mysterious than the Phoenix. At this moment, the mood was apprehensive, and at the same time a little worried, because he had never succeeded, and the appearance of the phoenix today has surpassed the past and created a miracle.

High in the sky on the right, the sky seemed to be opened, torn apart, as if something was about to pass through, bursting out of chaotic qi, and there seemed to be a sound that shook the mountains and the sea.

However, after a few moments, it slowly calmed down, and everything ceased to exist, apparently that being had not been summoned.

Although Bai Yi was in a dream, he could really feel lost and unwilling at this moment, but at the same time, an immortal fighting spirit and persistence rose in his heart, and his eyes in the dream were even brighter.

All this happened between lightning and flint, in fact, it was only a short time from Bai Yi in the dream to stop and summon so many existences.

He confronted the "enemies" who were chasing him once more, and then swept away the frustration in his heart that he had not summoned the last of his existence, and raised his head with open arms.

"You all give me death!"

Bai Yi in the dream shouted and then waved his arms forward violently, and in an instant there was a rushing sound behind him, the earth was trembling, the sky seemed to be torn apart, and all the beasts and all things attacked forward, and the flowers, trees, and even a stone were killed as if they had life.

At this moment, Bai Yi was incomparably indifferent, standing there quietly and looking at everything coldly, he seemed to see the bloody battlefield in front of him, and he seemed to hear the cry and wail of the "enemy" for mercy.

But at this moment, he told himself in his heart that they deserved it, and death was the best salvation for them.

But before he could see what he had imagined, he woke up from his dream. Each dream is basically the same, more or less detailed, but it never changes much.

At the beginning, Bai Yi thought it was caused by watching too many fantasy thriller novels or TV series. But after many years, he didn't know how many of the same dreams he had.

Later, Bai Yi gradually got used to the dream, because in this dream he found self-confidence, and found the pleasure of ruling all things and giving orders. Especially recently, there have been too many unsatisfactory things in his life, and he likes this dream even more.

"Gurgle!"

A rooster crow pulled Bai Yi back from his dazed state, he opened his eyes and looked out the window, and found that the sky was already cloudy.

He sighed, then pulled the quilt and turned over to sleep for a while, because last night he promised his mother that he would go to the back mountain of the village today to chop wood.

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Bai Yi is me, a loser who is dissatisfied with his job and unsatisfactory love after graduating from college.