"Drink your poison and it's gone." Thick ink said.

I only heard a few grunts, and then the sound of someone rushing out, I thought, it must be Xia Chongcai who vomited, she is not vulgar enough to drink human blood and not pant for breath, I turned over, and my thigh hurt a little, so I could only bend a little.

"Ah Xuan."

"My parents don't know about us, and they don't know about my grandmother, so I'm relieved, we just ended our relationship, or like when we were children, it's good to get along like that, I won't blame you for caring about who you care about a little more, who you are closer to, it won't be so painful, and so are you." There are a lot of grievances in the chest backlog, it is too uncomfortable, and it will take a while to release it, I relieved my breath and continued, "In front of the elders, I hope we can still act as if nothing happened." It's ridiculous to say, I didn't tell you, thick ink, when I was a child, you were shorter than me, I didn't want to call you brother, I used to secretly say in my heart, let me call you brother, unless you look taller than me, ho, when I see you in a few years, you really become my cousin, maybe, this is the relationship we should have. ”

"It's not that I don't believe you, your situation is unstable, I can't be sure, Ah Xuan, how many times have you woken up and you don't remember what you did......"

"When I bite it, my tears flow, my blood flows, is it so difficult to make a decision? I'm going to break up with you now, don't talk about anything else, it's to break up, my situation is unstable, so I won't get close to Xia Chongcai now, and I won't in the future, and after the Spring Festival, I'll be fine, at that time, I won't have any worries anymore, if you don't feel at ease, I can take a break from school for half a year and not contact people. I didn't wait for him to finish before I interrupted the thick ink.

"Ah Xuan, you think too hard about the problem, there is no need for this, I don't blame you." Thick ink said. "Why are you going to get into the nitty-gritty? Let me see your injuries. ”

"Don't come here! Can't die! Do I care about such injuries? It's not that I haven't had pain, but since I've been with you, I've started a new pain, my body has opened up new areas, it turns out, my heart can really hurt so much, when you care about Xia Chongcai, put me aside, what am I? If it weren't for Xia Chongcai's poison that no one could solve, wouldn't you plan to come back? Don't tell me that she is simple, no matter how simple she is, I will never get along with her old age! ”

"Ah Xuan, it's not what you think......"

"No matter what I think, don't explain it anymore, I'm not heartless, I'm really tired, I'm going to sleep." These words are not a lie made up to dispel the thick ink, it is really tired, and when the heart is tired, it is tired everywhere. I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to say anything, I don't even want to breathe, really, but I don't want to die, I still have a family, it's not that I can't live without love, I don't despair of life for the sake of feelings, at most, I don't have illusions about the love between me and thick ink.

Then, I didn't hear the sound of the door closing, my heart hurt, and I also fell asleep in exhaustion, when I had something on my mind, when I was sad, my sleep would not be stable, psychologically speaking, dreams are many reactions, one of which is the psychological impact, probably the new calendar is extremely sad, I will make a lot of dreams that I and thick ink are reconciled, just like the first time we broke up, I was really sad, but my heart really wanted to be reconciled, this time, the feedback in the dream is like this, haven't I been heartbroken? When I opened my eyes, it was already dawn, and I rubbed my eyes, they were still dry and uncomfortable, and even the sideburns where I was sleeping on my side could touch the roots of my hair that had been solidified by dried tears.

The leg is not as painful as before, but the heart is empty, as if a large piece of flesh has been lost, which is more than the leg, "Wake up." "Ho...... I was startled, I sat up, it was thick ink, he was still carrying breakfast in his hand, I just glanced at his face, and I saw distressing dark circles under his eyes, "Go wash up." He put the breakfast on the table, with a smile on his face, as if yesterday's qiē was my hallucination, he didn't make me sad, and I didn't really feel sad, but the heartache was obviously still there, and I couldn't deceive people. Inversely proportional to the haggard he shows, there is a saying, Lejing is sad, the more he smiles, the more haggard his face becomes, but he is still very good-looking, but he is no longer my thick ink.

I ate the breakfast I bought with thick ink, which tasted like chewing wax, and we always maintained a tacit understanding, and if he didn't say it, I wouldn't mention it.

Whose heart has been hurt by love, and whose god has been hurt, don't mention it.

After that, we started a very peaceful life, Xia Chongcai probably didn't come to trouble me for a while because he was so disgusted with my blood. I don't care if she meets with thick ink on the surface, although I want to bite at the thought of them meeting without any scruples, but I endure it. Falling out of love, if you don't lose a few acres of hair, don't lose a few bowls of tears, don't lose sleep dozens of times, how can you be worthy of the feelings I give, just as a tribute to the love that I braided before I matured. I'm talking about it easily, but those days were really uncomfortable, falling out of love was like losing my soul, and I couldn't tell my roommates, I could only talk to Chuqing a few times to breathe, and sometimes I didn't fight to wipe my tears, especially when I dreamed that thick ink and Xia Chongcai were flying together, I was so angry that I went straight out of my tongue in my sleep and smoked a big ear scraper to ask Nianshan on the bed, and the next day her face was swollen like a xiaolongbao, and Nianshan's face was originally round, and it was bulging this time, which became an unsolved mystery in our dormitory, Only me and Chuqing know the inside story.

Strange thing, the rumors of self-harm in the school are gone, it's weird. My way of getting along with Nong Mo is also weird, we will go home together on weekends, eat together, go back to school together, in the eyes of classmates are living couples, in the eyes of parents, we are in a good relationship. Thick ink also adheres to the identity of a fake boyfriend, and it makes me uncomfortable to be good to me, if I break up, I will be so happy that I even swallow my tongue, as long as he shows a little good, I can be happy for a long time, but we have broken up, what he does will only make me feel distressed, I am like this, I will take a little benefit from people, I will feel guilty, I will be embarrassed, I will feel guilty about the spots to the extreme, especially when I can't give anything to the spots, and the thick ink now also has that trend, I suspect that he is performing a bitter trick, he knows that I am soft-hearted, and this time, I will not forgive him so lightly. Of course, I only remembered later that it was one-sided, and he said that I couldn't mention the breakup, and it didn't work at that time, and he didn't agree to our breakup, because it wasn't what he mentioned. So he's still domineering, but he doesn't dare to force me anymore, this is also progress.

I'm the tangled dividing line******

I was shopping with Chuqing at the West Gate, eating snacks, "Little girl." "A lady standing on the side of the road stopped us. The eldest lady was dressed in shabby, but it was still clean, she stood on the edge of the wall, with some words at her feet that I couldn't read, and the key is that there was a broken bowl next to it. The grandmother said that if you see a begging person, even if it is a fake one, you must give it, in case there is a real mixture in it, those who really need help will be covered up, so I did the same this time, took out a dollar from my pocket and threw it into her broken bowl, and Chuqing also put a steel hammer in it. Although it is not much, let's talk about it.

"Little girl." She stopped us again.

"Me? Or is she? Surprised, I pointed at myself with the skewer and then at the first youth.

"It's you." She's talking about me.

I held the skewer in front of her, "Do you want to eat it?" I didn't bite. She shook her head, her expression worried.

"Is there anything I can do to help you?" Chu Qing asked. Why are you calling me for no reason.

"Have you been through a bloodshed lately?" She asked. I nodded, the plague of blood light, have I ever broken it? How did she see it, though?

"Seeing that you also have fate, how about I tell you a fortune?"

"No, no, no." I hurriedly waved my hand, the old man's fortune telling is much more accurate, do you still need to trouble others?

"You've already given money." One, one dollar? I'm not here for fortune telling.

"It's not about money, I really don't want it." I say. It's not unusual to set up a fortune telling stall next to the university.

"Alas, then let me tell you a word, it's okay if you listen to it, if you don't listen to it, it's fate." She looked at me, uh, specifically, at my forehead, "Little girl, it's better to have reincarnation than nothing." "Reincarnation...... I'm interested.

"What reincarnation? Can you explain clearly? I asked.

"Little girl, let me ask you, what is it that there is no reincarnation in this world?" She asked.

"Immortals." Chu Qing said, she shook her head, "Immortals can also choose reincarnation, in this world, people can be reincarnated, and animals can be reincarnated." ”

"Elves can too." I added, "So what can't?" Aren't all demons and monsters included, why can't it? "I'm curious.

The eldest lady shook her head and sighed: "There is only one kind, the thing that is wiped out." "Gone in smoke...... Is she reminding me of the ghosts that have survived King Xuan? She disappeared in ashes, disappeared in the world, and my aunt also saw the evil obstacles on my back, King Xuan can't be reincarnated, she can't be reincarnated......

I am the dividing line of ashes******

"Alright." Thick ink said.

I opened my eyes and stood up, but because I had just pumped a little snake qi, I couldn't stand steadily, "What are you doing in such a hurry?" "Thick ink held me up.

"Go back." I pushed him away, "Bye-bye." ”

"I'll go back too." Thick ink chased after him. Speechless, I just said that I was going to the library, and I didn't keep my word at all.

"Then I'll go to the library." I stopped, turned around and left.

"I'm going to borrow books too." Thick ink said.