To be honest, when I wrote the final chapter, I did have a strong sense of gain and loss, but ......

Although I was very reluctant, I felt more relieved.

I don't write well, I know, it's also because I really didn't have any experience before opening the book, I'm just a pink newcomer, I don't know any authors, and I don't know all kinds of skills for publishing books, saving manuscripts, and rushing to the list-although I still don't know now, I still don't know any authors, and I haven't integrated into this circle-even in the first few chapters, the texts sent are not grouped together, and I don't know what to do at all.

Digging a hole was completely based on interest and plenty of time at the time, and I thought I could kill it, but I always thought that I couldn't last that long, and 500,000 words was already an unattainable goal for me, after all, you have to think about the feeling of racking your brains for writing an 800-word essay two months ago.

I also used to think that I would feel boring when I wrote, and it was impossible to have any achievements, and in the end I could only end up abandoning the pit, but I didn't expect that I would be able to persist until this time-

But, again, newcomers are completely inexperienced. It's the first time I've written such a long article, and I didn't have an outline, and the setting was very confusing, and I even dug the pit to miss the "Cemetery" of Master Jiecaozi...... So Kavin is actually a common thing, and it's not a problem that only comes later.

I feel very distressed when I write it, I can only keep writing, deleting it, and correcting it little by little, so I put most of my free time in front of the computer every day. In addition, I belong to the kind of person who has to read it myself once after writing it, and if I feel that something is wrong, I will continue to change it, so the work is getting heavier and heavier......

Up to now, it basically belongs to the behavior of typesetting and reading with a reader every three or two paragraphs to see how the reading feeling is, and then repeating this behavior every time one or two natural paragraphs are added, which has basically become a conditioned reflex......

My writing is very inky, my style is very wordy, although I have always wanted to change, but the effect is really not ideal - I want to be concise, but the final plot paragraphs make me feel unsmooth, unable to connect, some chapters are such a product of wanting to change, I feel awkward and embarrassed to read it.

And there are too many things I want to explain, and I don't think about whether you can accept it, and it really starts to get out of control in the later stage-

It is precisely for this reason that I feel that the more I write, the more painful it becomes, and thinking about the follow-up every day has almost become a kind of torture, and my writing skills are completely uncontrollable.

I don't know what to say, maybe it's actually after it was put on the shelves, when my hobby turned into work, my heart not only did not relax, but felt a sense of heaviness. The more entangled, the worse it is...... I dare say that I wrote very carefully and did put a lot of effort into it, but some things don't mean that if you work hard, you will definitely do your best, and maybe you will go in the wrong direction from the beginning.

I don't have the qualifications to be a god in a book, and I don't expect such a good thing, but I miscalculated my control of the plot, the integration of the setting, and the ability to control the story.

There's no outline, there's no setting, where to write when you want to, I often like to crash the plot, and jump to another line as soon as my brain opens...... These are my dead ends, and by the end of the day I have almost forgotten what I set before, what plots have been buried...... It's really, sorry.

Therefore, it is too abrupt and too hasty to end in such a way now, and many things are not explained, and an open ending is arranged at will...... It wasn't my intention, but it was my own.

Later in the story, I couldn't go any further......

It's certainly not going to please everyone, but I've really done my best.

There's nothing I can do about it, so I can only apologize to readers who feel that there's still a lot to write about and who aren't happy with this development.

This is not the end, the story between them or between them will always continue, but that is not the fate that I can continue to orchestrate.

That-I've actually opened a new book, but I haven't said much about it before, because I'm not sure if the new book is good or not, and I think it's unfair to canvass for new book recommendations before the old book is finished. But there shouldn't be any problems now, if you still think the new book is acceptable, you can collect it and recommend it......

It's called "Hand Remnant Apocalypse.,It's a book title that doesn't have much to do with the story.,Probably complaining about my own hand remnants - but it may still be very inky.,Very wordy.,I'm not sure if the style is everyone's favorite.,But it's still an anime-oriented house infinite stream.。 It's just not too much to brag about.

As for this one,,Probably I'll update it as soon as possible.,It's the story of Gensokyo outside that time.。

I'm sorry.

I'm a little incoherent now, after all, this is the first time I've felt it.

This is also the closing remarks of the first part of my first book...... Thank you very much for your support, I can't repay you enough.

Thank you so much.