The first to stand up was a girl. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

After more than ten days of getting along, I know everyone here, although not everyone is familiar with each of them, but I know what each of them is called and what they did before.

The girl who was the first to stand up was called Zhou Lingjie, Sassoon head, jeans, sneakers, about 165 cm tall, relatively handsome, if it weren't for the three extremely beautiful girls of Liang Zhengzheng, Lin Lu and Jiang Miaoyun here, this little girl's appearance is also very good. But what impressed me more was a reporter's vest over her gray and yellowed white T-shirt, which had many pockets, and in it put her voice recorder, a small paper notebook, a water-based pen and other things, and a very delicate SLR.

At this time, I remembered that she was an intern reporter, and she also went abroad as an intern reporter in the popular column "Citizen Front" hosted by Xia Shiqi, the gold medal female anchor of Homeland Satellite TV, and later the first concert with the team to interview the "peerless beauty", and after the catastrophe, she fled here with Liang Zhengzheng and several of them.

These days, this intern reporter is one of the top few people in the middle layer who is very serious in his work and very hard in practice. It makes me like her, because she works so hard, which means that she has a very clear understanding of her situation.

I objected to Lin Lu coming forward because this little nurse was always hot-headed, while this little reporter seemed much more sensible. She stood up silently, and didn't ask for anything, but handed the small and delicate SLR she was carrying with her to a girl who knew her best these days, and said: "If I can't come back, remember to take this camera with you, don't lose it, there are a lot of photos I risked my life to take in it, and I have the opportunity to pour out the photos again, which are very precious materials." ”

I didn't say anything more, but continued to look at the silent crowd, because it was not enough for the little reporter alone.

After a while, a boy named Liu Zhengbing stood up, this boy is not too brilliant in all aspects, he looks like he is in his twenties, but there are some vicissitudes in his eyes, as soon as he stood up, he asked me: "Is there any smoke?" ”

I don't have a few packs of cigarettes on me, and I don't want to smoke them these days, but I'm still very generous at this time...... I took out a cigarette and handed it to this boy as ordinary as me, and lit it for him myself. He was very arrogant and had no intention of being humble, and after taking a deep puff of cigarette, he moaned very comfortably and enjoyably, and then said to me: "Brother Hao, to be honest, I saw that you were very unhappy at first, such a ** uncle, even came to point fingers at us!" Don't be angry, that's really my initial thought. ”

I'm not angry...... But I especially want to smoke him, I've never been a well-cultivated person, and I'm called a ** silk uncle in front of so many people, of course I want to smoke someone. Although what he said was not wrong.

Liu Zhengbing took another puff of cigarette and said: "But after these days, I admire you a lot, you dare to think, you dare to do, the thinking is very clear, and it is very fair, I don't know what is going on in this world, but at this point, I think it is a very good thing to follow you." If I can't come back, remember to light me a cigarette, I don't have any other hobbies, I just started smoking in elementary school. Also, if anyone can see my parents in the future, tell them that they have a son who is quite a seed. I'm done. ”

He spoke calmly, like the kind of veteran on the battlefield who started from Dunkirk, fought all the way to North Africa, fought to Italy, fought to Germany, and finally airdropped to Iwo Jima, smoking a cigarette and taking life and death lightly. However, I don't think my analogy is very good, because often such veterans come through all kinds of winds and waves, and finally die of stray bullets before Japan surrenders.

I looked at Liu Zhengbing, pointed to a boy in the crowd and said, "Give him your sneakers!" ”

Liu Zhengbing was wearing a pair of slippers from the bathing center, and his own shoes had probably run away a long time ago.

It's okay to have two people come out, and if you dare to go, don't say that everyone is afraid to go, and even if they dare to go, I don't want so many people to go. But except for Liu Zhengbing and Zhou Lingjie, in fact, I am also going to go, not that I want to play any drama of convincing people with virtue and taking the lead, I don't pretend to be like that. I just feel that the longer I stay, the less daring I become, and the longer I stay, the beast in me is waking up, and I don't know what I'm going to be when it spreads its teeth and claws.

In the past few days, watching the supplies decrease day by day, the thoughts that came to me after I had just killed Xu Biao's men began to raise their heads again. A voice in the back of my heart told me that there was no way we could escape, that there were thousands of zombies gathered around this building, and that we would not be able to escape anyway. Therefore, what we are doing now is meaningless, and we will all die eventually. Since we're dead, why not......

Just yesterday, when Liang Zhengzheng finished his daily training for me, I somehow caught her hot-headed. I was training in a separate area, and it was late at that time, and everyone else went to rest, so no one noticed me, so what if someone saw me? Here, no one can restrain me except myself.

I grabbed her and pushed her against the wall, and I clung to her.

This is my idol goddess, I used to only see her on TV, before Home Entertainment created this group of young and beautiful girls, the goddess that came to my mind was the Hong Kong star in the 90s, but that was even farther away from me.

I don't know how to describe the mood at that time, that is, a person who could only appear and YY in my mind once and will always be able to appear, is now standing in front of me so vividly, and so close, I can clearly feel her nervousness and fear, I can clearly feel her body trembling because of tension and fear, I can clearly smell the breath of her body, I can also feel her breathing so truly, and even I have clinged to her chest, so clearly feel her fullness and elasticity.

She didn't scream, just pushed me out with both hands, her eyes filled with tears and pleading, but I didn't intend to let go at the time, her forbearance and depression reminded me that I could do whatever I wanted with her. If she doesn't want to, I can make her hungry, and if someone comes out and accuses me, I can swallow his accusations back in my stomach with a pistol.

The feeling of being able to do whatever you want was addictive, and I was almost going to do it. But when her tears burst out of her eyes and dripped down my chest, I stopped all movements, let go of her, and silently took a few steps back. I could not see a woman shed tears, especially such tears of humiliation and suffering, and she was probably ready to grit her teeth and bear everything, for just as she was about to rebuke me, the pistol I was holding was already pressed against her temple, it was a pistol, a real pistol capable of killing people.

When I was at my worst, I used to think that if I was going to die soon, then before I died, I would have to deal with this idol goddess first. However, when I saw the tears that burst out of her eyes, and saw her fear, humiliation, and disgust eyes, I suddenly felt that this was a boring thing.

Then I sat down on the floor and patted the ground for her to sit down as well.

Liang Zhengzheng looked at me with some surprise, and wiped a handful of tears behind her, and in the surprise and anger, there was also a trace of gratitude.

I lit a cigarette and said, "Did you dislike me just now?" ”

Liang Zhengzheng looked at me, gritted his teeth and nodded.

I smiled wryly and said, "Actually, I don't blame me, who made you look so beautiful and so charming, I'm not complimenting you, it's a fact." I think there are very few men who are not moved when they see you, you hate me so much, is it because I am too ***? Do you think that a good swan is given to a short and poor toad, what's wrong with this thing is disgusting? ”

Liang Zhengzheng looked at me, I was very serious. In fact, I think it's boring to ask such a question, it is a very dark kind of problem, generally speaking, the goddess is to be good with the prince, and the short and poor **silk counterattack on the goddess is too fake, not only does it not make people feel inspirational, but it will make people feel obscene. Just like the state of mind when I was on the verge of exploding just now, I felt very dark and obscene.

She sniffed and said, "Yes." ”

I laughed, the truth is always the most hurtful, there are no miracles in life.

Liang Zhengzheng then said: "But it's not all. No girl would like a short and poor lewd old man, those ** silk counterattacks are fairy tales, I didn't believe it when I was in elementary school. It's a fact. But not all girls only like to be rich and handsome, after all, this vanity eventually comes at the cost of betrayal and abandonment, and I have known this for a long time. ”

I couldn't help but ask, "Are all girls very precocious, and even more so of a rare girl like you?" ”

Liang Zhengzheng said: "Actually, this is all taught to me by my mother, and she herself is a vivid example. When I was a girl, I believed in love, and I wanted to marry my dad alive or dead, my dad was an ordinary worker, and he said that marrying my mom was like marrying a time bomb, and he was trembling every day. They divorced within a few years, my mother took me to marry my stepfather, and then the old-fashioned plot of the old man finding a new love was staged, she said that this life is very boring, I also feel bored, and I also feel bored when I think about my future life. So you know what? When I found out that this disaster was coming, I wasn't particularly scared, and I said to myself, at least, I don't have to go back to my mother's old ways. ”

I asked, "You're ready to take it, but that's not what it's all about, right?" ”

Liang Zhengzheng nodded, there was no such humiliation, only sadness, but that kind of sadness was even more stinging.

I said, "Then I stopped all of a sudden, wasn't it boring?" Doesn't it mean that a man lets a beautiful woman go, is it really a special beast? ”

Liang Zhengzheng looked at me and said seriously: "Uncle, don't keep thinking about these things in your heart, people's hearts are very complicated, and thinking too much will only make you feel tired." If you want to be a bad person, you will be a bad person, and if you want to be a good person, you will be a good person, and don't always compete with yourself. But I think you've been doing a lot these days, so go ahead and see where you can go. ”

She just blocked my way for the bad guy.

However, I really don't want to live so lowly, I sighed in my heart, and I was a little relieved, when I can still restrain myself, it shows that I still have a lot of hope for survival.

I'm going to take a few people on a risk to find the microphone to prove that I'm not in self-imposed exile.

Am I great? I suddenly felt like I was a little bit of an admirer of myself.

I stood up, pulled her up, then hugged her in my arms, and went back to discuss the details of going to the 15th floor with Zhao Mo and Lin Zhuoran all night.