A dreamless night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Seriously, for the first time since I went on a business trip for my bureau seat Chen Zhen on my birthday on July 4th, I fell asleep for the first time.

For the first time in my life, I was so frightened that I wasn't even sure if I was dead or alive, and I wasn't sure if I was asleep or not. In the ventilation duct of the western restaurant, I was confused with the pseudo-mother college student and the little Lori for a while, and I felt that I was asleep, but it was really a natural physiological reaction of physical and mental exhaustion to the extreme, in fact, I didn't sleep long at all, in the cafeteria of the police hospital, to be precise, I didn't really fall asleep, every time I closed my eyes, I was awakened by all kinds of fear, anyway, I couldn't tell the difference between day and night, I was so tired that I couldn't hold on, and I just closed my eyes and was confused for a while, as long as there was a little movement, Even if it's a movement you've imagined, you will wake up suddenly. That's why I couldn't stay in that police hospital, and in addition to being alone, this fear of not being able to close my eyes almost broke me.

Lin Lu and I really slept until three o'clock in the morning before waking up, I don't know if she had also experienced the fear I encountered, but when we woke up, the tiredness of not being able to really sleep for a few days and nights still shrouded us deeply. People are like this, when the nerves are tense all the time, they don't feel it, and once they relax, that kind of tiredness is the most deadly.

We woke up, but we felt tired even when we lifted our eyelids, and we wanted to continue sleeping, but we couldn't sleep after all. Hunger aside, we are still highly nervous. Then I felt pain all over my body, in addition to the high mental tension in the past few days, my body was also running at high intensity and overload...... 35 years old, after all, I'm not a hairy guy who just got out of college, I thought that my potential was stimulated, the small universe exploded, and I became a golden saint, but no, now all problems have arisen.

It's good to have this night's rest, otherwise, I would have collapsed at any time after my body and mind were tense to the extreme. Fortunately, I accidentally found the locomotive that the zombie couldn't climb up and slept well, and finally got a kind of release, which is really fortunate to think about.

We woke up and lay down for a long time, but there was no comfortable mattress on the floor on the locomotive, so after a long time, our bodies protested, and we reluctantly got up. We went to the creek and washed our faces, and for the first time in so many days. It's very comfortable, I really didn't expect that in today's world, washing your face is a luxury.

It can be seen that Lin Lu is not satisfied with just washing her face, she scanned me with clear eyes, I smiled and said, "I'll go farther, okay?" ”

Lin Lu thought for a while and said, "But then I'll be afraid." Don't go too far, but don't peek. ”

I shook my head bitterly and said frankly, "This, I obviously can't do." ”

"No matter." Probably because the stream is too tempting for her, most of the people who study medicine have a habit of cleanliness, and she hasn't taken a bath for a few days, and it's strange that she still has to move her steps at this time. She knew that my obscene uncle was definitely not some kind of restless Yanagishita Megumi, but she didn't want to care so much. Maybe she even thinks that if there is something, then let it be...... To add a note, here's what I thought.

I'm really not a gentleman, and besides, peeping at the little nurse taking a bath has not happened many times in my mind. But seriously, the voyeurism I want should be in a small space like a small bathroom in a rental house, as if that would be ambiguous enough and obscene enough. An open-air place like the one now, where I can see it as long as I want, makes me feel like I'm missing something.

So I think that the human heart is really simple and clean, it is the surrounding environment that affects and changes the human heart, just like when I stayed at home and watched the action movies of the island country in the past, it was so obscene, but in this vast and desolate abandoned locomotive cemetery, my heart was also washed clean by heaven and earth...... Even if it's only temporary, that's the difference between the environment.

I don't know if this is the first time for me - I didn't peep at the little nurse taking a shower, and I didn't even have the heart to turn my head away. I sat in the cleaned lounge, lit the fire again, and boiled a new pot of corn. Then, take the bullets out of the backpack and press them into the magazine one by one.

I prefer and am more accustomed to handjobs than the police micro charge I picked up, and I am more and more familiar with that Smith and Wesson, but the bullets of that gun are almost finished, because of the caliber problem, even if I pick up more pistol bullets in the future, it is not suitable for this gun. When that time comes, even though it is my savior, I will eventually have to abandon it.

At this time, Lin Lu was drenched in water and came back humming a song. I just looked at her and groaned inwardly, I regretted it, and I should have poked my head out to admire it anyway. After this girl took a bath, that delicate look was too tempting.

"I'm sure that Megumi Yanashita or something is definitely impotence." I gritted my teeth and said, "Hurry up and eat and leave, or I can't guarantee that I won't do anything inferior to a beast." ”

Lin Lu smiled and said, "There is a joke, it is a problem. Ask a man and a beautiful woman what he would do if he was stranded on a desert island. The first answer is to push the beauty to it, it is a well-dressed beast. Answer two, push down the beauty and then escape by yourself, beast. Answer three, don't do anything to guard the beauty, it's better than the beast. ”

My eyes widened, and I stood up murderously and said, "You're not implicit, it's explicit!" ”

Lin Lu screamed, turned around and jumped out.

After a short period of joy and a full meal, all we can do is continue on our way. I don't know where the future is, I don't know where the goal is, but I'm still on the road. Hope is slim, but aren't we all alive?

Now I'm more worried about the oil. The car's fuel gauge had dropped to a third of the point, which was not enough gasoline for us to escape out of town. I don't know where that Dr. Xu is now, dead or alive, but the car she left saved my life and Lin Lu's lives. Unfortunately, things are never perfect, and I can't hope that the car will run out of gas, and I know that Cadillac's fuel consumption is already high in a similar car. I looked at the data sheet on the car, and the numbers showed that the range of the car was no more than 150 km, which was theoretically enough for us to drive farther, but I knew that in this labyrinthine city, we might not even be able to get to the toll booth.

And the navigation tells me that we are now very close to the Lingxiu district in the north of the city.

Lingxiu District is the city's university town, the cultural center, and has been for the past few decades, unlike many cities where university towns are newly built. I've been to Lingxiu District, where even the creepers outside the school building are full of culture. But can culture escape this catastrophe? I doubt it.

As to whether we should go in the direction of Lingxiu District now, Lin Lu and I had a heated argument.

I don't think I should go there because I have the impression that there are many universities there, and even though it's a holiday, a lot of students don't leave at all during the holidays. And I reminded her that on July 4th, my birthday, many universities didn't have a holiday at all. In addition, the so-called "Peerless Beauty" debut concert was held at the Lingxiu District Culture and Art Center, and at least 50,000 college students stayed in the school to wait for this concert. If we plunge headlong into a sea of zombies, it is better to hide in this locomotive cemetery, at least we still have wild corn to eat, even if we finish eating the wild corn that grows sparsely, we can eat grass.

But Lin Lu thinks that there should be rescue in Lingxiu District, the reason is that Lingxiu District is the cultural center of the city, and those college students who stay in school are the future pillars of the country's society, not to mention that there are many experts and professors living there. It is impossible for the state not to rescue such a catastrophe, and once the country rescues, it will first consider these current and future elites. Therefore, she thinks that if we go to Lingxiu District, the probability of encountering rescue is much greater than hiding in this wilderness.

I don't know what her logic is, but I can't tell her, and if I can say that, it's mainly because I don't have a clear direction right now. And she added that her classmates are also over there, she went to medical university, and she said that many of her classmates are very good, especially those senior brothers, even if there is no rescue, we go to them, it is much better than now.

To be honest, my self-esteem has been greatly bruised, and my defense seems to be weak, as if I ******** envy, jealousy, and hatred of her classmates, especially those senior brothers, so I don't want to go over there, but I want to say that those classmates and brothers of yours have nothing to do with me? You want to die yourself, anyway, none of us owe anyone, I'd rather starve to death here and become a weed, than risk becoming zombie dung. In fact, regardless of whether her idea made sense or not, I was reluctant to accept her plan after my self-esteem was severely damaged.

How long have we known each other? Who is obligated to do for whom they do not want to do what they do not want to do? I slept soundly on this abandoned locomotive behind me, and I didn't want to go anywhere.

"But aren't you still looking for your sister?" Lin Lu found that I seemed to be really angry, and changed the way she looked when she mentioned her classmates before, and said weakly: "Maybe she is in Lingxiu District." ”

When it comes to Li Di, my attitude is also a little better, but I said stiffly: "No, she is a policeman, not a college student, what is she doing in Lingxiu District?" ”

Lin Lu saw that there was a play, so he continued: "Didn't you say that there is a 'peerless beauty' concert over there?" Maybe she's going to keep order over there? ”

I laughed, looked at Lin Lu with disdain, and said, "What kind of police do you think she is?" of the security brigade? She is an elite of the police force of the special forces under the provincial department, and will she maintain order for a concert? What do you want? How awesome do you think this concert is, and you need to mobilize the special police team of the provincial department to see the venue? Why do you think people are like you second-class young people who take a concert that is basically a commercial show to the sky? ”

Lin Lu stopped talking, although she looked unhappy, but she couldn't find a reason to refute me for a while.

And I said, okay, let's go to Lingxiu University Town.

I wasn't moved by her, I just remembered that the returnee doctor from the police hospital who had a little eyebrow with Li Di recently, it seems that after doing a doctorate at the medical university, Li Di also ran to Lingxiu District from time to time. I despise that turtle in my heart, but I am looking for Li Di now by luck, even if there is only a slight possibility, I will try.