Chapter 188, Sunshine also seems unreal

Living in the isolation ward of a field hospital is actually a preferential treatment, well, I have gradually come to accept this reality. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although theoretically, the patients in the isolation ward are still at risk of mutation, but it has been almost half a year since the outbreak of the disaster.

Seriously speaking, in fact, the period of recuperation in the isolation ward of the field hospital was the most comfortable period after the disaster. The supply of materials here is relatively abundant, not only can you eat three meals a day, but also have meat and vegetables and fruits every day, although the fruit is more monotonous is apples, but it is also a fruit. For people like me who live in a separate ward, there is milk and eggs every day, which was just an ordinary thing in the normal years in the past, and now it is very remarkable.

I stayed in the ward for about half a month before I walked out of the ward one sunny afternoon and came to a small courtyard outside our building.

It was rainy every day for the past half a month, and I felt like I was going to get moldy in bed, and I finally saw the sun outside, and I said that I would go out. Zheng Zheng couldn't resist me, but she insisted on pushing me out in a wheelchair, but the injury on her arm was not good, and she couldn't use one hand, so the wheelchair pushed fell to my bedside nurse Lin Lu.

Of course I don't mind.

As a result, I was pushed by Lin Lu, accompanied by Zheng Zheng, and the three of us came to the yard. The rare sunlight made me a little uncomfortable, and I squinted for a while before I gradually saw everything in front of me.

The yard was not large, but there was a yellowed lawn with a few benches in the middle of the lawn, a few round tables, and some pines and cypresses around it. It's not that I said, these things are always reminiscent of cemeteries, and these dozen pines and cypresses are a little too tall, of course, we are not used to seeing this kind of big tree.

When we came out, there were already a few people on the lawn, and when I saw it, it was Zhao Jialin, Wang Zhicheng and Li Yunzhong, the fighter for the golden remnants. Regarding Li Yunzhong's surrender to Zong Li's mercenaries, no one laughed at her or anything later, but I hadn't heard Zheng Zheng Lin Lu or Lin Zhuoran mention her before, I thought she had gone somewhere else, but I didn't expect her to be here. This will be she is fighting with Zhao Jialin Wang Zhicheng landlord, I rub, a doctor of physics who came back from Germany turned out to be a gangster landlord with a college student who did not graduate, and it didn't look like there was any sense of disobedience, and he was also drunk.

The key is that I can't help but feel a little itchy when I see it, and excitedly ask Lin Lu to push me closer to them, their bet on the apples rationed every day, it seems that they have been saved for a few days, obviously Li Yunzhong's card skills are better, after all, he is a doctor of physics, and his computing power is not comparable to ordinary people. However, fighting the landlord is not a one-person thing, especially when she has to bring a teammate, and that teammate is determined to pit her, there is only one apple left in front of her.

"I'm rubbing, how boring it is to fight the landlord." I saw that my hands were itching, and I couldn't help but say, "Let's play mahjong, I'll add one too." ”

"Boss."

"Brother Hao."

Zhao Jialin and Wang Zhicheng were very happy to see me, although they went to see me in the ward, but Zheng Zheng and Lin Lu were strict, for fear that they would bring me some cigarettes or other things, so they didn't go to the ward often. At this time, when they saw me come out, they obviously felt that my energy was much better, and they seemed very happy. Their injuries weren't too serious, they were recovering well, and they didn't look like they were okay now.

And Li Yunzhong also called the boss, I thought she would be a little ashamed of her surrender at that time, but obviously, she didn't take it seriously, but said confidently: "Boss, you see that I didn't even go to the national team, so I came over with everyone, I'm funny enough." "The national team she said is a national power station, after the disaster, a high-tech talent like her must be very sought-after, but she actually ran back, in her concept, as a non-combatant, when the battle can't go on, it is not a problem, she gave up the work of the national power station and ran to us, this is called a problem.

But I didn't pay much attention to her, not because I had an opinion on her, but if you took care of this leftover girl too much, she would kick her nose and become arrogant. I don't know what she likes about our gang well, and she actually ran back by herself.

Probably knowing that I came out to bask in the sun, other people also came out one after another. I saw that Li Di, Li Shuming and Zhou Lingjie were all pushed out in wheelchairs, when the four of us got together in wheelchairs, I couldn't help but feel a strong sense of joy, to be honest, if the four of us in wheelchairs got together and didn't play mahjong, how boring it was? So I strongly asked to play mahjong, Lin Lu said that my request was whimsical, how could there be mahjong in the field hospital? But under my repeated begging, she still dragged Liang Zhengzheng and went with her to ask Dr. Chai.

The nurses who pushed Li Di and Li Shuming out, of course these two nurses can't be compared with Lin Lu, but if you don't take Lin Lu and Zheng Zheng's appearance as a reference, it actually looks good, at least it's refreshing and lovely, Zheng Zheng is right, I'm a nurse.

And pushing the little reporter Zhou Lingjie out, it was naturally her university teacher Lin Zhuoran, we asked, Lin Zhuoran really was Zhou Lingjie's teacher, although Lin Zhuoran is a professor in the School of Life Sciences, Zhou Lingjie is a student in the School of Communication, but Zhou Lingjie has chosen a public course of Lin Zhuoran. So when we saw Lin Zhuoran and Teacher Lin pushing his students out like this, they all laughed wickedly, and the little reporter Zhou Lingjie didn't look very good, and his face was a little frightening, but when we laughed, his face couldn't help but fly a little red, and he looked a little more angry.

Zhao Yingluo also walked over with the little girl Cheng Qingqing in her hand, Zhao Yingluo, the female killer, is still as quiet as when I first met her, like a very harmless little girl. And the light little girl, who still looks so crystal cute in the sun, is wearing a cotton coat that is changed from adult clothes, and I don't know who changed the clothes, it looks very poor, and the children look a little bloated on the body, and it makes people feel more and more pitiful. After all, she saw her mother and sister die in front of her, and now the adults around her have nothing to do with her.

I don't know if there will be a future in this world, and I don't know what kind of character she will become even if she grows up.

I don't have much experience working with children, but at this time I looked at this little girl who was timidly looking at the adults around me, and I couldn't help but wave to her, and motioned for her to come in front of me. The little girl looked at me, she knew me, but I basically didn't say anything to her, so when she looked at me, she inevitably had some fear in her eyes, so she held Zhao Yingluo's hand tightly and stood still.

Zhao Yingluo glanced at me and said, "You will scare children like this, even if you can't coax children, at least you should have a little smile." "She rarely speaks, she speaks softly, and no one who has ever seen her shoot will not believe that she has such extraordinary speed. After Long Mang died, the use of hot and cold weapons was of the highest level, that is, Zhao Yingluo.

At this time, Zhao Jialin put down the cards in his hand, took an apple and walked to the little girl, smiled and said: "Look, this is specially prepared for you by my brother today, it is bigger than yesterday's red and bigger than yesterday's, you have to eat it obediently, you know?" ”

I'll go, a big man of 1.85 meters pinched his throat and spoke in the tone of a child, I was also drunk when I listened, but the child still ate his set, the originally tight face relaxed a lot, took the apple with two small hands, put it under the nose and smelled it, didn't speak, but reached out and pulled Zhao Jialin, and smiled slightly. According to my decades of experience, this little girl is definitely a beautiful embryo, if she can grow up smoothly, there will be no problem at all in being a school girl.

However, I looked at the happy expression of the little girl holding the apple, and turned to Li Di, who was sitting side by side with me, and said, "In this way, the supply of materials here is not so sufficient." "One apple per person per day, but except for the one that Zhao Jialin gave to the little girl, the others looked small and dry, and I don't know how long they had been stored.

One detail, you can see a lot.

We are here to recuperate, to put it bluntly, we are also eating and drinking, and we get something for nothing, but if there is a problem in the supply chain here, then what will happen to us people next, this is also a question.

Li Di stretched his waist, stretched out his arms under the sun, let out a long breath, and said, "Wait a few more days." ”

Wait a few more days? What does this mean? Lin Zhuoran said that the military research institute took blood samples from all of us, and then did not give us the results, but I think there is nothing wrong with not saying it. It's not a good place, and we don't know what's going on outside. Li Di said that if you wait a few days, you will wait a few days, and I don't want to ask more, anyway, there are people here to raise, there are food and drink, and there is nothing bad.

After a while, Lin Lu and Liang Zhengzheng came back, Lin Lu was holding a box in his hand, with an incredible look, and said: "There is really mahjong in this place, uncle, as soon as Dr. Chai heard that you were going to play mahjong, he also said with great interest that he wanted to find time to play a few rounds with you, hey, who are the people I met!" ”

Hearing Lin Lu say this, everyone laughed, in this winter sunshine, this laughter made me feel a little unreal. It's not like something that happened in front of us, it's like a memory from a long time ago, just like that catastrophe was a long time ago.

Playing mahjong? When we are chased by zombies and have no way out, how can we think that we can pick up such things that are commonplace in daily life, but can neither be eaten nor used in disasters, and have no practical value at all? I grabbed an eighty thousand and squeezed it tightly in my hand, pinching and pinching, and suddenly my nose was sore and I wanted to cry.

Then I cried, and I didn't feel ashamed.

Then this mahjong is not played in the end, everyone is a little sad in their hearts, I don't know if this disaster can really pass, I don't know when it will pass, but even if the disaster passes, our psychological level, we don't know when it will pass, maybe, this life is very difficult.

At night, the weather is colder, there is no air conditioning in the house, there is no heating, the lights are turned off, and I feel that the gap left by the wooden window sill is still very large, as if I can see the wind pouring in from outside.

Zheng Zheng couldn't sleep anymore on her marching bed, so she put her quilt on my bed, and then she got into my quilt, which was very narrow, and we had to be close to each other so that no one would fall out of bed. But it was good, I put my hand through the back of her neck, took her in my arms, rested my chin on her head, smelled her hair, and still felt like a dream.

I couldn't sleep, I gently rubbed Zheng Zheng's back with my hand, and she couldn't sleep, so I asked her: "Zheng Zheng, do you think this disaster will really pass like this?" ”

Zheng Zheng said: "Of course I hope so, but I am always unsteady in my heart, and I don't know what else I will encounter." It's a good place to live, but I always feel like we're going to wander somewhere. ”

I sighed, in fact, I also feel this way, when a person's heart can't settle down, you are wandering, and you can't go home. I said, "Suddenly we feel that we are being banished, not only can we not find our way home, but our hearts will never fall, and you are right, I also feel that we have to wander somewhere." ”

Zheng Zheng suddenly raised his head and said, "Let's have a baby." ”

Yes? I sat up a little so I could see her face, and I was a little unprepared by her sudden question, and I smiled and said, "So direct?" But my injuries are not yet healed, if this is something and everyone dies, are you considered a murder of your husband? ”

Zheng Zheng glanced at me and said: "You think so beautifully, in fact, I don't dare to have children, I see the lightness like that, my heart hurts, if I also have a child without a father and no mother, I will die, and I will cry out of a river with heartache." But I want to have a child, who looks like me, and if you get along with Lin Lu again, then I will take my child over by myself. ”

Forget it, it's useless to talk too much, since it's all about having children, you can't just talk about it.

"Hey, what are you doing? You don't hurt well yet, hate your hands, don't be so dishonest and hate"

Li Di said to wait a few days, and after waiting for a few days, I finally knew what she meant by waiting a few days.