A thought popped into my mind, if I had beaten them away, wouldn't my grandmother have died?

I touched Yamo in my hand, my grandmother gradually fell asleep, the black and white in the yard, slowly floated towards the house, I suddenly had a feeling of rapid heartbeat, I sat on the sofa, touched Yamo in my hand, I didn't know whether I should rush up and fight with them, or should I wait quietly......

At that moment, many thoughts turned through my mind, but did it really make sense for me to fight?

In the blink of an eye, two people had already entered the house, and I suddenly shouted, "Come on!" My grandma is going to die! ”

At my throat, the whole family rushed into the house, but the two people, one black and one white, were not affected by anyone at all, and continued to walk towards grandma......

I watched the whole family sit quietly at the back of the crowd by my grandmother's bedside, and suddenly, there was no crying in my ears, and the scene in front of me was like a silent movie, only the sound of the howling wind......

I watched as black and white impermanence stood in the middle of the crowd......

I looked at the iron chain in Hei Wuchang's hand and trembled......

I watched my grandmother sit up from the bed......

I watched as the chains wrapped around my grandmother's neck......

I watched as Black and White Impermanence led my grandmother out of the crowd......

I watched as my grandmother smiled at me......

I followed Black and White Impermanence and Grandma out of the yard, I didn't shed a single tear, the three of them walked very fast, I followed closely behind, running hard......

In my ears, there was still no sound......

I saw that the people who came and went by the roadside seemed to be still......

I tried my best to keep up with them, but I couldn't keep up with them, and I watched as they took my grandmother......

I know that a person like my grandmother, who has been so kind all her life, shouldn't be too painful after death, and maybe she will be able to come back to see me when she is on vacation in the Ghost Castle......

Although I thought this in my heart, I still had an indescribable feeling, I would never see my grandmother alive again, I would never hear her advice to me again, and I would never be able to do many, many things again......

I ran far, far away until I couldn't see them anymore, I cried loudly, my feelings were very complicated, watching my loved ones leave, why did I make any moves, I don't know if this is a nest, I began to regret it, if I had just done it with black and white impermanence, would I have won?

At that time, I thought of Liu Yu. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I took out my mobile phone and dialed Liu Yu's number.

The phone was connected, and Liu Yu said, "Chuanzi? What happened to you? ”

I wanted to speak, but I couldn't make a sound......

I kept crying on the phone, and I don't know how long it took before I heard Liu Yu's voice again: "Chuanzi? Can you hear me? ”

I choked up and said to Liu Yu: "My grandmother is gone, and I watched them take her away......"

Liu Yu on the other end of the phone didn't make a sound for a long time, I don't know if Liu Yu didn't speak, or I couldn't hear him.

I continued: "Am I too cowardly, I hold the crow, but I don't have the courage to do it......"

There was still no sound on the phone, and I didn't know if Liu Yu heard me, but he just said to himself......

I hung up the phone and looked around at the unfamiliar surroundings, all of which were desolate weeds......

I didn't know where it was, so I turned around and walked back in the direction I was running from......

When I got back home, it was already the middle of the night, it was already dark outside, and everyone in the family was busy with my grandmother's funeral.

My dad asked me, "Where have you been?" ”

I didn't answer my father's question, I just said, "Dad, I'm a little tired......"

My dad looked at me, nodded, and didn't speak.

I lay on the bed and took out my mobile phone to check the time, and found that there were three unread text messages on the phone, which were sent by Liu Yu, and there were three missed calls on it, one of which was made by my father, and the other two were Liu Yu.

I clicked on the first text message, and it said: Is the signal bad over there? I can not hear you.

I clicked on the second text message, which said, "You know, death is not the end.

The third text message reads: Call me when you see it.

I dialed Liu Yu's phone, and Liu Yu picked up the phone and said, "How are you?" ”

I told him, "I'm fine, just a little tired." ”

Liu Yu said: "You should rest early, and everything will be talked about when you come back." ”

I just said "yes" and hung up.

In my sleep, I saw my grandmother again, wearing a shroud that the family had changed for her, sitting on the edge of my bed......

I threw myself into my grandmother's arms and cried, saying, "I wanted to save you today, but I didn't have the courage, will you blame me?" ”

Grandma told me: "Dachuan, you don't have to blame yourself, this is my fate, and grandma will go back to see your ...... when I have the opportunity in the future."

Leaning on my grandmother's arms, crying profusely, still reading: "I'm sorry for you......"

My grandmother, like I did when I was a child, stroked my head and said, "It's not your fault...... Grandma won't blame you for ......"

When I woke up, I found tears all over my face......

I don't know if that was really what my grandmother wanted to say to me, or if it was really just my subconscious mind trying to comfort myself......

Three days later, when my grandmother was at the funeral, a lot of people came, including relatives and neighbors.

I walked through the crowd with a picture of my grandmother in my hand. I looked around for my grandmother, trying to see her again, but I didn't see my grandmother......

The aunts wept as they watched their grandmother's body be pushed into the crematorium, and in just an hour after that, a body was reduced to a pile of bones......

Mr. Bai Shi guided us through the process, and in the morning, the funeral was over.

However, I never saw my grandmother, not only did I not see my grandmother, but in the funeral home, I didn't see a ghost, I just felt full of yin......

After the funeral, my father arranged a funeral banquet for his relatives and friends, and after the banquet, the people in his family looked very sad, and some people who did not come and went very often seemed to regard it as if it was an ordinary party, and they should eat and drink.

But if you think about it carefully, it feels reasonable for those people to be like this.

After my grandmother's funeral, I stayed at home for a few days, accompanied my grandfather, and then returned to Harbin.