Back in my room I lay on the bed, feeling exhausted, with a kind of exhausting numbness, and the knock outside the door was short and slight, with a long interval in between, as if the person knocking was hesitant. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

When I opened the door, I saw Ye Jiuqing standing outside, his appearance was a little humble, yes, I obviously felt humble, like an old man hesitating to whether he had disturbed my humility.

I'm not used to seeing him like this, it inexplicably makes my heart ache, five years has made him look too old, I feel that he needs my help to walk now, and he is about to make me forget the man who was once dominant.

"No, didn't bother you, did you?" Ye Jiuqing stood at the door nervously.

"You want to drink?" I saw the bottle he was holding in his hand.

"Yes, every year today I want to drink alone, or you can accompany me." Ye Jiuqing's voice was full of pleading.

"You are all this age, a few pounds and a few taels have not been counted in your heart, if this makes ......" I was stunned, and suddenly thought of something, it was five years in a flash, and my concept of time became more and more blurred. What day is it? ”

"The third day of September."

……

I was stunned for a moment, this is Ling Xi's death day, and it is also the most difficult day for Ye Jiuqing to face and bear, for decades, every day he will suffer the pain of losing his wife again and again.

I reached out and took Ye Jiuqing's wine bottle, held his arm and came in, and when I closed the door, I stood alone for a long time, and my voice was very sincere: "I'm sorry." ”

"Why?"

"What happened can't be changed, but it doesn't mean it hasn't happened, Ling Xi did die because of me, and the pain that has made you unable to extricate yourself for decades was caused by me."

"It's none of your business, it's my own youth and frivolity, if I can listen to Ling Xi's persuasion and stop early, I should still grow old with her now, everything is my fault."

"Are you comforting yourself, or do you wish I didn't feel guilty?" I turned back to the table and poured two glasses of wine.

"People should live in the present, not in the past, look at me, now I am dying, I am the one who lived in the past, but what can I do, some things are wrong and can no longer be made up, even if I want to comfort myself, but I can't pass this level, Ling Xi died in my arms, she didn't complain before she died, until the end she was smiling at me, no one knows me better than her." Ye Jiuqing picked up the wine glass, a little dazed. Her last words were...... No, don't blame you! ”

The corners of Ye Jiuqing's eyes were shining when he said this, I didn't know how to comfort him, or I was not qualified to say anything at all, after all, I was the culprit who caused him to die.

I picked up the wine glass, and slowly fell to the ground with a solemn expression: "My hands have been stained with too much blood, most of which I don't regret, but some are innocent, Ling Xi is one of them, I sacrifice Ling Xi for this cup of wine." ”

"Thank you......" Ye Jiuqing burst into tears. Ling Xi and I are just two passers-by in your long life, I believe that there are not many people who can keep you in your heart, and Ling Xi should be relieved to get your glass of wine. ”

"I'm sorry." I poured myself a glass again and held it in front of Ye Jiuqing.

"And why?" Ye Jiuqing was a little dazed.

"Ling Xi died because of me, I have always wanted to do something to make up for it, I originally wanted to find the Nirvana Wheel to resurrect Ling Xi, but the Nirvana Wheel only has the ability to live forever, and there is no way to bring people back to life."

"You don't have to say sorry to me, Ling Xi is gone, although I haven't come out for decades, but I have long accepted this fact, for me, she has always been there and has never left me."

"But I think of another way to make it up to you."

"I really don't need to."

"I can't bring Ling Xi back from the dead, but I can make you immortal." I tilted my head and drank from my glass. "Give me the Nirvana Chakra."

I have regained some of the power of destruction, and I can restore the power of the Nirvana Wheel to immortality, and whoever gets this artifact will have eternal life.

Ye Jiuqing took out the Nirvana Wheel, and when he handed it to me, he put it back on the table.

"Immortality is a god, I, Ye Jiuqing, am just an ordinary man, and I am not qualified to have the power of God, maybe I really thought about it when I was young, but now eternal life has no meaning to me at all, Ling Xi has been waiting for me below for decades alone, I believe it won't be long before I can see her, you let me live forever, don't you let me continue to bear that regret and debt."

"You don't want eternal life?!" I was still a little surprised, and looked at Ye Jiuqing with a sigh and said. "You just think that I am doing something for you, no matter what, you have the grace of reinvention for me, because you have the current Gu Chaoge, and it is you who have made me understand many things that I couldn't understand and feel before."

"No need." Ye Jiuqing smiled very calmly and pushed the Nirvana Wheel in front of me. "Maybe you need it more."

"You're not saying I've lived long enough, and I don't want eternal life that much anymore."

"If you really want to do anything for me." Ye Jiuqing raised his head and drank it all. "I do have one more thing."

"What's the matter?"

"Didn't you say that because I have the current Gu Chaoge, can you become Gu Chaoge forever for me."

"Do you think I won't be Gu Chaoge in the future?" I frowned.

Ye Jiuqing buried his head in silence for a long time, as if he was hesitating whether to say it or not, took another breath, wiped the wine stains from the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand and said to me, There are many people in this industry who are looking for the Nine Dragons of the Moon Palace, and they have never stopped, but since the appearance of that ship, only I have found the clues of that ship.

Why is it that only I can control the witches created by the Twelve Ancestral Gods, why is it that only I can open the Divine Gate of the Demon Kingdom, and why can I only enter the Demon Kingdom Tower.

The most important thing is why Ling Xuan wanted to kill me, when I was in the Demon Kingdom, I explained to others that I was also a witch created by the ancestral gods, if this was the case, Ling Xuan should not know me at all.

"The moment Ling Xuan saw you in the East China Sea, she was obviously full of hatred and killing, it can be seen that Ling Xuan knows you, she is the god on that ship, her enemy should also be a god, and she is also the enemy who has been chasing that ship, the twelve ancestral gods have not fallen in the demon country at all, Ling Xuan wants to kill you, because she recognizes you as the ancestral god." Ye Jiuqing's eyes were wise, and his voice was extremely calm. "When the twelve ancestral gods disappeared in the demon kingdom, it was also the time when the twelve general gods appeared, and the gods did not fall but existed in a different way, and you are one of the twelve ancestral gods."

Ye Jiuqing and I looked at each other, and then poured myself a glass of wine steadily, I didn't intend to hide it in front of Ye Jiuqing, my move has confirmed his conjecture: "And then?" ”

"The Twelve Ancestral Gods are not only chasing the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, you are also chasing and killing the people on the ship, and the hatred between you and that ship is extraordinary." Ye Jiuqing's voice was full of pleading. "Stop, Ling Xi once persuaded me like this, but it was too late for me to wake up, you still have time and ability to change the result."

"What do you want me to change the outcome to?"

"The friends around you are more or less related to that ship, the ancestors of Zhiqiu and Tianqi are all gods on that ship, and the palace lord, she has been evading your pursuit, you are friends now, because they don't know the truth yet, when the ship is found and all the truth is revealed, how should you face the friends around you, and they should accept this fact."

"You, when did you know that I was an ancestral god?"

"I raised Gu Chaoge, I don't know Gu Chaoge better than me, after I came back from the Demon Kingdom, I found that you were transforming, and it made me strange and scared, do you know what I saw in your eyes? I've seen the killing and the callous, do you want to deal with your former friends in this way? ”

"No wonder you were so surprised when you heard Tian Ji say that you wanted to find the Nine Dragons of the Moon Palace and uncover all the truth, it turns out that you are worried that my identity will be revealed."

"Some things are not necessarily right to look too transparent, since the secret of that ship has been hidden for thousands of years, why can't you let such a secret be hidden forever, you are different from me, you still have the opportunity to choose the outcome." Ye Jiuqing was almost begging me. "Let's stop here, the friends around you all look to you, as long as you give up, they will definitely not go after it, when Gu Chaoge, when they think of the person worthy of trust and dependence, not their enemy."

"It's late, it's not that I want to choose now, it's that I don't have the opportunity to choose at all."

"It's not too late, you can still turn back now, go back to the Sifang pawnshop with me, forget everything, and simply be Gu Chaoge."

"I don't want to go back to the Sifang pawnshop with you, but now things are wrong, the Sifang pawnshop is still the Sifang pawnshop, but the current Gu Chaoge is no longer the person you are familiar with." I poured wine for Ye Jiuqing with a heavy face. "I have a commitment to millions of people and life and death, if I complete my mission, I am destined to turn against my friends, but if I am Gu Chaoge, I will sacrifice millions of people, you teach me, how should I choose?"

"Is there no compromise?"

"Yes, I've tried to do it, and twice, and I've thought about ending it all, and as you said, I don't want to regret it."

"The result?"

I unbuttoned in front of Ye Jiuqing, my fingers slowly moved along the scar on my chest, and my voice was gloomy when I looked at him: "I chose to let go and dissolve, and the answer I got was that the sharp blade penetrated the body, you know, there is no way to compromise, and my grievances are destined to end in immortality." ”

"I saw this scar when I showed you to the pawnshop in the four directions, when were you only seven years old?"

"Twenty years ago, it was there that I lost my memory and body."

"It's a fatal wound." Ye Jiuqing looked at my chest intently, squirmed his Adam's apple and asked with a solemn expression. "Who left it for you?"

I picked up the wine bottle in silence, this time my hand trembled a little, and the wine splashed on the table: "Gong Jue! ”

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