Su Yuan looked at Yan Feng Qili, who was trembling all over his body and had a complicated complexion, and said softly: "Qili, you don't just have no feelings about your wife's death, do you?" ”

"I ...... I ......"

Su Yuan's words seemed to touch a switch, Yan Feng Qili's body trembled significantly, and the cold sweat on his forehead was almost all over his face, Yan Feng Qili stretched out his hand to cover his face, and said a little weakly: "I feel it...... At that time, she died in front of me...... I love her, but I don't have a sad ......"

"Instead, there are joys and regrets." Su Yuan said softly, shaking his head slightly, "Because of your wife's death, you are happy, but you are regretting, regretting your ......"

Yan Feng Qili staggered to his knees, his hands supporting the floor, sweating like rain, with a painful look on his face, which was the pain caused by his disagreement with himself, "I regret that I didn't kill her with my own hands......"

"You love her, but you can't feel happy because of love, she committed suicide in front of you, and you can't feel sad because of love......" Su Yuan slowly walked in front of Yan Feng Qili, squatted down, looked at Yan Feng Qili who was sweating, and said softly, "On the contrary, when it's time to be sad, you feel happy because of love, and you feel sorry because you didn't kill her with your own hands." ”

Yan Fengqili nodded with a painful face.

"Your pain is not the pain of your heart." The corners of Su Yuan's mouth hooked a smile, "It's the pain caused by your disagreement with yourself, the education you have received since you were a child, and the knowledge you have received are telling you that beautiful things should be happy for them, and sad things should be sad and merciful for them." ”

"So you can't identify with your own heart, you can't recognize the pleasure that you have, because you deny yourself, that's why you feel so painful, you can't accept it, your heart rejoices because of what should be sad, because it rejoices in what should be painful."

"Whew...... ...... exhale" Yan Feng Qili grabbed the floor tightly with both hands, his fingers pressed deep finger marks on the floor, and he gasped for breath in his mouth, "I...... What should I do......"

However, Yan Feng Qili's question was not answered, Su Yuan stood up, and said with a smile on his handsome face: "Qili, do you know why you care so much about the Guardian Palace?" ”

"He and I ...... The same? Yan Fengqili's eyes lit up slightly, and he felt a sense of joy that he had found the same kind.

"No, no, no, he's the opposite of you, but he's on the same path." Su Yuan chuckled and said something that made Yan Feng Qili a little puzzled.

Yan Feng Qili frowned tightly, went the opposite way, and walked on the same road? Sounds paradoxical.

"What do you mean?"

Su Yuan's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said slowly: "Wei Gong Kiritsu, he took it upon himself to kill his father and his master...... These are the things that your heart is urging you to do. ”

"Will he be happy about that?" Yan Feng Qili's eyes became brighter and brighter, as if something was about to break out of the shell.

But the next moment, Su Yuan knocked back what was about to break out of the shell.

"No, he's in unbearable pain for it."

Yan Feng Qili frowned, and roared in a low voice with some gaffe: "Why?!" ”

"Qili, don't be angry about this, I said, he's different from you......" Su Yuan smiled lightly, "If you can do those things for pleasure, then he's for your dreams." ”

"Dream ......" Yan Feng Qili chewed on these two words, and then whispered a little incredulously, "In order to save the world, and to become a partner of justice?" ”

Because of such a naïve and ridiculous dream, do you kill your own important people?

"That's right, or rather, it's because of the cost." Su Yuan's face sighed slightly, "When he was a child, his dream was just a simple idea, but for various reasons, he shot and killed his father, because of the pain of killing his father, because of that unrepayable sin, his dream has changed." ”

"For the sake of one's so-called salvation of the world, put all lives on the scales, choose the more part, give up the less, and then bear the pain of this choice, and keep repeating this choice in order to achieve the goal."

"Qili, you are happy because of sad things, then Emiya Kiritsugu, is extremely painful because of sad things, he chews the pain, uses the pain as motivation and shackles, spurs himself to realize his dreams, spurs himself to reach the goal, spurs himself to be more painful."

Su Yuan frowned, and then added, "But it is said that it is a goal dream, but it has actually deteriorated, under the whipping of pain, under the heavy oppression of the past, he has regarded the matter of becoming a partner of justice as his destiny that must be completed." ”

"In this process, he did not feel the joy of realizing his dream step by step, only felt the heavier and heavier pain, but this pain drove him to bear more pain."

Yan Feng Qili slowly stood up from the ground, and said with a smile on his face: "It turns out that he is this kind of person...... I am tormented by the inability to identify with my own heart, and he is so obsessed with his own purpose that he is afflicted with it, and he is tormented by the consequences of this attachment......"

"Your Excellency, although I don't know why you know so much......"

Yan Feng Qili raised his head and looked at Su Yuan with eagerness and confusion, "But, can you tell me...... What exactly should I do? ”

The critical moment came, and the corners of Su Yuan's mouth raised slightly, "The Holy Grail can fulfill any wish, this is a superficial statement, but everyone who participates in the Holy Grail War will definitely have a desire in their hearts......"

"Burdened with more and more pain, and the goal is far away, so Emiya Kiritsugu pins everything on the Holy Grail, which claims to be able to achieve any goal, so, Kiri, what about your wishes?"

Yan Feng Qili lowered his head and thought for a moment, then said, "Father and Master told me that my wish is to let the Holy Grail fall into the hands of the right person, that is, the master's hand, to prevent someone from making evil wishes. ”

"So...... What are your desires? Su Yuan asked meaningfully.

"I ...... I do not know. Yan Fengqili shook his head in confusion.

Su Yuan smiled slightly and said: "You are confused, you are denying your heart, what you think is sinful, your heart will be happy because of it, and what you think is good, your heart has no fluctuation." ”

"Your father's teachings and learned ideas make you deny your own heart, and therefore you are very miserable."

Yan Feng Qili opened his mouth and asked, "Then I...... What to do? ”

Su Yuan didn't answer, just walked in the direction of the door, "Qili, it's time for us to go." ”

"Your Excellency......"

Yan Feng Qili hurriedly chased after him, "Your Excellency, you haven't said what I should do. ”

"Qili, you either deny your heart or accept your heart." Su Yuan chuckled.

"Negative? Accept? Yan Feng Qili frowned, followed behind Su Yuan, and the negative words were his current situation, if he accepted it......

"Isn't it evil to take evil thoughts as pleasure?!" Yan Feng Qili said with a struggling face.

"Qili, you can't get pleasure from good things." Su Yuan walked towards the door of Tosaka's house and said, "Then you have to make a choice, you have to deny your instincts with great firmness, and use your beliefs to deny your heart, at the beginning, you will be very painful and empty, but after that, if you can deny your heart, then you will be liberated." ”

The so-called Taishang is forgetful, no desire, no desire, no sorrow and no joy, which is almost what it means.

"And what about the other one?" Yan Feng Qili asked.

"The other is your will, which controls your heart." Su Yuan chuckled, "People have both good and evil sides, and because of your flaws, you can't get happiness from good things, so you only have pure evil and take pleasure in evil." ”

"So, you need to be happy and try to make up for the sadness."

According to Su Yuan, the former is too forgetful, and the latter is both good and evil.

Yan Fengqili bowed his head and pondered, he was a member of the Templar Church, so he was taught about God, preaching the doctrine of forsaking good and following evil God and loving the world, and it was precisely because of this that he suffered because he did not agree with the evil in his heart.

"Don't you know how to choose?" Su Yuan chuckled.

Yan Feng Qili nodded.

"Then show me the way, to the castle of Einzberen." Su Yuan said softly.

Yan Feng Qili came back to his senses, only to find that the two were standing at the gate of Tosaka's house.

"Let's go fight with Emiya Kiritsugu." Su Yuan smiled slightly, "That man who uses pain as motivation, after a fight with him, you may know what you want to choose." ”

"Hmm." Yan Feng Qili slowly exhaled a breath and walked in front to lead the way, his doubts were solved here in Su Yuan, but new doubts arose, and in the end, he still had to face that man.

The man who was able to give himself the answer.

Einzberen Castle.

Saber, who was staying in the room, looked at the Sword of Victory of the Oath in his hand, his face was expressionless, and in his mind, Su Yuan's words kept repeating back and forth.

"The so-called ability to grant any wish is nothing more than a slogan used by magicians to attract servants to participate in battles with other magicians."

"The wish that can be fulfilled in the Holy Grail War is to get to the roots."

"Alice Phil von Einzbelen, she's the little grail."

Saber quietly looked at the Sword of Oath Victory in his hand, Alice is the little Holy Grail, this has been determined, Emiya Kiritsugu already knows, and whether the Holy Grail can fulfill his wish is still unknown......

If the Holy Grail War continues, Alice will become a little Holy Grail and die completely, but her own wishes ...... Only the Holy Grail can fulfill your wishes!

Save the extinct Britain and change the fate of Britain......

"Do you want to say...... Now that I've pulled out the sword in the stone, I'm going to become a qualified king? ”

Saber's palm gripping the Sword of Oath of Victory tightened slightly.

Boom ——!

Suddenly, the castle shook violently.

There are enemies?! Saber's face changed, and the armor woven by magic instantly appeared on his body, and he rushed out of the room and looked outside.