"Ah Xuan." The door slammed open, and the light shone in, and it was a matter of an instant, a piece of blood red was intercepted when it ingested my eyes, and I only saw a piece of blood red, and I didn't see the appearance of the first youth, and the thick ink had blocked the crazy me.

"Don't look, Ah Xuan." The thick ink covered my mouth, leaving only a series of gasping breaths, "Chu Qing doesn't want to leave you with a final impression like this. ”

I gasped roughly, as if I was going to catch my breath for the rest of my life, and in one night, I lost two good friends, I calculated, two.

I slumped over thick ink, and only one sentence could be remembered in my mind.

Thick Ink picked me up, "They'll take care of it here, I have to take you out now, you need to rest." ”

"Thick ink, thick ink." I wrapped my arms around the thick ink's neck, his sweaty but cold neck, and his voice could no longer be raised.

Thick ink leaned his ear close to me, and I said: "Find Brother Chu Qing, sue him, sue them, Chu Qing she is innocent, she is innocent, she has always been innocent, there is no one in this world who can ...... Chu Qing"

"Don't say it, Ah Xuan."

"Thick ink, sue them...... Sue the whole world, my first youth, how innocent and kind, how ......"

"Ah Xuan, wake up, Ah Xuan-" Who is calling me, so like the sound of thick ink, it's thick ink.

It's him, it's definitely him, because, heh, they're gone.

I want to sleep, I don't want to wake up again, I want to die so willfully.

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"Lin Xuan, are you in pain?" Lin Xiaobai's voice sounded at the right time, lingering like a magic sound piercing my ears, in all directions, out of nowhere, piercing the tip of my heart.

I waved my hands and feet, but I couldn't catch her, I couldn't hit her, and it was a delusion to die together, and I couldn't touch her at all.

"Can't you see? I'm in pain! I'm really miserable! Kill me, kill me, okay? Please don't kill again! I lost, I lost completely! ”

I lost hard enough, I lost in cowardice, I can't afford to lose anyone, any more!

I thought I could, I thought their departure could be my fighting spirit, no! I'm only going to be more cowardly! More incompetent!

I, Lin Xuan, am a weak person, I am not a human, not a god, not a demon, I am just a few drops of ink, how can I withstand these disputes and fights.

I choose to give up, I compromise, I can't do it, I want to escape, I want to die, I want to die.

"Are you begging me for mercy?" Lin Xiaobai seems to have anticipated my move a long time ago.

Yes, everyone can see my cowardice, only I still stupidly believe that I can, they just don't say it, they don't have a bottom in their hearts, so why don't I just die, I'm useless anyway, drag my feet.

"Kill me, kill me!"

"Lin Xuan, I suddenly feel a little sorry for you, alas, it's really sad, if you die early, won't there be so much to do?" Her tone seemed to really feel sorry for me, "You have to die yourself, you have to put them in danger, I have warned you a long time ago, it is that you are not capable of doing it, and you are not capable of it." ”

"I want you to remember forever that you are my defeated men! You're nothing! I want you to remember the sins you have done! When she said the last sentence, she seemed to be relieved, "Okay, since you ask for death, then I will fulfill you." ”

How can there be a sense of liberation, I think, I am going to be liberated.

"When I'm dead, you're going to stop, aren't you? The demon world won't be bothered anymore, will it? ”

"Haha!" It's like hearing a funny joke, "Are you dreaming?" My purpose now is not just for you to die, I am for you to die without a blind eye, whether you have a soul or not, there will be no peace! Aha! ”

"That is, you will continue to hurt them! Can't clean up this ending? ”

"Didn't I say that I can't recover, and I will let them go? No, I'm going to capsize and pull a bunch of backs! "Lin Xiaobai's voice surrounds me like a demon, she will not let go of any of my friends and family, and the demon world will never be able to restore peace.

"Uh......" I gasped and lunged into the darkness.

"Ah Xuan, you're awake." I opened my eyes blankly, looking at the thick ink eyes, a little trance, it turned out that I had a nightmare again.

There was a group of people around the golden wire bed, Zha Chengyan, Lu'er, and Siyuan, they were all there.

"Sister Xuan." Lu'er's eyes were red, "Sister Xuan, don't be sad, we will be so distressed, Brother Spotted didn't close his eyes last night." ”

I glanced at Zha Chengyan apologetically, he smiled faintly and said, "Nong Mo has been taking care of you, don't let him worry anymore." ”

I wanted to respond with a smile in return, but I couldn't smile reluctantly," Pei Feng ......" I asked hesitantly, "Pei Feng and Chu Qing ......"

"The weasel clan took Pei Feng away, and the young man sent him back to Nian's house." Thick ink brought the glass to my lips.

I shook my head and didn't bother to drink water, "I'm going to see them and meet their families." ”

"Xuan, I don't think you can be in those places now, you don't know what their family's attitude will be. War casualties are inevitable, and the weasel clan will not have an opinion, but we can't rest assured of Pei Feng's family. Cha Chengyan explained.

"What about the first youth? I'm her classmate, so I should be able to look at my friends. I begged.

"Ah Xuan, not only Chuqing's family had an accident last night, but her stepmother also had an accident, and we later found out that it was her stepmother who committed suicide by jumping off the building. Her brother was distracted by his mother's business. "Thick Mo said this amazing news, which was enough to make me fall into shock again, presumably the Nian family must be having a hard time now, and lost two relatives at once.

"Taiyin is deliberate." I lowered my head and whispered, "She just wants to make the world feel more regretful." "After the year, my brother was diverted, and he couldn't save Chu Qing, and he couldn't see Chu Qing for the last time, how far did they go? Just missed out on a lifetime, "She just wanted to break me." ”

"Sister Xuan." Siyuan, who had never spoken, spoke, "You still have grandma, parents, and us, you can't fall." ”

I've heard this a lot, and I've told myself many times, but never once did it touch me, it was the nightmare that woke me up. I can't seek death, and when I die, their suffering will not end, but will become worse. I can't be blinded, even if I want to die, I have to pull Taiyin together, if I want to die together, there is always a way, there is always a way.

"With you by my side, how could I fall? Isn't that the relatives hurting the enemies fast? I sat up straight, "Here, help me change!" ”

Lu'er grinned, although her eyes were still red, "Sister Xuan, I'll help you comb your hair!" ”

"Okay." I gave them the biggest smile I could make, but the corners of my eyes were a little sour.

I cheered up, and everyone was really active, and the snake doctor patted his disciple's head, "Let's go, go back to stew soup!" Refresh your mind! ”

"I'm going to contact the other tribes and regroup." Thick Mo said, looking at me deeply, "Ah Xuan, be obedient." ”

Zha Chengyan walked a few steps, "Xuan, then I'll go to the rabbit clan for a trip, sum up experience, and redeploy." Before leaving, he patted me on the shoulder, like a brother, "Everybody's here." ”

When everyone left, I looked left and right, but I still didn't see Ah Lan, "Lu'er, where is Ah Lan?" "Why hasn't Alan ever appeared? I had a bad feeling in my heart.

Lu'er snorted: "Sister Xuan, Ah Lan, she will come back to you, but she is too sad and sad now to think about it for a while, so she ......"

"That's why she hates me." I took over.

"It's not like that!" Lu'er hurriedly waved her hand, "Sister Xuan, Ah Lan didn't slow down, when she figured it out, she would come back by herself." ”

"Hmm." I answered, and my hand stroked the new clothes that Alan had made for me, she always helped me arrange them well, she was my caring and capable sister.

Blame me for not being nice to her, so she didn't leave at all.

Blame me for not confessing to her about me and Pei Feng, so she hates me very much, what should I do, I hurt her and made her lose her lover. It's like thick ink and me, no one can do without anyone, how much pain and hatred she should have.

I unconsciously wanted to cry, and I didn't speak again, for fear that Lu'er would hear the change in my voice.

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The afternoon sun was a bit harsh, so I closed the doors and windows and stayed alone in my room.

"Sister Xuan! Sister Xuan! What are you doing in there! Open the door! Lu'er's anxious voice sounded outside the door.

I hurriedly put a basin of black under the bed with my tongue, and wiped the corners of my mouth in a panic, my stomach was empty, my body was hollowed out, and I felt light, "I was just resting, and I'm here." ”

Lu'er relieved herself when she saw me, "Sister Xuan, you have to rest, and don't drive away all the snakes and maids, it will cause panic." She pouted, feigning to be angry, but her eyes were full of concern.

"I'm really fine, I said cheer up, I will really cheer up, otherwise I'm sorry for those sacrificed people and demons." I comforted her in turn.

Lu'er pulled me to sit down, "Sister Xuan, you know, they're going to make a big move tonight!" ”

"Who are they?" I was shocked.

"It's my brother and Xiao Nongmo! The Battle of Mt. Paektu is about to begin. Lu'er looked out the door as she spoke, for fear that someone else would catch her revealing secrets.

"Why is there such a rush all of a sudden?" The Battle of Baektu Mountain, in my opinion, will only happen later in the future, why did it start tonight? Is this some kind of ploy? Or do you want to catch them off guard?

Lu'er shook her head, "I only heard this, and I left for fear of being discovered, but it won't be wrong!" Sister Xuan, I'm worried about my brother. She pursed her pink mouth, asking me for help.

"I don't allow being left out." I stood up stubbornly, how dangerous Baektu Mountain is! Decision-making is so fast, is it well prepared? Or did something happen that forced them to speed up the process?