Chapter 450: Forgotten Memories

I insisted on going to Jiangxi immediately, Ye Jiuqing said that I was too seriously injured, although Ye Zhiqiu had been missing for two years, as long as Wen Ru didn't see us, he wouldn't do anything to Zhiqiu for the time being, after all, for Wen Ru, Ye Zhiqiu was now the most important weight in his hands. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

But my wound healed surprisingly quickly, and I was able to walk freely in less than seven days, and I was going to leave in a day's time, and at dusk I saw a woman standing quietly by the beach through the window.

That graceful back vaguely evoked a vague memory in me, so familiar, I took a dress and walked towards the beach, the afterglow of the setting sun covered the beach, the soft light reflected on the delicate sand, there was a lonely gloom.

Hua Xishuang is standing in this gloom, the sea breeze blows her beautiful long hair, she is as beautiful as a statue, and suddenly found that she is no longer the Hua Xishuang I know, and inexplicably has more kindness to her.

"What are you thinking?" I draped my shirt over her.

I could clearly feel the trembling of her body, I don't know if it was my voice or my actions, she looked back at me, her eyes were tender like water.

"I can't remember how long it has been here, a lot of things that I have forgotten, I don't know why I suddenly remembered them." Her voice was melodious.

Living too long is not necessarily a good thing, the more time passes, the more you remember, and learning to forget becomes a very important thing, I should also have such troubles as spending a penny, and I'm glad that now I can't remember anything.

"What do you remember?" Actually, I want to ask if there is anything about me in her memory, and I want to know too much about the forgotten past.

"Thinking of ......" Hua Xishuang stopped talking and shook her head weakly. There are all you in those memories, but unfortunately you can't remember them, I want to tell you all of them, but there are many things that you have to remember by yourself. ”

"The process is more important than the result." I smiled bitterly, it seemed that it was important for the gods to restore my memory.

"It doesn't matter, anyway, the last thing that all generals lack is time, and I believe that one day I will remember." I laughed self-deprecatingly.

"There's no time......"

"Why?"

"Go to the temple, the answers you want are in it, maybe when you get there, you'll remember everything." Hua Xishuang didn't answer, and replied gloomily.

"And what if I still don't remember?" I asked casually.

Hua Xishuang turned around at this time and looked at me silently, she slowly raised her hand, the string of bracelets in the sea breeze came from a pleasant sound, her eyes were full of reluctant attachment, I was at a loss to avoid her gaze.

"Don't move, let me take a good look at you again."

I stood blankly, letting her fingers touch her cheeks, and there was a tingling sensation when she slid gently, and my heartstrings were plucked at that moment, like a calm lake being thrown into a stone, rippling in circles.

She seemed to have touched my cheek like this, yes, the same feeling, I tried to remember, but my mind went blank, until Hua Xishuang buried her head on my shoulder, my body became more stiff, but I don't know why, I actually hugged her slowly, it felt so familiar.

My shoulders were a little wet, but I didn't know what to say.

"Promise me that you must remember who you are." Her voice was plaintive.

I nodded blankly, Hua Xishuang didn't say anything again, looked up and turned away, I saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and wanted to catch up, but she walked too resolutely, looking at her back gradually disappearing from sight, and suddenly there was an empty loss.

There should be a story between me and her, I guess she is sad because I can't remember the bits and pieces between me, but I still don't understand what Hua Xishuang's sentence has no time to do, what it means.

I am the leader of the Twelve Generals God, even if I can't remember everything in the past few hundred years, but I have accepted this fact, but I don't dare to tell my friends around me, I don't know when it started, and Hua Xishuang, Xie Tianhui and Zhuo Mingfeng are together, but I feel steady.

I don't know how to face my friends who used to live and die, and the trust, honesty and compassion that I once had have turned into a constant fear.

I once again chose to conceal it, and I also chose to escape, maybe from the moment Gu Yuanshan told the truth, everything that had been destined to change slowly.

I admit that I am the eye of the earth, which means that I admit that I am that person, even if I have not recovered my memory yet, but I believe that sooner or later I will eventually become the eye of the earth that Hua Xishuang is looking forward to, and at the same time, I am also the decisive No. 1 leader in Deng Qing's mouth.

And all the friends around me who have been in the same boat through thick and thin, I have all been directly and indirectly hurt, I don't care if I can find the Moon Palace Nine Dragon Fang, I don't even care who I am, I just want to get back the same Ye Zhiqiu, because that's what I can do for Ye Jiuqing.

It's a debt and a way to make up, I don't dare to tell the person who raised me, I have wanted to kill him many times, let alone tell Ye Jiuqing that Ling Xi's death was caused by me.

Until now, Ye Jiuqing still firmly believes that I am Gu Chaoge, firmly believes that I am a child raised by him, and his trust in me is still unreserved, but I don't know if he can still treat me like this as always when I remember everything.

Gong Jue ......

The motivation to support him to persevere, I believe is the same as me, it is not the truth at all, but it has become a simple revenge, he wants to solve Tianhui with his hand, as everyone knows, his enemy has always been me, Gong Yu can live for so long, it is not that Gong Yu has a big life, it is just because of the accident in Lop Nur that made me lose my memory, otherwise I should have attacked Gong Yu a long time ago.

Frog.

The male of the Ying family only has a lifespan of 60 years, if I am not wrong, this curse is related to the twelve ancestral gods, the ancestors of Tianji were captured by the ancestral gods, and I am the minion of the twelve ancestral gods.

In the end, I thought of Ling Zhihan, the woman who slipped from my hands, I promised her that I must find the ancestor of the Ling family, but in fact, it has always been me who imprisoned Ling Xuan, Ling Xuan wants my life in every possible way, I don't know how Ling Xuan would feel if she knew that my life had been saved by the descendants of the Ling family.

I never thought that every family and friend around me had been hurt by me, and I was afraid of becoming the person they were looking forward to, because I didn't know if they were still my unforgettable friends at the moment when I remembered everything.

At least one thing is clear to me, although I can't remember what happened in the past, I can vaguely feel the coldness of the other me, just like when I was in the demon tower, I used to look down on them with contempt, and even for a moment, I admitted that I had a murderous intent, and it was a murderous intent without mercy or hesitation.

"What are you thinking?"

Tian Ji's voice interrupted my thoughts, he hugged my shoulder heartlessly, and next to him was Xue Xinrou's complaint, saying that my injury was just right, so Tian Ji was not light or serious, and when I turned around, I saw Ye Jiuqing and they were all standing in front of me.

After hesitating for a moment, he looked at them at a loss, and replied weakly: "I can't remember how long it has been here, there are many things that have been forgotten, I don't know why I suddenly remembered ......"

I can now understand the feeling of Hua Xishuang saying this, it turns out that sometimes forgetting is the happiest thing.

"Why do you want to do so much, find Zhiqiu, maybe you can be lucky, and you can find the temple by the way, maybe everything will end in the temple." Tian Ji sat on the beach and laughed.

"Retrieving the ...... after Zhiqiu"

"When I find Zhiqiu, I only have one thing left to do, which is to kill Xie Tianhui with my own hands to avenge my master, oh, there is one more thing." The palace lord also sat down to interrupt me, and tugged at the corner of my coat to stop me from standing. "I still want to find the place I saw last time in my hallucination, and now that I think about it, it's really peaceful."

"After finding Zhiqiu, let's take her with us to find the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, I believe she will be as happy as I am." Xue Xinrou's eyes were full of longing.

"I'll go with you to find it, but I have to solve the matter of the Ying family's longevity curse first, I believe that as long as I find the temple, I should be able to find a way to break it." Tian Ji smiled and sat next to Xue Xinrou.

"Uncle Ye, what about you, what are your plans after finding Zhiqiu?" Gong Jue asked.

"If I find Zhiqiu, I won't let this girl leave my side again, and I'll follow you wherever Chaoge goes, this old life is useless, keep it for you to shelter from the wind and rain." Ye Jiuqing replied with arrogance.

"Chaoge, what about you?" The palace lord touched my arm and asked.

I originally wanted to say that after finding Ye Zhiqiu, I would forget about the Nine Dragons of the Moon Palace and the Twelve Ancestral Gods, and live the rest of my life plainly, but now I realize that I have never had the opportunity to choose.

From the moment I hid my identity from them, I was destined to complete this path, and I was so desperate to know the truth, but now I realize that knowing more is not a good thing.

Each of them has a vision for the future, but when that day comes, they will face another enemy, and everything they are doing now is to slowly restore my memory.

I didn't dare to imagine the end, just as I didn't dare to tell them the truth now, everyone looked at me, wiped their faces, and watched the sunset disappear at sea level, and when the darkness enveloped the beach, the sea breeze blew, and there was a faint coldness on my shoulders, which were the tears left by Hua Xishuang.

It seemed to remind me of something, and at that moment I remembered that in the Jieshi Golden Palace, when I let go of Ling Zhihan's hand, I thought that I would never face such a difficult choice again, but in fact, I didn't dare to face it again.

But now, just like at that time, I was holding the hands of Ling Zhihan and Gong Jue, I had to make a choice, but this time, no matter what the result of my choice was, more people would disappear in front of me.

"When I find Zhiqiu...... I, I'll do the rest with you......"