Chapter Thirty-Nine: Loneliness
Loneliness has always accompanied him, and when he was a child, he didn't have many close friends because he was not good at words. Since meeting her again, she has changed, and in order to get to know her better, he has learned to communicate with others. When he was in high school, he said that sentence, but it was just ...... He doesn't understand the world, he doesn't know what to do and what not to do? He always asks himself, what the hell are you thinking? In the end, the two original good friends turned into strangers. Right or wrong, what? The sky was dark, and those who were blown by the wind felt cold. How sad is it? Who knows? How sad is it? Who knows? Except for loneliness, or loneliness? The cold water penetrated into his bones, like cold thorns, piercing his body. He suddenly felt frightened, and it turned out to be death...... It's not that simple. He began to struggle, trying to climb ashore. But he found that he seemed to have no strength, and he was powerless to struggle, and he cried in fright. That year, he was seventeen, seventeen years old in the rainy season. What are you afraid of? He asked himself suddenly, with pain in his leg, as if something had caught him. Later, he found out that it was called a water ghost? Nonsense, before he knew it...... The water slowly covered the top of his head, and the water ...... It seems that there is no coldness of that time. Later, he climbed ashore and did not die, and for several days afterward, his father disappeared, and he always secretly went to suck the blood of the domestic animals raised by the people in the village, and he did not play with those good friends who had played since childhood, and he was afraid of himself......
It turns out that I am alone again......
It wasn't until one day that people found out that it was him...... He was afraid, afraid that the village would arrest him. Later, the Taoist priest said that he could save him, but he ...... He was lying to him, he killed people, killed the person who was high in the village, and killed the person who deceived himself, and he found that the taste of human blood was much better than the taste of those animals. It's just that Uncle Yu came, and it was a coincidence, a coincidence......
He understands that his current self - only stupid, he understands that sometimes - not knowing anything - is fine......
When I came to Huanglong County, I had a friend like Han Yin by my side, but it didn't take long for this only friend to leave here. Perhaps, his fate should be lonely.
The September day was bright, and the campus was silent at eight o'clock. When the sun comes out, the flowers and plants on the campus are full of dewdrops, which appear green and vibrant in the sun. Looking up at the sky, it may be beautiful outside, but the classroom is boring, especially in English class. How many teenagers are nodding their heads from time to time, I don't know if they are listening with relish, or a little sleepy. The boy sitting in the corner was lying on the table at this time, sleeping soundly, and the voice of the English teacher was the best lullaby.
Under Du Yu's arrangement, Xiao Fei and Fan Hao are now in the same class, and Han Yin, since he left Huanglong County, has never been in contact with Xiao Fei and Fan Hao, the phone has changed from shutdown to shutdown, maybe, he has changed his number, maybe, he has evaporated from the world. All in all, Xiao Fei can't reach him anymore. Han Yin can be said to be Xiao Fei's only friend in this Huanglong County, Du Yu is just an elder, not a friend, and since that departure, he has not come back, but occasionally sends him a message...... As for Fan Hao, it can be said that the Tao is different and does not conspire with each other, maybe because of Zhao Xiaoyu, Fan Hao is very disgusted with demons, monsters, zombies, etc., and Xiaofei is not good at revealing his identity in front of him. There was also a light snow, but since that time, there has been no contact. In addition, Shi Junhai has only met a few times, and he has no friendship.
"Why do you write so many people's names?" looked at the names that Xiao Fei wrote in the book one after another, the top one was Qiao Yu, and then there were Liu Jie, Han Yin, etc., there were almost a dozen. The table asked, "Who are these people, they don't seem to know each other?" ”
"Oh, it's all my good friends......"
Fan Hao...... Fan Hao...... Hurry up and ......" came the voice of Fan Hao's table with Zheng Yu from behind, only to see Zheng Yu push Fan Hao a few times in a row, and said, "Didn't you say yesterday that you want to study hard?" How? Forgot about it so quickly? ”
"Don't make trouble, my brother is catching ghosts." Fan Hao pushed away the same table, continued to sleep on him, and continued to dream about it.
Xiao Fei was sitting in front of Fan Hao, and naturally he heard it, and said in his heart: "Don't be caught by a ghost one day." ”
"Ah sneeze......" Fan Hao only felt an itch in his nose, and a sneeze came out, Fan Hao gently rubbed his nose, and saw that his fellow table was snickering. He still had a piece of grass in his hand that he had gotten out of nowhere, and he was afraid that it was the thing that made it himself.
"Zheng Yu, do you want to die or don't want to live?" Fan Hao said a little angrily.
Zheng Yu grimaced at Fan Hao and said, "What do you care about me, didn't you say that your Taoism is very powerful?" Just give it a try......"
"Okay, I'll show you today." Fan Hao said seriously, Zheng Yu was just talking casually, but he didn't expect him to be serious, but he saw Fan Hao with a serious face, and he took a yellow rune paper from nowhere, and there were words in his mouth, probably reciting a spell. The rune paper slowly flew out of Fan Hao's hand, floated in mid-air, and then actually burned. Suddenly, Xiao Fei in front of him slapped Fan Hao's table, only startling Fan Hao, his hand shook, and the rune paper fell to the ground, and it burned out after a while.
"Fan Hao, you come out for me......" A person's angry voice suddenly sounded outside the window. Fan Hao chuckled in his heart, secretly scolded for being unlucky, and stared at Xiao Fei with his eyes, probably blaming him for not being able to find the head teacher Lao Xu earlier, but he was discovered by the head teacher Lao Xu first. Looking at his glare, Xiao Fei had the urge to beat people, and said in his heart: "Good you Fan Hao, I kindly remind you that you actually want to take revenge and dare to stare at me." It's just that Fan Hao doesn't have the heart to guess what Xiaofei is thinking now, and the most important thing at the moment is to deal with the head teacher Lao Xu. When Fan Hao went out, the English teacher just said something to continue the class, and then stopped paying attention to Fan Hao's affairs and continued to speak his lethargic English.
"You kid can? Very capable, huh? As soon as Fan Hao came out, he heard Lao Xu reprimanding him endlessly, he really deserves the surname Xu, that is, he can narrate, Lao Xu, Lao Xu, Lao Xu......
"What kind of place is the school? School is a place of learning, what a sacred place, but what kind of feudal superstition are you doing there. You can just fiddle with your bird feather technique on weekdays, what do you get me in class? Fan Hao just stood there honestly, as for whether he listened or not, no one knows, in short, he will "oh" from time to time.
"What are you? What am I talking about? Are you listening? Well? I said Fan Hao, you are in your third year of high school, and you will take the college entrance examination next year, why are you still in this mess? Well? ”
"Oh......"
"Are you still there?" Lao Xu couldn't help but kick Fan Hao's ass, Fan Hao didn't seem to feel it, and yawned.
"I said? Why do you have so many nicknames? What kind of god, the Great Pope? You're amazing......"
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Before I knew it, the bell had already rang.
No matter what time it is, the bell for the end of class is always so crisp.
No matter what time it is, the bell for the end of class is always so pleasant.
You know, I've been waiting for you, waiting for the bell to ring, waiting for ......